In prison, I committed suicide, and finally let Xiao Jincheng, who refused to see me for two months, move into Zhaofeng Palace. At that time, I was fine, but I had lost a lot of blood and needed to recuperate. The gauze wrapped my left wrist tightly many times, and when I moved my hand, I would pull the wound and sweat from pain.

I lay on the bed and looked at Xiao Jincheng standing quietly beside my couch. It's been a long time since I've seen him again, and he's still a sassy and kingly demeanor. With an irresistible majesty on his serious face, this is a generation of kings. He was never swayed by anyone or anything, and no one could stop him from making decisions.

But he finally came to see me.

I blinked my eyes weakly, tears overflowed like this, and wet the pillow, "Your Majesty...... The concubine thinks that you will never see the concubine again. ”

finally changed from Xiao Jincheng to the emperor, from a self-character, to a concubine......

His eyes were confused with tears, and he couldn't even see clearly when he was close, but he felt so far away from him.

He sat down on the edge of the bed and hugged me gently, "Why are you so stupid?" ”

"When the concubines saw them...... I couldn't help but die like that...... I want to be with them. I choked my voice and pressed against his chest.

He gently stroked my hair, and his voice was very low, "Because of me? ”

Gradually put away the crying voice, and couldn't stop sobbing, "Your Majesty, we have already missed it once, do you want to miss it a second time?" If the emperor finally left his concubines and forgot the promise made on the wedding day...... So what's the point of the concubine living? ”

Because of this, his body stiffened. The air fell silent as he suddenly fell silent. I was still buried in his arms, and the hand around his waist gradually strengthened, and the injured left hand clenched into a fist, and the pain spread. I slowly closed my eyes and waited for him to speak.

I don't know how long it took for him to finally speak, "No...... I'm never going to leave you behind. ”

I laughed after getting his words, when will it start, and I will start to play tricks with him? Is it because of things?

Tonight, he kept watch by my bedside all night, never closing his eyes, never leaving. It wasn't until the early dynasty that he left after a while of freshening up and before leaving, he told Xinyue and Zhitao to take good care of me, if there was anything wrong, they were the only ones who asked.

After this night, I am no longer the Holy Imperial Concubine who once fell out of favor. I vaguely remember all the things that have been, when did I start to have a deep love for him? Was it the first time I saw him, and he carried me into the Zhenbei Palace? Or are there all sorts of quarrels between us? Or did he give up the fight for the throne that rightfully belonged to him for me?

However, these are no longer important. Really, it doesn't matter at all.

The wind is coming, the sand is dusty, and the March is flying.

Laughing and crying, indifferently, this love is in vain.

Wu Ranxi and Su Qiaoyun, who had not set foot in Zhaofeng Palace for several months, came to Zhaofeng Palace to greet me with a smile, just as I used to chat with them. Soon after they left, the other concubines in the palace resumed their usual greetings, and more than a dozen people came to visit with precious ginseng tonic medicine to test the belonging of the phoenix seal.

Zhaofeng Palace, overnight, shines, once again becomes the most lively place in the East Palace.

I don't mind their ulterior motives, and I don't mind that they gave away carbon during the time when I fell out of favor. I only know that everyone in this harem is high and low, and there is no true affection at all, and I am no longer rare in this cruel harem to find a true temperament.

This is the phoenix bathed in blood, and Nirvana is reborn.

……

Shallow pond, deep courtyard, spring breeze, golden fragrance.

I stood by the pond in the middle of the garden, and the catkins were lightly dressed and makeup.

Today is the day when Yin Shijing was canonized as his wife, but he heard the news that Mrs. Shen was pregnant. These two things really collided by coincidence, causing the servants in the palace to whisper one after another, all talking about who the emperor would stay tonight. And I don't have any extra mind to think about, all I think about is the current relationship with Xiao Jincheng.

He drove to Zhaofeng Palace for two consecutive days and was accompanied by the couch. It was as if we had gone back to the wedding days, the only difference was that he called himself "I" to me, and I called himself "concubine" to him. I knew that the estrangement between me and him could not be bridged, and there was no going back.

Neither of us mentioned Yin Shijing and the child in Mrs. Shen's womb, it doesn't matter whether he touches a woman other than me......

I looked at the reflection in the water, and my face was a little pale and sickly. I know that my body is not as good as before, and it has taken me more than half a year to recover since I was disfigured by Liancheng Jinxiang. But a few months ago, he was hit by the bad poison of the Western Regions, and he often coughed lightly. A few days ago, he cut his wrists and lost too much blood in prison, resulting in weakness. And the crescent moon soaked me every day with a musky plum blossom brew, and I had to drink it all. I can't debunk it, or my plan will fall short.

All of this adds up, and I guess I won't live long......

"Zhitao, this palace asks you, on the day when Fengqipo flew kites, why did you suddenly rise to fly kites?" I plucked a green leaf from a weeping willow branch and played with it at my fingertips.

Zhi Tao thought for a while before saying, "It's the new moon, she said that the princess has not been in a good mood recently, and asked me to propose to fly a kite." ”

I looked at the blue sky with my head in mind, and a few lines of geese flew by, "Zhitao, in this Zhaofeng Palace, I can only trust you alone." Although you are the emperor's person, this palace still wants to ask you if you are willing to give your life to this palace. ”

Her whole body suddenly tensed and stiffened, and she stared at me with a gloomy expression, her lips trembled slightly, and she couldn't speak for a long time.

I didn't want to push too hard, I just waited for her to think.

"Slave maid...... Willing. Her voice trembled a little, and I couldn't help but smile lightly, "Consider carefully replying to this palace." ”

She bit her lower lip, her eyes a little flustered. Finally, he still focused on his head, with a decisive attitude, "Imperial concubine, the slave is willing to hand over her life to the imperial concubine." ”

The willow leaves in my hand fell from the fingertips, and finally floated to the surface of the lake, returning to the circle of ripples, "Don't worry, this palace will not want your life." Just do me a favor. ”

She exhaled heavily, her face visibly relaxed, "You're scared the slave to death." ”

Seeing her expression, I smiled too. Fang Cai was indeed testing her, if she was a spy, she would definitely not have such panic and struggle on her face, and finally flashed with determination.

"Tonight in the Dragon Yin Palace, the emperor canonized Yin Zhaoyuan as his wife, and at that time, not only the palace will attend, but the king of Chuqing will definitely attend. When the time comes, you must try your best to bring him a message for this palace, and remember, don't let anyone find out. I explained to her word by word, for fear that if she was not careful enough and someone would find out, then my plan would be completely disrupted.

Although Zhi Tao had doubts, she still nodded happily and said, "Don't worry, the princess, the slave will definitely handle this matter well." ”

For King Chu Qing, my memory is relatively vague, and I have only recently inquired about some of his things, if this matter is handled well, he will be greatly easy for me.

The hundred officials in the Longyin Hall are all sitting on the right side, and the concubines above the third rank are all lined up on the left. Seated in order of grade, of course I sat rightfully on the left side of the main seat, and on the chair a few steps away from me on the right side sat Xia Yu, she looked at Xiao Jincheng with a smile on her face, holding Yin Shijing's hand and announcing the canonization of her as "Mrs. Flower". As soon as I heard this title, my heart ached faintly, but my smile still hung under my eyes.

Chunrui ...... Flower...... Intentionally, or unintentionally?

Unconsciously picked up the wine on the table and drank it all in one gulp. Lightly swept a five-phoenix, thousand-folded, hundred-butterfly golden silk robe, shining in the bright candlelight. She smiled very sweetly and happily, much like me back then, indulging in the fantasy that did not belong to her. As the saying goes, love is like poisonous wine, even if you know that it is poisonous, you still drink it desperately, is this the so-called moth to the fire?

Unconsciously, the canonization ceremony passed in such a hurry, Xiao You lightly hugged her waist and left first, leaving a hall full of officials and concubines.

The officials on the opposite side were all toasting and drinking in groups of three, and it was not lively. Compared with them, the concubines on the left side were particularly indifferent, all sitting silently in their seats, and from time to time they picked up a piece of pastry and took a small bite.

Concubine Jing and Mrs. Qi couldn't stand the noise in the hall, and turned into dust and drifted away. I happened to see that the man who had always been silent also got up and left, so I hurriedly glanced at Zhitao beside me, and after she gave her instructions, she quietly left the table and chased out.

I picked up the flask and poured a glass of wine before I wanted to drink it, but I heard Xia Yu's voice with a faint smile, "The Holy Imperial Concubine is in a bad mood, so she drinks frequently?" ”

I didn't reply, and the glass that was placed on my lips tilted slightly, and the wine slid into my mouth little by little.

Xia Yu, can't you hold your breath......

Seeing that I didn't answer, she smiled at me with a slight mockery, "Today, Yin Zhaoyuan's canonization of Mrs. Yin Zhaoyuan is really as good as the canonization ceremony of the imperial concubine, and it is inevitable that there will be resentment." ”

I put down the wine glass in my hand leisurely and smiled lightly, "If you are a concubine, when you talk about resentment, isn't it more suitable for your mood today?" No matter what, the emperor's heart for me is known all over the palace. ”

When she heard my words, she sneered, "Everyone knows what, tonight is not still holding others for a Spring Festival, this palace is not as resentful as you." ”

I smiled faintly, endured the discomfort in my heart, and suddenly nodded slightly, "That's right, the concubine's father is in power, and the outlying islands are even richer and more luxurious, even the emperor must let her score three points, even if there is no imperial favor, the concubine must be windy and rainy, how can she be resentful of a little lady's canonization." It's Hongu who has lost his word. ”

Xia Yu smiled proudly when he heard my words, but he didn't hear my sarcasm.

I got up slowly and said, "The body of this palace has not healed, so I will return to the palace first." ”

After a sigh of indifference, he left the table.

If I were Xia Yu, I would definitely realize the precarious position of the Xia family in the court at this moment, and I would advise my father to act carefully and take advantage of it. She should also try her best to lead by example, so that if the Xia family really falls, it will not harm herself, but she is not aware of the sense of crisis at all, and she believes that she was the hero who helped Xiao Jincheng ascend the throne, but she does not know how to restrain herself, and desperately colludes with her henchmen to form her own faction. No other king could tolerate this.

Stepping out of the Dragon Yin Palace, looking around, Yeluqi was holding a pot of wine, raising his head from time to time to drink lightly, when did he become so depressed and sorrowful?

I was about to go up and have a little chat with him, but I remembered Concubine Jing's parting words a few days, so I dispelled this thought and turned to go somewhere else.

"Imperial Princess!"

Jeruqi called me to pause my steps and turn my back to him without looking back, quietly waiting for his next step.

"The suicide of the prison was deliberately arranged by you?" He asked, lowering his voice.

As soon as I heard him say this, I hurriedly looked around, afraid that someone would hear it. Fortunately, everyone was drinking in the temple, and it was empty.

I turned to him, "So what?" ”

He stared at me in a daze, his eyes struggling, "Don't do anything you regret." ”

"Regrets?" I scoffed, avoiding his gaze and said, "Tell me, did you already know that the cup of plum blossom stuff has musk in it!" So you were a little excited when you saw me drinking this tea that day? ”

He smiled bitterly and remained silent. It's kind of a default.

I smiled wryly in disappointment, "Yes...... Him? ”

"Yes, but then Qingshu ......"