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"My heart?" Sun Qingyang tilted his head and laughed as if Princess Xianning had asked some interesting question, "Princess, do you think that in this palace, women can have their own hearts?" ”

Without waiting for Princess Xianning to answer, she smiled self-deprecatingly again, "In this palace, do women dare to have their own hearts?" Today, I like you and me, and tomorrow, there is a fresh one to throw aside. The ladies in the cold palace, don't they have a heart? Which of them didn't think that they had married into heaven and had a good man, fantasizing that this glory and wealth could last for a long time, but it was just an empty dream. ”

Princess Xianning was shocked, "Qingyang, you are only fifteen years old, not fifty years old, why do you think so much about this?" Zhan'er is sincere to you, he is so good to you, this is good, it is unknown for a lifetime. Later, even her voice lowered as if she didn't believe it.

Sun Qingyang continued to smile, "In the past seven years, I have lived like someone else for a month, or a year, every day. Princess, can't you see? Inside—" she pressed her heart, "it's old, it's full of holes, an old heart." I believe that His Highness is sincere to me today, but how long can this sincerity last? When he was a teenager, who didn't have a soft feeling, and who didn't like someone else in the future? I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not give up, but it is just a dream that the women want to come out and coax themselves. It's like your father was good enough to the first queen, but in his heart, he will also keep other people in it, and when he hugs the other ladies and laughs, is your queen mother happy? The more I work hard, the more I hurt, I give my whole heart in exchange for the affection of others divided into several dozens of petals, my heart hangs in one person, I am happy for him, worried about him, and frightened for him, I can't do it. ”

Her words sounded bitter, but she looked up and smiled brightly like spring flowers, and there was no trace of bitterness and complaint.

"Princess, do you know? I didn't even dare to say such things to my mother, for fear of provoking her sadness. My parents knew each other in adversity, and my father treated my mother badly, so what? It's not an aunt and an aunt married into the house, when I was young, I still remember my mother waiting for my father to come, waiting, waiting, the lights went out, the food was cold, but what I was waiting for was a sentence that the lord was resting in my aunt's room today. Your Highness, he treats me well today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow? What if I'll get old one day? The girls in this harem, one by one the flowers bloom and the stubble fails, the emperor's love, I am tired of it in a blink of an eye, you ask my heart, princess, I dare not have such a heart. Wouldn't it be better to regard the emperor's eldest grandson as a good friend like now, to be like his brother, to appreciate the women around him, and to be happy with his pleasure? ”

"Qingyang-" Princess Xianning didn't know what to say, she knew that what Qingyang said was the truth, even if she was a princess, she didn't allow it, and there could be no other women in the concubine, but she knew that in addition to the first three or four years, the two of them were as affectionate as one person, and they couldn't be separated from each other, and later, there were also other women, but they didn't dare to take her into the house and carry her outside.

How can she be a jealous woman and make a big fuss? Kill those women one by one? It's just disgusting to the colt, even if she can control his body, can she still control his eyes and his heart?

If she can't persuade herself, how can she persuade others?

Sun Qingyang walked to the case and plucked the flowers and leaves in the bottle that were already a little ruined one by one, "Princess, you don't have to persuade me, because you can't even persuade yourself." This marriage is what I am willing, His Royal Highness he is very good, I will be good to His Royal Highness, do my duty as a grandson concubine, and I will also sing and indulge in wine as in the past, and come to this world left and right, and I will not live up to the good scenery of the four seasons with a sad face? In fact, people are the same as this flower, they should be picked when they wither, and they can't be in love with the branches, I think very clearly, and they are also very good at having fun, you don't have to worry. ”

Princess Xianning sighed, "Have fun, I think you are having fun in the midst of suffering!" ”

"In short, if you can make yourself happy and make the people around you happy, why bother whether this happiness comes from suffering or happiness." Sun Qingyang stood in front of the bottle and admired it for a while, and said with a smile, "Just like this flower, it blooms so beautifully and fragrantly, if you think that it is a good flower and does not bloom often, you can't help but feel miserable and miserable, and you are sad and sad that you even miss the good scene of the moment." If you want to be blessed to see such beautiful flowers, see all the good things as a surprise encounter, and cherish the present, you will naturally feel that those emotions of sadness and compassion are really a waste of good time. If you can't control your own destiny, you can always control your own joys and sorrows, of course, it's better to spend these days with a smile. ”

Princess Xianning walked behind Sun Qingyang and looked at the hosta flower in the bottle with her, "Qingyang, I really hope that you and Zhan'er can be happy and loved, in this world, there should always be a pair of people who treat each other sincerely." ”

Sun Qingyang added some water to the bottle, looked back and said with a smile, "Princess, don't worry too much, Your Highness and I are happy, as for sincerity, except for the love between men and women, I treat him with sincerity, and he is not worse than my own brother." ”

Princess Xianning said meaningfully: "It's just that Zhan'er treats you, not a sister. What he wants, it's not that you treat him like a brother. ”

Sun Qingyang smiled lightly and recited: "All love will be, impermanence is rare for a long time, life is fearful, life is in danger of morning dew, from love to worry, from love to fear, if you are separated from your lover, you will not be afraid of worry." ”

Princess Xianning said angrily: "You still don't read these Buddhist scriptures, what a little girl, like an old monk, do you think that this love and hate is controlled by you, and you can put it if you want to put it away?" One day, you really like Zhan'er, see what you do. ”

Sun Qingyang was shocked, "My good princess, don't bring such a curse, I am very good with His Royal Highness now, and I really like him." ”

"I'm too lazy to tell you, you, you seem to understand that you are actually a fool, you only remember what I said today, this is intentional or not, in fact, you can't help yourself. I'm afraid that you will be too close to your heart, and one day you will understand it but it will be too late. You also said that cherish the flowers when they bloom, don't care what happens in the future, cherish Zhan'er's heart for you now. ”

Sun Qingyang bowed his knees, "Yes, princess, Qingyang respects your teachings and will cherish them." ”

Princess Xianning saw Sun Qingyang acting like a play, knowing that she didn't hear it in her heart, and she no longer persuaded her, shook her head and left.

*

On the ninth day of August, the moon is half-round.

After instructing the maids to prepare hot soup for her to bathe, Sun Qingyang lay in front of the window and watched the moonlight.

In the clear moonlight, the grass and trees in the courtyard are lush, the shadows of the trees are light and dark, and they are scattered, except for the occasional gust of wind blowing, the leaves make a light noise, and the surroundings are very quiet.

After bathing, Sun Qingyang entered the wing, on the rosewood bed, the new cherry red tent was half-pulled, and the pink brocade quilt was embroidered with smiling little boys.

The bed was much larger than she had slept on, and it looked a little empty.

Some miss Biyun Pavilion, after a few days, it's time to change the owner there.

But Sun Qingyang's biggest advantage is that she knows what she has to do and how she should do it, since she is already Zhu Zhanji's concubine, she naturally has to live in the courtyard of the Showa Palace, so she lives happily, enjoys the flowers, the moon and the autumn breeze.

After bathing, she didn't feel sleepy, she asked Du Ruo to take Xiao Lai, and whimpered and played it to the moonlight, Xiao Sound echoed in the quiet night sky, and her heart gradually calmed down like water.

Not long after, footsteps came from the courtyard gate, and Sun Qingyang looked up from the window.

The gate of the courtyard was brightly lit, and Zhu Zhanji strode in, followed by two palace maids, and the guards in civilian clothes stayed at the gate of the courtyard.

No one had said before that His Royal Highness the Emperor Eldest Sun was coming over tonight, why did he come suddenly?

Without thinking much about it, Sun Qingyang put down Xiao in his hand, straightened his clothes, and walked towards the outer room, and when she just walked out of the door, Zhu Zhanji had already stepped on the steps.

"The concubine greets His Highness." Sun Qingyang bowed his knees.

Zhu Zhanji supported her with both hands, helped her up, lowered his head, and looked at her quietly.

The pink silk robe, with a belt tied around the waist, the washed hair is draped over the shoulders and hangs down to the waist, and the small face looks only the size of a palm, the moonlight is like a flower, and the beauty is like jade.

Zhu Zhanji picked her up, and Du Ruo hurriedly lifted the door curtain.

"I don't need you to wait tonight, I don't have to come in." Zhu Zhanji dropped a sentence and the door closed.

Gently put Sun Qingyang on the bed and sat down, Zhu Zhanji gently wrapped around her, "Qingyang, I've been waiting for this day for a long time." ”

Sun Qingyang looked at him sideways, Junlang's facial features were like a cut, and his eyes were full of fiery and warmth.

Her heart skipped a beat.

"Your Highness, are you going to sleep here tonight?"

Zhu Zhanji said a little angrily: "Didn't I tell you that when no one is around, they still call me like in the past." ”

Sun Qingyang let out a mosquito "um", "Brother Zhu, why didn't you call someone to say a word before, and suddenly came over?" ”

Zhu Zhanji moved her head over and leaned against her chest, "Don't say it, didn't you expect me to come over tonight?" ”

"According to the rules for the first three days, you should rest in Sister Hu's house."

"Hmm-" The voice that came out of his nose was soft and long, with a lazy and smiling tone, and after answering, he pulled Sun Qingyang to lie down on the bed together, and said with a wicked smile: "Rules are rules, I'm here, is it possible that you want to drive me out?" ”

After being stunned for a while, Sun Qingyang bit his lip, as if he had made up his mind, and whispered with a red face: "But, my little day is coming, I thought you were on Sister Hu's side for the past three days, so I didn't tell Yanxi Mama." ”