36. The mountain rain is coming, and the wind is full of buildings
In the past, I always thought that I couldn't care too much about a man, and I should give him enough trust and freedom, so I would never look through his mobile phone, email, WeChat, etc.
Besides, my damn self-esteem wouldn't allow me to do that. I always feel that when he chased me to death, I only agreed to it after half pushing, and I would never have much love for him. Go look through his phone and cut! What a downfall, how to pull yourself down.
The funny thing is that I was the one who was so determined at the beginning, and now I am the one who sneaks his phone and hides in the bed to look through it.
During the whole process, my heart was in my throat.
As I turned over the phone, I had mixed feelings, hoping to find hard evidence that would allow me to take the initiative. At the same time, I was a little self-deluded that it would be better if I didn't find anything, which meant that maybe there was some misunderstanding between them, and maybe he could help me.
The mailbox was empty. The recent call logs are full of the numbers of people I know, and there is nothing suspicious. I unwillingly opened his WeChat, and in addition to a few of his wine and meat buddies in the recent contact column, there are some public subscription accounts.
But I think that the more clean his phone is, the more it seems that this is deliberate?
Did he delete it too thoroughly, or did he hide it too deeply?
I was unwilling to open his WeChat again, and opened the conversations between him and those buddies one by one. Most of them are about eating, drinking, or playing games. One of them, a few lines of dialogue with him named Lei Zi, made my heart chuckle, and the content was roughly as follows:
Lei Zi: Ah Li, do you think the person we beat that day will hang up? I think he's hurt quite badly.
Zhang Li: What are you afraid of, you will know when you sleep? Besides, he deserved to be killed even if he was killed. Don't tell anyone about it. If something really happens, I'll carry it.
Reizi: Got it.
After that, they talked about other things, and they talked a lot about it. There are also several game accounts and passwords for each other, saying that whoever has something will let the other party help fight. I guess it was because of this account information that he didn't delete the record.
So what exactly are they talking about? Who was beaten by them?
I quickly flipped out Leizi's phone, and as soon as I took a look, I heard movement from the side of the bed, and it was estimated that Zhang Li had woken up. I quickly tucked my phone under my back, then closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
After yawning several times in a row, Zhang Li muttered in a low voice, "What's the matter?" Why do you have to cover your head with a quilt, aren't you stuffy? ”
As he spoke, he reached out and lifted my covers. Then he called me softly, and I pretended not to hear and went on to sleep quietly. After a while, a nurse came and said that she had to carry the basin and fetch hot water to wash the patient's face.
As soon as Zhang Li took the basin and walked away, I took out my mobile phone on my back and saw that there was no coat on the chair next to me, and I panicked.
What to do? Can't let him know I've flipped over!
Hearing the faint sound of his returning footsteps outside the door, I bent down and threw my phone at the foot of the bed across the chair.
When he returned, he didn't seem to notice anything unusual. It's just that as hard as I exerted just now, my head began to hurt dizzily again.