The morning rooster dawns, and the sun rises. The morning pushed away the dark night, and it came quietly. The willows are dark and the flowers are bright, and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant. Everything is beginning to wake up, breaking the silence of the night and ushering in a new vitality.

After the lawsuit got up in the morning, he went to the court, and when Su Jinxi woke up, there was no one around him, not even Ling'er.

I think Ling'er also saw her have a slight cough last night, so she went to Babaozhai to buy white honey and rock sugar for her before going out, and planned to make some loquat ointment.

In the past, when she was in General Su's Mansion, every time she was sick, the nurse would make this for her to eat, and now she has also learned to make it herself, so she thought about asking Ling'er to buy some materials that Shangguan Mansion did not have.

As for how Su Jinxi learned, this is the matter of the previous life, in the previous life, after she married Bai Chenghao, she was actually forced to learn a lot of things, and learned how to take care of herself when no one cared about her.

Su Jinxi sat by the window, silently waiting for Ling'er to return, looking at this hour, Ling'er should be back soon.

Looking at the peaceful morning light outside, Su Jinxi couldn't help but sigh at some things in the previous life and this life, in the previous life, he always tried his best to pursue something that might not have belonged to her in the first place.

In her previous life, she really gave everything for Bai Chenghao, but she gave everything she had.

Outside the window, two butterflies chased each other, and this already bright color attracted Su Jinxi's attention, and for a while, people couldn't take their eyes off.

The two butterflies outside the window chased after me, but it seemed that they had been chasing the other one closely, and the other one was more like they were forced to dodge.

The current situation made Su Jinxi involuntarily fascinated. She also seemed to want to know how this matter would end, and seemed to want to see the final outcome of the two butterflies.

Maybe it was these unintentional actions of these two butterflies that reminded Su Jinxi of herself in her previous life, so that you chase me and hide in a state that is much like her and Bai Chenghao in her previous life.

In the last life, Bai Chenghao must have annoyed her enough and hated her, otherwise, why would he do such a thing, why would he leave no room for attacking the general's mansion.

Su Jinxi closed the window in silence, and the brilliance revealed in her eyes was also very complicated.

At this moment, she suddenly didn't want to continue watching, she didn't want to know what would happen to those two butterflies in the end, it was none of her business.

Regardless of whether the two butterflies can finally come together and fly like wings, such a chase has no meaning for her, and she doesn't want to think about those things in the previous life.

No matter what happened in the previous life, didn't God give her a chance to be reborn just to make up for the regrets of the previous life?

"It's early in the morning, why are you sitting here alone in a daze, and there is no waiting girl by your side." A slightly old voice thought of it in the silent room, breaking Su Jinxi's thoughts.

Su Jinxi followed the voice, turned her head, and the nurse walked in slowly. Today's nurse is dressed in clothes, this is the color of the nurse's habitual forehead, and Su Jinxi has seen the nurse dress up like this god for so many years, but it is also very kind.

The nurse sat down next to Su Jinxi, got a cup of tea for Su Jinxi, and then continued to nag: "The weather has begun to get colder, you don't know how to wear more clothes, don't think that you won't get sick if you are young and vigorous, if you don't pay attention when you are young, when you are old, you will know that you are wrong, and it will be too late for you to regret it." ”

The nurse said and stood up non-stop, walked to the side, and chose an occasional cloak for Su Jinxi, and then came over and put it on for Su Jinxi, which was the end of the matter.

Su Jinxi watched her grandmother's movements with a warm face throughout the whole process, and didn't say a word, but her eyes could prove how touched and warm her mood was at the moment.

Su Jinxi chuckled and finally spoke: "I know, I know, you are still nagging as always, come, come all the way, drink tea to moisten your throat first." ”

The nurse turned out the tea handed over by Su Jinxi, and after taking a sip, she looked around, as if she was looking for something.

"What is the nurse looking at?" Su Jinxi opened his mouth suspiciously.

The nurse put down the teacup and continued: "Tell me whether you have taken good care of yourself, and the people under this command are also there, and everyone is here to serve." ”

The nurse's complaining tone is enough to prove that she cares about Su Jinxi, and she also has some opinions about Su Jinxi's state of sitting alone by the window early in the morning and not messing with the sidelines.

"Isn't it that I don't like too many people around me, it's not that you don't know me, it's me who let them not have to wait, I just want to be here quietly, I don't want others to disturb, they won't come, nurse, don't blame them."

Su Jinxi opened his mouth to explain for the girls, but it is true, today, when he got up in the morning, Su Jinxi was a little bored for some reason after seeing that he was not messed with around him, so he took away Those maids were here alone in a daze.

I don't know why, Su Jinxi always feels that the recent calm is too abnormal, and I don't know if it's because she is suspicious by nature or because she is not used to this kind of life for a while, Su Jinxi always feels that this recent happiness and leisure is a little unreal.

In addition, I don't know what's going on today, Su Jinxi always has a bad premonition, always feels that this is not the right thing and there is different, in short, I always feel a little in a trance.

"Why is this window closed? Why don't you open the windows? The nurse looked at the window that had been closed by Su Jinxi just now, and was about to go over and open it.

Su Jinxi subconsciously stopped the nurse's movements, which caused the nurse's puzzlement: "What's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing, I just don't want to open it, didn't the nurse just say that the weather is getting colder? If you open the window, you will easily catch a cold. ”

Su Jinxi said with a little weakness, after all, what she saw before closing the window just now, Su Jinxi couldn't explain it, and she couldn't talk about her complex psychological state at that time.

Those things that were hidden in her heart, she still couldn't tell these people who really cared about her.

It is precisely because of this hard-won care and reunion that Su Jinxi has become so cautious, for fear that she will do something wrong and cause something that she does not want to see, so she must be cautious.

In this life, she can't afford to lose, and she can't afford to lose anymore.