Chapter 174: In My Heart, There's No More You

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Dong Ningxiang, do you still have me in your heart?

Ning Xiang heard this, her heartstrings trembled, she looked at Liang Bozhao's eyes, and wanted to speak, but she felt as if something was blocked in her throat, so that she couldn't make a sound, but the tip of her nose was very sour, and her eyes were as thick as water, and she only bit her lip to prevent tears from falling.

Liang Bozhao cupped her face, his voice was a little hoarse, but more angry; "Dong Ningxiang, what are you thinking?"

Ning Xiang felt sour in her heart, what she thought about was just a family of three, coarse tea and light rice, all she thought about was that there was a tile to cover her head and a good night's sleep below, she just wanted to stay away from the chaos of the world and live her own small life!

And this seemingly ordinary wish is now the moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, and it is impossible to realize it....

What was she thinking? What else could she think?!

When she was reborn, she was grateful to God for giving her the opportunity to start over, so that she could accompany her man in a down-to-earth manner, be a country peasant woman, give birth to a litter of babies, and be stable even if she is poor.

She never thought it would be like this.

If you knew that you would be reborn in one life, you still can't change the fate of your previous life, and you still can't live the life you want, then what's the point of this rebirth?

Zhang Mansion is just an ordinary rich family, her fate has been so miserable, and now Liang Bozhao is about to win the world, the days of the harem are far from being comparable to the Zhang Mansion in the previous life, she understands that she has no scheming, no means, and no family background, so she has nothing, how can she settle down in the harem? How can he keep his daughter?

She is just a country lark, she will never become a phoenix, and she never thought of being a phoenix, but by the dragon's side, there must be a phoenix to match after all.

"That day in the barracks, Yuan Zikuo went to your tent, why didn't you tell me?" Liang Bozhao saw that she was silent, held her shoulders with both hands, and shouted in a low voice; "Mother took Jiu'er away, why didn't you let me come back? In your heart, do you still think of me as your husband? ”

Ning Xiang listened to it in her ears, only lowered her eyes, and still did not speak.

Liang Bozhao tried his best to suppress his anger, thinking of the "prince" shouted by his wife, his face couldn't help but be even more gloomy; "I have never regarded myself as a prince in front of you, so why do you need to shout 'prince' to rip my heart?"

Only at this time, Ning Xiang raised her cheeks and glanced at her husband, she looked at the face in front of her for a long time, this face, she had admired and loved with all her heart, I still remember that when she was in Luokou Village, Liang Bozhao should be recruited to leave her hometown and go to Yizhou to build a city wall, she missed him so much, she would even be unable to sleep in the middle of the night, secretly crying, she was surprised by her infatuation back then, and even more surprised by her numbness now, Liang Bozhao asked well, does she still have him in her heart?

Ning Xiang also asked herself.

How could she not have him in her heart! How could there be no him!

She loves her daughter so much, in the final analysis, it's just because the child's father is him! That's his child, it's his blood! It is precisely because she cares about him that she cares about his daughter like that!

But the man in her heart is the rural villager in Luokou Village, the one who held her in the palm of his hand, beat a hare for her, and built a chicken coop for her, even if there is the last bit of food left at home, he will let her eat first, not the king of Dingbei in front of him!

It's obviously the same face, but it's very different.

Ning Xiang seemed to slowly understand, and for the first time, she saw her heart clearly.

In her heart, there is really no man in front of her, and there is Liang Bozhao in the past. It was Liang Bozhao, the villager of Luokou Village, not Liang Bozhao, who was about to become the emperor in front of him.

"Xianggong," Ning Xiang's voice was light and weak, but it was clear to people; "I've been thinking about it for a long time these days, and I didn't figure it out until just now."

"What do you understand?"

"You ask me, do you still have you in my heart," Ning Xiang looked at the man in front of her, there was no look in her eyes, she shook her head slightly, and spit out a sentence lightly; "No, what I have in my heart is just that you were in the past, and you are now, are not in my heart."

Liang Bozhao's face changed suddenly.

Ning Xiang lowered her head, her voice was very soft, her face was still soft and delicate, but her eyes were warm and quiet, compared to Liang Bozhao, she only looked calm and incredible.

"I don't know why, I don't know when it started.... In my heart, there is no more you."

"Dong Ningxiang!" Liang Bozhao squeezed her shoulders, and in anger and pain, he even forgot to restrain his strength, and he didn't care if it would hurt her.

The pain on her shoulder came, Ning Xiang's face slowly turned pale, she looked at the man in front of her, and a pain finally spread from the bottom of her heart, she moved her lips and spit out a sentence; "Xianggong, you let me go."

"Released you?" Liang Bozhao looked at her face, his eyes were red, and he almost gritted his teeth and squeezed out these words.

"Xianggong and I have never been people, and we shouldn't have been together." Ning Xiang's voice was sad and sour, but he still said it word for word; "Even in the last life, we didn't end well, I thought that in this life, I tried my best to treat you well, live well with you, and I could make up for it, but God had already set our fate, and I couldn't go on."

"Dong Ningxiang, do you know what you're talking about?" Liang Bozhao shook her body, only to feel a splitting headache, and couldn't help but roar.

Ning Xiang nodded; "I know, I never told you that in the last life, the woman who married you was Princess Yongning, and in this life, she should still be her. The woman next to you was never supposed to be me. I don't deserve you. ”

"What crazy are you talking about?" Liang Bozhao couldn't wait to crush her in his arms, what a previous life, in this life, if he hadn't seen Ning Xiang's eyes clear, not like she was talking nonsense, he would really think she was crazy!

The corners of Ning Xiang's lips showed a weak smile, she knew that he wouldn't believe it, she took a breath, forced back the tears in her eyes, and spoke again, her voice low and calm; "Xianggong, I've thought it through, if you still miss a little bit of husband and wife, just send me and Jiu'er back to Luokou Village, your father and mother are also here, they are the same as me, they are all countrymen, and they are not used to living in Beijing, even if they are given a good house and good land, they are not at ease in Luokou Village."

Liang Bozhao stared at her tightly, as if he wanted to see through her and see through her, Ning Xiang did not escape, only held her head high and looked at him, her eyes were clear and quiet, and there was no attachment and love in the past.

Liang Bozhao's heart sank minute by minute, the incense in front of him was like a cloud, gradually moving away, the former one was thinking of him, thinking of his little daughter-in-law, only an ethereal shadow remained, he finally stretched out his arm, wanting to hold Ning Xiang in his arms, but Ning Xiang actually pulled out of his arms and took a few steps back.

Liang Bozhao's eyebrows twisted into a "Chuan" word, he didn't care about it, he pulled Ning Xiang into his arms, and said in a low voice: "I know that I snubbed you for a while, and I also know that my mother took Jiu'er away and hurt your heart, don't lose your temper with me anymore, and don't say anything nonsense about leaving me with my child." ”

A trace of sadness appeared in Ning Xiang's eyes, and she shook her head gently; "Xianggong, I didn't lose my temper with you, every word I just said is from the bottom of my heart, let's separate, whether it's good for you or me...."

"Enough!" Liang Bozhao interrupted her words sharply, his chest rose and fell, obviously restless, and after a long time, he said in a low voice; "I'll go and bring Jiu'er back, you take the child, stay in the house for a good time, and when the time comes, I will take your mother and daughter into the palace."

Ning Xiang's eyes dimmed, she lowered her head, and stopped talking.

Liang Bozhao hugged her body tightly and whispered; "Just stay with me if it's for me."

Ning Xiang listened to this, but she wanted to ask him, for her sake, is it okay not to be the emperor? She didn't open her mouth after all, because the answer was already obvious.

Her husband, the rural villager of Luokou Village, the man she wanted to join hands with him for the rest of her life, was dead.

She also died. What is left behind is just a shell, a shell that lives for Jiu'er.

Liang Bozhao didn't stay overnight, Ning Xiang watched him leave his house, and it didn't take long for him to see the grandmother next to Liang's mother walk in and hug Jiu'er back.

Seeing the child, Ning Xiang came to life, the corners of her lips were smiling, but tears were falling in her eyes, and she only hugged Jiu'er tightly in her arms, and she was reluctant to let go all night.

For the rest of the day, since Liang Bozhao didn't allow her to leave, she dispelled her thoughts, and only stayed in the backyard obediently every day, focusing on her daughter.

Occasionally, there is also news from outside, such as Liang Bozhao's bloody royal family, killing the Yuan family, such as eradicating dissidents, cultivating power, such as Yuan Ziqian's edict to abdicate, announcing to the world, and passing the throne to the king of the north, the Ministry of Rites has already picked a good day, preparing for the new emperor's enthronement ceremony, such as the envoys from all over the country to enter Beijing, and they have taken refuge to express their hearts, such as Princess Yongning's righteous annihilation, and her husband's betrayal of her mother's family, and she will definitely honor the world in the future, such as .....

No matter how many rumors there are, Ning Xiang is just in the left ear, out of the right ear, a heart is like an ancient well, and there is no longer the slightest wave, Jiu'er's first birthday has passed, and now he can walk a few steps crookedly with the support of adults, Ning Xiang looked relieved, only took the child to hide in the backyard, and only one wish in his life was that Jiu'er grew up safely.

As for Liang Bozhao, Yongning, and Liang's mother, these people seem to be just names, and they have nothing to do with her anymore.

Until this day, a servant came to spread the word, saying that the Dong family had entered the Beijing division and lived in Langyuan in the west. When Ning Xiang heard the news, she was accompanying Jiu'er to play with a lantern in the backyard, and when she heard that her relatives had entered Beijing, Ning Xiang's ancient well-like heart suddenly felt alive, she smiled at the corner of her lips, and she didn't even have time to change her clothes, so she carried Jiu'er out of the king, followed by the attendants and servants in the carriage, and the group walked towards Lang Yuan.