At that time, we liked the sensitivity of our thoughts, the muttering of the middle of the night, and the memories of retaining too many past events and old people. I think that the so-called sentimentality is the wealth of life, and the best way to recharge is to listen to folk songs.

After listening to the stories in other people's songs, humming clichés, drinking yesterday's wine, and hastily reconciling with the world, we will always find a glimmer of hope and a bright light in our desperate life.

Winter came early this year, and although it snowed every year in the north, it stands to reason that the scenery of snowflakes flying in the wind was commonplace. But on the first snow of the year, everyone always maintains the passion and excitement of first love.

On the night of Christmas Eve, there were a lot of small vendors gathered at the school gate of No. 2 Middle School, apples were everyone's only darling, ordinary apples were slightly packaged, and then sold for five yuan a piece in beautification poetry, and the supply exceeded demand.

Looking at the colorful apples flying around in the classroom, Liu Jun said helplessly to Wen Xiaoguo:

"Damn, it's not apples flying all over the classroom, but the silver spent in vain, is everyone suddenly rich, or is the name of the coin suddenly worthless?"

"You're wrong, tonight they didn't buy apples, they were in a commotion!" Raven Says:

When Yao Xiaoyou walked into the classroom with a bunch of packaged apples, Wen Xiaoguo had an epiphany about how thorough Ruiwen's summary was.

In this special season, on special days, the people who are most enthusiastic about expressing friendship with friends in such a generous form are generally divided into two kinds of people. One is girls. The other is a boy who is anxious to express a special emotion to a girl.

Raven said: "These silly apples are gloriously carrying not only a commotion, but also a more important mission, similar to the phrase often said in "Animal World": the rainy season has passed, and it is the season when everything competes for beauty. But the rebellion of primates lies in the fact that what is the rainy season and snow season? Any adult male is always actively prepared for any possible reproduction behavior......"

The apple that Yao Xiaoyou threw over interrupted Ruiwen's philosopher-like comment.

"Liu Jun, this yellow dress is for you, this one with the Winnie the Pooh pattern is for Ruiwen, and these two are for Chen Wen and Ruiwen. Wen Xiaoguo, this biggest one is for you. Yao Xiaoyou counted her apples carefully, carefully considering the fate of these fruits.

Wen Xiaoguo said: "Thank you, sister, for taking such a bother." “

Wen Xiaoguo likes the friends he has met in this group, and he never feels lonely when he is with them.

"I personally packaged these apples, and each one looked different." Yao Xiaoyou said proudly:

"The appearance is very exquisite, at first glance, I know that the little demon must be a good wife and mother in the future!" Ruiwen quipped:

"Forget about a good wife and mother, if you have a husband in the future, I will give you a few bags of fruit every year, and he will do it, so that I can be liberated from the labor force." Yao Xiaoyou said shyly:

Liu Jun is a foodie, this foodie does not appreciate the tight appearance at all, and unpacks it in the simplest and most brutal way, dividing it by two to turn a work of art into a kernel with a handle. Originally, there was still a little bit of beauty, but when you look at Liu Jun, what does it taste like......

After self-study the next night, Wen Xiaoguo pulled Liu Jun to the playground, and the two of them sat in the stands of the playground, took out the two Sprites he bought in advance, and bought three Heilanzhou at the school gate.

"Damn, Guoguo, why are you so extravagant today? Come on, I'll give you a spot. Liu Jun was surprised when he saw Heilanzhou.

"Let's take one." Wen Xiaoguo said, raising the drink in his hand.

"What's the situation? You don't usually smoke such expensive cigarettes. What's your birthday? ”

Liu Jun looked at Wen Xiaoguo suspiciously, and the two bottles touched.

"Let you stay with me for a while, give you good cigarettes and drinks, where is so much nonsense!"

Wen Xiaoguo finished scolding with a smile, picked up the lighter, lit another cigarette, and then put it on the steps. He was silent for a while, and Liu Jun couldn't guess what he was thinking or what he was thinking.

"Yes, today, it's my birthday, don't tell others, Lao Tzu bought three Heilanzhou. I don't have their share. ”

When Wen Xiaoguo spoke, he didn't turn his head to look at Liu Jun, his eyes stared at the farthest sky in the night, as if talking to himself.

Liu Jun looked at his action, very curious, he vaguely felt that although Wen Xiaoguo usually didn't talk much, sometimes he seemed to be very preoccupied, and he also understood what Wen Xiaoguo's action meant, but since his brother didn't want to say it, he didn't want to ask again.

Liu Jun also understood in his heart that Wen Xiaoguo didn't want to talk to someone, but just wanted to have a caring friend to stay with him for a while on this day.

It doesn't matter, as a brother, as long as Wen Xiaoguo needs him, what is he doing? None of the most important things.

In the dormitory after the lights go out at night, Chen Wen leans on the head of the bed and lights a red tower mountain, in the last year of high school, several of them like to smoke this brand, he smokes while holding his mobile phone and sending private text messages to Xiao Pan. Ruiwen and Liu Jun squeezed into the same bed on the top bunk and watched the movie intently, making weird noises from time to time, which was Liu Jun's habit, and begged his family for a long time to get an MP4 player under the guise of wanting to practice English listening. There are some English soundtracks and some English songs, and of course, he is not a pure person, and he is not completely out of low-level fun. It's also full of the big island country documentaries they're peeking at. Every three or five weeks, I went to the Internet café and secretly updated a few more. Ruiwen lay on Liu Jun's body, nibbling on the pickled pepper phoenix claws while admiring the performance art. Ke Ruiwen always couldn't help but saliva on Liu Jun's neck, so later every time they watched a blockbuster, they both prepared some hand paper, Liu Jun pinched the paper in his hand, Ke Ruiwen would use the paper to plug his two nostrils, he often had nosebleeds, especially on special nights, maybe because he was not in good health, maybe because of the occasional bad thinking.

"Raven, are you still washing your pants? It's been soaked for two weeks, and if you don't wash it, you're going to get your hair out, so are you really planning to take your hairy pants to the barbershop to get a look? Chen Wen was not interested in their hobbies, perhaps it was the bursts of sinister laughter that affected his chat with Xiao Pan.

"Oh, this is almost over, wash it right away." Raven responded:

"Hey, I still have a pair of five-finger socks here, can you bring them to wash?" Liu Jun wants to take advantage of the fire to rob,

"Get out, what you think is beautiful, I'm not your nurse, no way!" Raven obviously couldn't accept this unreasonable request.

"You are my brother, don't you just have a pair of socks, you can't die of tiredness, and you can't smoke you." While Liu Jun retorted, he took out the socks pressed under the pillow, sniffed them in front of his nose, tasted them for a while, and handed them to Ruiwen, "I don't believe you ask, it's just a faint sourness, and it doesn't stink at all." “

"Get out of the way and wash yourself! I said how perverted are you to press your socks under your pillow? Raven said with disgust:

"Will you help me wash it?"

"Don't wash!"

"Are you sure?"

"Damn, your sister, you can't be humiliated!"

"Well, don't run to my bed to watch movies in the future, it just so happens that I'm going to update a few films tomorrow and come back to watch them. Get out of here, boy! “

Maybe Liu Jun's expression was too serious when he spoke, or maybe it was because of some other factors that made Rui Wen waver.

"Okay, throw the socks over ......"

After a black shadow flew out of a parabola, Liu Jun poked his head down from the top bunk with a charming and proud face, and said to Chen Wen:

"Dao Chief, please hand the old man a cigarette."

"Why don't you even have a girl who gave me apples today, alas, the character is such a failure......" Ruiwen shouted his inner dissatisfaction while working Liu Jun's socks.

"You're too picky, you're reluctant to give it to other girls, why should people give it to you! You don't know such a simple truth if you can't let the child trap the wolf, or the daughter-in-law can't trap the hooligan? Liu Jun said:

"Didn't Yao Xiaodemon give you one today? Why are you so dissatisfied? Chen Wen said:

"Can this be the same? Yao Xiaoyou is his own sister, and giving an apple is a true expression of the brothers and sisters, okay? Raven defended dissatisfied:

"Don't talk nonsense, wash your socks quickly, maybe Yue Lao will take your red thread and tie up the zongzi." Liu Jun said in a downhill manner:

"Raven, I see, like you said, you're not expecting apples, but commotion!" After Wen Xiaoguo finished speaking, he walked out of the bedroom alone:

When the bedroom was filled with laughter, Chen Wen suddenly rolled over from the bed and sat up, changing the whole atmosphere.

"I'll read you a poem, it's written with a special feeling, I just read:

That's when we have dreams,

About Literature,

About love,

About travel through the world,

Nowadays we drink late at night,

The cups touch together,

It's all the sound of broken dreams.

When Chen Wen finished reading, no one commented on the artistic conception of the poem, the bedroom was very quiet, so quiet that there was a kind of oppressive dullness, as if everyone was very tacit, no one spoke, no one broke the tranquility at this time.

Wen Xiaoguo returned to the bedroom from the laundry room in the corridor, and when he just went out, he asked Chen Wen for a Hongta Mountain, Chen Wen was a little surprised, Wen Xiaoguo actually had the urge to smoke in the bedroom.

In fact, he didn't smoke, he went to the laundry room in the corridor alone, lit the cigarette and took a puff and rested it on the window, watching it burn little by little, watching it emit a trace of green smoke.

Chen Wen wore headphones and listened to the music quietly. Wen Xiaoguo climbed into the quilt and looked at the scene outside the window like Chen Wen, and Xu Wei's song came out of the headphones:

How many years have passed

Where are you now?

What kind of story is going through

What kind of happiness hurts

I can still feel it today

The spring when the breeze blows

Skimming over our young chests

I still see the teenagers

Playground for the new semester in September

Look up at the clear eyes of the sky

Thinking about the infinite future......

When we are happy, we listen to music, and when we are unhappy, we listen to the lyrics. When there is a song that matches our mood at a certain moment, we will choose a single song loop, at this time, instead of listening to music, we are listening to others singing our own stories and moods.

Wen Xiaoguo secretly took out the photo of him and his father when he was a child from under the pillow, and with some faint light shining in from the window, he gently touched the photo with his hand, today is November 23 of the lunar calendar, he said silently in his heart: Dad, happy birthday......

Since the third year of junior high school, Wen Xiaoguo changed his birthday to his father's birthday. And Liu Jun has always been a long-tongued woman, good at gossip, and can't hide secrets, especially the better the relationship with friends, the more I can't hold back in my heart, the next night Chen Wen threw Wen Xiaoguo a cigarette case before self-study the next night, there are a few red tower mountains in it, and a small note.

When he went home during the Spring Festival in 2018, Wen Xiaoguo took out this crumpled note from his classmates who graduated from high school, and he kept it very well. also took a photo with his mobile phone and sent it to Chen Wen on WeChat.

"Boss, look at this, do you remember? You wrote it to me for my birthday in my sophomore year of high school, and I've always kept it, hahaha. ”

After a while, I received a reply from Chen Wen:

"Hahaha, we were so good at that time."

Wen Xiaoguo carefully recalled the scene at that time, and looked at Chen Wen's handwriting carefully over and over again:

Dick, why didn't you tell me yesterday when it was your birthday? I would like to make up for you a happy birthday. The boss doesn't have anything else to give you, this half pack of cigarettes will be given to you, after a while after the self-study, you and the brothers will go back to the dormitory first, I will talk to Xiao Pan about something, and I will have time to ask the brothers to go out to eat together, the boss please.