Chapter 1 Chu Xuan, Chu Xuan

In the cold base, I had just finished the experiment and took the Rubik's Cube on the shelf, quickly shuffled it, and began to try to make a diamond shape with different colors on each of the six sides. [Too smart and sad, I can't do it if I want to keep myself busy.] In less than five seconds, I threw away the Rubik's Cube, pulled over the more than 1,000 pieces of the puzzle on one side, and began to put together quickly.

"The intelligence is very high, and the memory even memorizes the position of each piece of the entire map, not so much the human brain, but the ......."

"It's a computer, right? And this kid has never laughed, and that cold expression is simply creepy. "Not only is she not smiling, she has no sense of pain, no sense of touch, no sense of smell, no sense of taste, and even because of the overemphasis on the tenacity of the soul when the gene body is modified, she actually does not have some chemical secretion system that a normal person should have, in other words, she will not have troubles, because there is no secretion in the body, there will be no pain and happiness, no fear and fear, and even no sexual desire......" "This is really like a robot, such a genetically modified person who doesn't even have the desire to survive, is it really the super human we expect? Maybe she's only thinking about how to die now, if I were her...... You may not be able to hold on for even a second and you will want to commit suicide, and that kind of life is so painful. ”

"That's it! Shut up! Behind a glass window not far from the child, more than a dozen researchers kept chattering about something, and Mr. Chu, who had just come in, suddenly shouted angrily, and he stared coldly at the group of researchers behind him, and no one dared to look at him for a while.

Mr. Chu pushed open the small door next to the glass window, he silently walked to my side, I glanced at him lightly, and then began to look at the decryption lock in my hand.

"Chu Xuan, do you want to go and see the stars?" [Stars? Now I have long lost my feelings, and I don't necessarily like what Chu Xuan likes in the original book. 】

Nodding silently, Mr. Chu took me out of the base. After walking for a while, Mr. Chu began to cough, and I gently patted him on the shoulder.

"Hehe, Chu Xuan, how did you feel when you came out of the base for the first time?"

“…… It's dark. ”

"Haha, it's naturally very dark compared to the inside of the base, let's go, there's a grass near here, go there and lie down and watch the stars."

I helped him to sit down, and he leaned on me with a slight gasp, and slowly sat down on the grass. I helped him sit down and sat down next to him. Mr. Chu kept telling me about the stars, and suddenly fell silent while talking, and he continued after a long time: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I originally thought that a person who knew everything from birth, had no pain, and was extremely resilient in his heart would be a new super human, but ......" "Although ordinary people will make many mistakes, they know how to keep correcting, know how to adapt to the world, know how to make themselves better, although they are indeed very weak at the beginning, and they will indeed make all kinds of mistakes, but as long as there is a desire to progress, as long as ordinary people are still alive, this progress is endless, and they have desires in their hearts, desires for money, desire for reproduction, desire for domination, desire for salvation, desire for survival...... Woo, I was wrong, I deprived you of all your desires, but you didn't even have a reason to live, I was wrong......" Mr. Chu suddenly hugged me and cried. [Actually, you don't have to be so sad, extremely high wisdom, perfect body, eternal calm, not affected by any external force. The only flaw can be made up for later by entering the main god space, I'm fine. 】

I looked at Mr. Chu crying silently, reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, looked up at the starry sky, and thought about the future return......

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In the ward, Mr. Chu has a dropper in his hand, and there is a respirator next to him.

"Chu Xuan, do you still hate me?"

"Why hate? Why should I hate you? "If you hadn't made me, I wouldn't have come into this world. 】

Mr. Chu smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, why do you hate me, you can't hate me...... If you really hate me, maybe I'll leave in peace. ”

I opened my mouth, but finally said indifferently: "They said you were going to die, and it was already ...... Is there no way to save it? Mr. Chu shook his head lightly and said, "With the current technology, it's a great luck that I can still talk to you...... Chu Xuan, don't be like us, vainly trying to use technology to change human nature, the wisdom of mortals will only be full of resentment towards life, but who knows? Our shortcomings, our desires, our various shortcomings, in fact, this is the treasure left to us by God...... Chu Xuan, I'm sorry, if I can do it again, I hope to give you a real childhood, an ordinary life, I'm sorry......"

My eyes darkened slightly, "Really?" You're dying...... When to die? Mr. Chu suddenly propped up his body and said loudly: "You also want to die, right?" No, you've wanted to die for a long time, right? Is it because I'm holding you back? Because I have restrained you, that's why you live so painfully...... Do you want to kill yourself when I die? Or is it looking for a way for someone else to kill you? No, ...... "[Now my only problem has been solved, and I don't have to look for death, you don't have to worry.] "Chu Xuan, I still have a lot of technologies that have not been developed, yes, there are still many technologies that have not been developed, such as stable hydrogen polymerization reactors, such as Gauss ultra-long-range guns, such as high-efficiency batteries...... Chu Xuan, you can study all these things instead of me, promise me, you must not die until you get these technologies in the group! Promise me! "[Because I crossed over, so Chu Xuan became Chu Xuan? But what Dad said hasn't changed much, and it seems that the rest of the conversation won't make much difference. Although I haven't shown this aspect for so many years, but because it's a plot, Dad still thinks so? The inertia of the plot? Then I am afraid that I will also have to pay attention to this aspect after entering the main god space I looked at him silently, and my brain spun rapidly, [Stabilize the hydrogen polymerization reactor...... With the current technology...... Still missing...... M State-owned ...... If the integration ...... Need... Year...... Gauss ultra-long-range cannon ...... High efficiency battery ......] [Used to bind me... Is it? Even if I use this way, I want to live ... That... Good. 】

It wasn't until Mr. Chu's breathing was getting shorter that I nodded lightly, and at this time, Mr. Chu grabbed my hand and began to slide down slowly......

“…… Child, since you don't have the desire to live, let's live with my desires, one last time, let me bind you one last time, and live no matter what......" [I'd rather risk making me hate you than live...... Because...... Is there hope to be alive? You've thought enough for me, you don't have to be ......]

This old man, who blamed himself for a mistake all his life, finally left with a smile, I looked at Mr. Chu, who had become a corpse in front of me, and walked out of the room silently. There were many people crying inside the door, but I didn't feel anything.....