I was not born, and I was old.

You hate me for being late, and I hate you for being early.

In the Yangxia Palace, Yunchen was lying on the sickbed, his temples were white, and his elegance had passed, and he didn't see the graceful demeanor of the year.

Before he died, he only let Yun Ruhe stay by his side, he asked Yun Ruhe to sing this nameless ballad for him, Yun Ruhe's tears were like rain, when Yun Ruhe was in his prime, Yunchen wanted to leave before him, the torture of illness, the growth of age, let Yunchen fall on the sickbed.

Yun Ruhe sobbed, singing songs and stories belonging to the two of them with tears in his eyes: "I was not born when you were born, and I am old when I was born." You hate me for being late, and I hate you for being early. ”

He sang repeatedly, tears could not stop flowing, but Yunchen looked at him with a smile, raised his trembling hand to wipe away Yun Ruhe's tears, and only murmured: "Ah He, don't cry, I'm just sleeping for a while." ”

"Don't coax me with such childish words, I'm not a young and ignorant child at that time, and I won't be deceived by you so much. If you die, I will go with you. ”

Yun Ruhe was sad in his heart, watching Yunchen dying, remembering that in his thirty-eight years of life, Yunchen occupied everything, Yunchen watched him grow up and protect him, from the beginning to the present, when this person who was all his life was about to leave, he was at a loss, and his despondency was like falling into the sea, if Yunchen was gone, he felt that his life was meaningless.

"If death can solve all problems, I'm really willing to take you with me, but ...... Yang Xia can't live without you, what I leave behind is a country that is being strong, and when the new emperor ascends the throne, he must be attacked from both sides, and you have to help him secretly. You were originally the son of my royal brother and should have inherited the throne, but I didn't push you up, you won't blame me, right? Yunchen asked slowly.

Yun Ruhe smiled lightly, and he replied, "How can I blame you?" I don't want to sit in that position, I know the suffering you have endured, but I didn't expect that in my heart you will fall down one day, I just want to bear your pain for you, if you live longer, we can retreat to the mountains and forests, and forget about the red dust. ”

Yun Ruhe put Yunchen's hand on the side of his cheek and rubbed it gently, even if Yunchen was old, his green silk turned white, his skin was wrinkled, and a pair of white hands became vicissitudes.

Sincere emotions have been ingrained from the beginning, to the later recognition, acceptance, full of joy, even if it is not earth-shattering, even if no one is moved by this simple and innocent feeling, the trust and love between the two of them for each other has never changed.

"I can't wait. Ahe, I have always kept you by my side, imprisoned you, I just don't want to lose you again, if you are tired of those quarrels in the court after I leave, go and travel the world, wander the world, do what you want, as you said when you were a child. You were free, and now you are free soul. Yunchen smiled, his eyelids gradually became heavy, his heart was weak, the Yun Ruhe in his eyes was a little hazy, and he tried hard to open his eyes to engrave Yun Ruhe's appearance in his heart.

"Ah Chen......"

Yun Chen took the dragon pattern jade pendant, put it in Yun Ruhe's hand tremblingly, his voice trembled: "This jade pendant, I used it to promise people in times of crisis, but that person is no longer alive, he once saved us, but he suffered a great disaster, and went away with hatred, my promise was not fulfilled, I am very guilty, if you see him or his descendants, or similar people in the future, you will give the jade pendant again, for me to fulfill the promise of the year, except for this, except for you, except for Yang Xia, I have no other wishes." Ahe, you have to live a long time, see the glory of Yangxia, and take care of our country for me......"

Yunchen couldn't speak anymore, he slowly closed his eyes, and passed away suddenly, like a long dragon sleeping, not waking up, lying in front of the bed Yun Ruhe cried, and the imperial history outside the hall passed to the foreign minister: "Your Majesty...... Death! ”

The whole country mourns, and Su Min is added, they are remembering a generation of emperors, and they have pushed Yangxia to a strong emperor.

In the dust of history, people will only remember his merits, and the story behind this will gradually disappear, even the history books have not written the story between them, it is a deep love, but also a touching hand-in-hand, an emperor, never set up a harem, he regards three thousand as floating clouds, and his eyes can only accommodate a cloud Ruhe, a person he loves.

After the new emperor ascended the throne, Yun Ruhe served as the regent of the prime minister, supported the reform of the new emperor, and after a fierce struggle, he stabilized the situation and invited himself to guard the tomb for Yunchen.

After Yunchen returned from the funeral, a wisp of golden soul that came out of his sick body broke through the clouds and flew to the highest sky, turning into Yunchen's young appearance in front of an extremely handsome person, as if he had rejuvenated, and this wisp of soul bowed deeply to the person in front of him: "Emperor Nechen." ”

It turned out that this wisp of soul was a wisp of the soul of the Immortal Emperor of Nichen, who was originally one of the most powerful immortal emperors in the immortal world, and was the master of Cangyi, who was never born and was admired by countless immortal monarchs and Taoists.

"How is it going to be a catastrophe?" Niechen Immortal Emperor asked coldly.

"Sure enough, love and hatred, life and death, these tastes are bitter but unforgettable, sometimes Qinghuan, but I still have someone to worry about, but I left before him." Yunchen, who was transformed by a wisp of golden soul of the Immortal Emperor Nichen, smiled bitterly and sighed.

Emperor Nichen Immortal snorted coldly: "A love calamity, if you don't cross it, you will be ruined, there is no hesitation, why be merciful!" You are entangled in him, you can't get out, it's really disappointing to me, I let you go to the wasteland, and I saw that you actually cultivated a wisp of floating soul to the golden soul, I thought you would do a lot, but you stopped before the love calamity, but Er'er. ”

The Niechen Immortal Emperor actually ridiculed his own golden soul, this wisp of the golden soul has its own will, and is no longer an accessory of the Niechen Immortal Emperor, the golden soul is ruthlessly independent of the Niechen Immortal Emperor, but the Niechen Immortal Emperor is still able to manipulate him and destroy him in one fell swoop.

"The Emperor is really ruthless. In the emperor's view, the sentient person is vulnerable, and the ruthless person stands up to the sky? Didn't the emperor ever have someone to cherish? How could you ever be a hard-hearted person who only thought about cultivation? Yun Ruhe is innocent, but he is the only one in my heart. You gave me the name of ruthlessness, just hoping that I would be like you, broken off with love, but I can no longer be detached. "The Golden Soul was ruthless and justified, and did not succumb to a word.

Emperor Nichen was indifferent, ignoring the ruthless rebuttal of the golden soul, but in his heart, he had already recalled the precious time ten thousand years ago, and he said: "Return to the body." ”

Ruthless but still persistent, he bowed down in front of Emperor Nechen Immortal and said, "Emperor, Ruthless has a request. ”

The eyes of the high-flying Niechen Immortal Emperor narrowed slightly, he had already seen through what he wanted to say ruthlessly, but he just said lightly: "Is it still for Yun Ruhe?" ”

"Although my relationship with him has been broken, I want to accompany him through this life, and it is rare to meet him in the future. From now on, I will do as the emperor wishes. Said ruthlessly and deeply.

Emperor Nechen still smiled slightly: "No need, you don't have to learn from me to break off your feelings, you are already independent of me, you have your own way of cultivation, you can go if you want, end it or forget it, it's all your own decision, I won't interfere anymore, it's just, remember to go home!" ”

"Thank you...... Emperor! ”

ruthlessly bowed deeply to the seemingly temperamentally changed Nechen Immortal Emperor, and then flew into the world to accompany Yun Ruhe through the rest of his life as a golden soul ruthlessly.

For Yun Ruhe, the thirty-eight years of life are by no means fleeting, but many things have long been engraved in my heart.

Since he was born, enjoying the glory and wealth of the Yangxia royal family, his mother was not favored, and in the years of raising him, there was often a person who came to see him, that is, his imperial uncle Yunchen, and he gradually learned that it was this imperial uncle who delivered him when his mother had a difficult birth.

Xu is Yunchen personally delivered Yun Ruhe, Yunchen loves this child very much, Yun Ruhe grew up to eight years old, Yunchen was twenty-eight years old, and he has always been secretly taken care of.

That part of the love, in the eyes of outsiders, can be said to be blood and family, but only Yunchen knows the wisps of feelings that have been precipitated year after year, and that little bit is also the whole of his life.

It was the year when Yun Ruhe was eight years old, the Feng clan rebelled, took control of the capital of Yangxia, set up a Hongmen banquet for the Yangxia royal family, and killed many royal families, with Yun Ruhe's mother's perception and struggle, Yunchen escaped from the palace with Yun Ruhe, but was chased and killed by Feng's people, that night was thrilling, a teenager appeared to save them and killed the assassins.

In the ruined temple, Yun Ruhe felt unprecedented fear, he knew that his home was gone, and was gently patted by Yun Chen, he saw a trace of hope and light in the gap in the wall of despair, he asked for help from the young man Nie Ziying who saved them, Nie Ziying promised and stole a very important customs clearance token for them, this young man Nie Ziying was extremely brave, and he was the dawn and hero who appeared when he was most afraid.

Later, when he calmed down and followed Yunchen out of the customs, he met an assassin again, and was so frightened by an arrow that he lost his mind.

Yunchen turned defeat into victory in the struggle with the Feng clan, Yunchen ascended the throne as the emperor, and always took Yun Ruhe with him, carefully cared for him, and tried all kinds of ways to wake up Yun Ruhe.

He let Yun Ruhe's scoundrel go, accompanied Yun Ruhe to make trouble, spoiled Yun Ruhe, ten years later, Yun Chen cut Yun Ruhe's veins and bleed to make medicine, Yun Ruhe drank the bowl of blood medicine when Yun Ruhe burst into tears, he was in a trance for ten years and gradually sobered up, Yunchen's hard work was not in vain, and the two were heart-to-heart.

At this time, Yunchen was already thirty-eight years old.

In the following twenty years, Yun Ruhe accompanied Yunchen, assisted the government, learned the art of power, and made the once weak Yang Xia strong.

For many nights, the two promised each other in the bed to "hold the hand and grow old with the son", and Yun Ruhe fell asleep peacefully in Yunchen's songs;

The reforms implemented in the Yunchen court were blocked, so he fought for him, he accompanied Yunchen to the north to conquer Rongdi, to the west to the barbarians, and to conquer Shacheng, in all kinds of schemes, only he can give Yunchen a refreshing breeze, bright sunshine and a leisurely sleep;

Even if everyone is criticizing Yunchen and his ambiguity, and arguing about fabricating Yunchen's affairs, they are fearless of people's words, Yun Ruhe has always stood on Yunchen's side, and he has more courage when he is with Yunchen.

Yunchen was sick, and Yun Ruhe also accompanied him carefully, with only one sentence, "I will not regret the gradual widening of the clothes belt, and I will make people haggard for Yixiao".

Yunchen died of illness at the age of fifty-eight, Yun Ruhe was thirty-eight years old, the years were ruthless, Yunchen did not deliberately leave him in the lonely world, but the world is impermanent, coming too early and too late, there will always be some regrets, there is nothing to do except cherish and remember.

"I was not born, and I was old. You hate me for being late, and I hate you for being early. ”

The song goes back in my heart over and over again, and it is difficult to disperse the loneliness......

The golden soul ruthlessly watched as Yun Ruhe calmed down the civil strife and stabilized the dynasty after the new emperor of Yangxia ascended the throne, and invited himself to guard the tomb for Yunchen, and built a hut next to Yunchen's huge mausoleum.

Ten years later, Yun Ruhe was invited by the new emperor to envoy Ci'ang Kingdom, with some monks and missions, in another inn, Yun Ruhe, who was slightly old, saw the same person as Nie Ziying forty years ago, and sighed for a while.

The ruthlessness on the side was also very surprised, this time he was recognized by Xuanli, the immortal monarch of Jingqianfu Fengqijun Xuanli, who was in the same inn, in fact, Xuan Li did not know ruthless, only knew that the ruthless wisp of golden soul was very special, and invited him to come over to talk, Xuan Li knew that he was a wisp of golden soul of Emperor Nichen, and this person who accompanied Xuanli Mo Liansheng was actually the reincarnation of Rong Yue and the reincarnation of Nie Ziying.

After the matter of Ci'ang was settled, Yun Ruhe gave Mo Liansheng a dragon pattern jade pendant, and the two countries had diplomatic relations, and the two countries also maintained friendship for a long time after Mo Liansheng's death.

Yun Ruhe later traveled the world, and returned to the small hut next to Yunchen's mausoleum when he was old, he couldn't hold it anymore when he was seventy years old, and he fell on the bed alone, returning to the light, but saw the golden soul ruthless and Yunchen standing in front of him.

"Ah Chen, is that you? Is it my Ah Chen? ”

"Uh-huh."

This time, the return is there.

"Are you always there for me? Sometimes I feel like you can hear what I say to you, you come to respond to me in my dreams, even when I am assassinated, I feel that there is someone in the dark who is protecting me, and all I can think of is you. ”

"It's me, it's me, it's always been me." Golden Soul responded ruthlessly and affectionately.

At this moment, they looked at each other speechlessly, shed a thousand tears, and the words that didn't need to be said were in their hearts.

"Are we still fated to see each other again?"

"You are in reincarnation, and I am guarding you outside reincarnation."

"Hmm."

"If you can still meet me, in the middle of the dust, remember to call me by my name - ruthless. Ruthlessness is affection, why hate to be late when you meet. ”

Yun Ruhe passed away, re-entered the reincarnation, the golden soul ruthless has long been able to get out of the reincarnation, the two of them are here, each other, but also forget each other in the rivers and lakes, if one day meet again and remember, remember to call my name - ruthless.

There is a person who looks at you in reincarnation, you don't know his affection, you don't have to understand his affection, ruthlessness is affection, why hate to meet late.

All the separations will eventually wait until the day when we meet again after a long absence, but don't forget my name, which is also your name.