I wanted to break free from his embrace, but I thought of disappointing him again and again, rejecting him again and again, until he left in pain, and I didn't want to do anything to hurt him again.

"Yan'er, I miss you so much, I really want to, I was going to go back, so I forgot about you, but I found that I couldn't do it at all. The more I try to let you go, the more I can't forget you. You tell me, what the hell am I going to do? Helan Mingjin whispered softly in my ear, with a hint of begging, with a hint of helplessness, with a hint of sadness.

I can't imagine that I had hurt him so deeply, and if I had explicitly rejected him when I left Yaoyan, would it have hurt him less, and he wouldn't have been in as much pain as he is now?

"Mingjin, you will have your own life......"

"Before I came to Mingni, I made up my mind, whether you agree or not, I will take you away this time, but when you appear in front of me with your stomach up, intimate movements with Wei Fengchu, and such a look in your eyes, my heart will be stabbed fiercely, looking at you like this, I hesitated, should I take you away."

I want to tell him that in fact, I am not doing well, and only I know my suffering, but I will not tell him my current situation, the attitude of the Wei brothers towards me now, even if I escape from here, I will not be able to return to Yaoyan, because I cannot bring disaster to my family and Yaoyan.

And I must not tell Ming Jin about my plan to escape, lest he will definitely help me escape after he knows about it, and I can't involve him. I don't want him to misunderstand, I'm going to go with him.

Ming Jin saw that I didn't speak for a long time, thinking that he was right, I am very happy now, and I don't want to go with him, so I secretly clenched the hand that was originally on my lower abdomen, and shrank it tighter and tighter, until there was no trace of air in the fist, and his arm trembled slightly because of this.

Suddenly, he jerked me over, and a hot, rough kiss followed, falling heavily on my neck and collarbone, burning my skin.

I instinctively resisted and tried to push him away, but he easily dodged my hand and clamped my hands tightly in his hands.

"Helan Mingjin...... Are you crazy? I called out eagerly, and suddenly thought that my voice would attract Helan Mingyue and eldest brother not far away, if Mingyue saw it, I don't know what she would do with it. The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became, although I felt that Mingjin wouldn't really hurt me, but I still bent my knees hard to attack Mingjin's crotch.

Ming Jin was extremely fast, one sideways, and easily dodged my attack.

"You let go of me, Mingjin...... Would you like to be sober? I was anxious to wake him up to his irrational behavior at the moment, "Don't you want me to be happy?" ”

Ming Jin's movements stopped abruptly, and he suddenly froze there, his eyes were clear, but there was a faint trace of sadness.

I gasped for breath as I struggled hard, staring at him intently, trying to continue to persuade him, "Mingjin, I know you won't really hurt me, you can't bear to see me sad." You want me to be happy, I'm happy now, you...... It won't break my existing happiness, right? ”

Mingjin's eyes were red, and he looked at me for a long time without saying a word, and I looked at him nervously.