(178) Not everyone is lucky
Qin Chao didn't say any more, and his eyes once again showed a faint sadness.
I asked, "What about your wife?" What's wrong with her? ”
"Leaving me forever, so when I see you, I think of my former self, and while empathizing, I hope you treat yourself better, so your husband is still alive, isn't he?" Qin Chao said sadly.
I was surprised to hear him say this, I didn't expect him to go through this too, no wonder he was so good to me, he didn't want me to be like him.
"What did your wife leave for?" I asked.
"Terminal lung cancer!" He replied.
There is really no way to do it, if the condition is not controlled in the late stage, it is really only a dead end.
Even if you live, you won't last long.
Qin Chao said to sit down with me to eat together, and from him, I learned that he and his wife were very much in love, and even now he loved her deeply, even though she was far away in heaven.
He said that at that time, he spent all the money in his family in order to treat her, and he also borrowed a lot of foreign debts, which he has not paid off until now, but he does not regret doing so, because the money at least allowed her to live for more than a month.
Later, after she left, he wanted to accompany her, because he felt that it was not interesting to live alone, so he wanted to commit suicide, but later because of a patient, he persevered, because if he didn't insist, that patient would probably die too, so he also survived.
After listening to his words, I can really understand now that if my lover leaves, I will really want to accompany him, and I don't think this kind of thing once or twice.
Even if Ling Mo didn't wake up now, I might still do it.
"Miss Mu, for your husband's current condition, you actually have to be happy, because the mood of happiness can be conveyed to him, which can inspire your husband to wake up quickly." Qin Chao said to me.
I nodded, watched the screen of his phone on the table light up, and took a look, "Is the woman in the photo your wife?" I asked.
"Well, this is the last time we're photographed." He said.
"Can I take a look?"
"Yes!" After reading the above information, he gave it to me.
The woman in the photo was smiling brightly, and it seemed that none of them had noticed that she was sick at that time.
"Your wife is beautiful!" I said.
"Thanks, we've been together for fourteen years, and she's been away from me for three years!" Qin Chao also looked at the photo and sighed.
"I can see that you love her very much!" I say.
He smiled, "Of course, it's really hard to hide loving someone, just like you do to your husband, and I can see that you love him very much." ”
Yes, it's hard to hide loving someone.
Thinking about it, I looked at him, "You have been together for so many years, do you have children?" ”
He shook his head, "This is the regret of my life, I was pregnant with one, I was still studying for a doctorate at that time, I didn't take care of her, and I had an accidental miscarriage, and then I never conceived again." ”
It's really a pity to say that, if he was born, he would at least have a thought, and now that he has nothing, it's really hard for him to be alone.
Just like when I was separated from Ling Mo, at that time I was very decadent every day, and finally I cheered up when I knew I was pregnant.
At that time, the idea was that no matter how much I died, it would not affect the child.
"What about you? Have children? Qin Chao looked at me and asked.
I nodded, took out my mobile phone and saved a few photos of my son in Ling Mo's WeChat circle of friends, because I changed my phone, I didn't have anything in my phone, so I had to log in to his > "This is my son!" I said proudly as I looked at the photo.
"It's cute, it's very similar to your husband, like a mold carved out."
I smiled, "That's what everyone who has seen them says. ”
"It's really too similar, at first glance, it's a son, the undeniable kind." Qin Chao smiled and sighed, "If our child was still alive at that time, he might be older than your son." ”
Looking at his sad appearance, I didn't know how to comfort him, so I said, "I guess you have been keeping these things in your heart for a long time, and sometimes it feels better to talk about them." ”
He nodded, "Let's eat some of this!" ”
"Thank you, I actually told you so much, and if you look at these dishes again, you just need to pair them with some wine." I say.
"Drinking? Do you also like to drink? He asked.
"I like it now, but I used to drink very badly, so I can say that I poured a glass, but now it's much better, and I'm kind of in love with drinking." I said helplessly.
"You're similar to me, I didn't like to drink too much before, and the amount of alcohol was not good, since my wife left, I began to like to drink, especially when she just left, without alcohol, I can't live a day, and I often get drunk to fall asleep."
"It seems that the experiences of the two of us are really similar." I looked at Ling Mo self-deprecatingly, the only thing I was better than him was that my husband was still alive.
Actually, I'm luckier than him in this regard.
"yes, so when I see you, I think of myself, and I want to be nice to you." He said sincerely.
I could see that he had no other bad intentions for me.
And after hearing him say so much, he still loves his wife now, and it is impossible for him to be interested in other women.
"Are you still alone?" I asked.
He nodded, "It's still alone, but many of my friends are trying to persuade me to find another one." ”
"You don't want to, do you?" I looked at him.
He smiled, "I wouldn't be so reluctant to let go if I wanted to, and besides, it's not fair for people to find other girls in my current state." ”
I nodded, he was still quite similar to me, and I didn't want to do this kind of unfair thing to others.
"Okay, I still have to work, if it's okay later, I'll buy some wine to drink with you!" Qin Chao put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand and said.
"Well, with some good dishes!" After talking to him so much, I'm not welcome.
Qin Chao packed up his things and walked out of the hospital room where Ling Mo and I were.
Looking at his back as he left, I sighed, it seems that everyone is not lucky.
A doctor like Qin Chao usually has a smile on his face, giving people a very close and warm feeling, and it is really hard to imagine that he has also experienced the parting and pain of love.
Thinking that I came to Ling Mo, I picked up a towel and wiped his face, and his nails should be trimmed today.
I sat next to him and used nail clippers to help him cut his nails, and said, "Ling Mo, you really should wake up, you've been lying down for so long." ”
He still didn't react, and I got used to it, and continued, "If you sleep like this again, you don't even know what your wife and son look like." ”
I always ask myself questions when I talk to him, so I don't find it interesting to talk for a while.
In this way, another half a month passed, and on this day, Doctor Qin and I were sitting in Ling Mo's room drinking, when suddenly a woman appeared at the door, I looked at her, she also glanced at us, and then walked directly to Ling Mo.
With a surprised look on my face, I quickly put down my glass and asked her, "This young lady, is there anything wrong with you?" ”
"You're that Mu Tong, aren't you? He actually hid Brother Ling here. "Hearing this, I knew that the woman in front of me must know Ling Mo.
"You are?" I looked at her curiously, I didn't know the woman in front of me, and I had never seen it before, so I was very confused.
"Lu Xue, you shouldn't know me, but I know you!" The woman in front of me glanced at me and said.
Looking at her, she is a little smaller than me, so the gap with Ling Mo should be even bigger, but judging from the way she dresses, she looks like a rich daughter.
"How did you know we were here? What do you want? I looked at her with hostility.
"You don't have to worry, I won't say it, but it's a coincidence, I didn't expect to come here to help my mother get the inspection report and run into you." The woman named Lu Xue said.
Actually, I still don't understand who she really is and what she wants to do!
"It's really hard to find hidden here!" Saying that, he also went to Ling Mo and reached out to touch his face.
But before she could touch it, I grabbed her hand and said, "Don't touch him!" ”
She smiled and took her hand back, "I haven't seen him for so many years, but I didn't expect him to be so handsome and charming, even if he was sick." ”
I was really upset when I heard this, and I especially wanted to ask Ling Mo, who is this woman?
"That Sister Mu, help me take care of Brother Ling, I still have some things to do, come and see him tomorrow." Saying that, Lu Xue glanced at the time and went out in high heels.
......, help her take care of Ling Mo? Who does she think she is? I sneered.
But now that she knows that Ling Mo is here, will we be exposed? If He Yan's people find it, it will be troublesome, after all, I am here alone now.
"Miss Mu, don't worry, the security system of our hospital is still very good, even if someone comes, they will never be able to get close to your ward." Qin Chao put down his wine glass and said to me.
I nodded, and then looked at him curiously, "Do you know this Lu Xue?" ”
He thought for a while and shook his head, "I don't know, judging by her appearance and dress, she should be a rich lady, didn't she say that she came to help her mother get the examination report?" I'll go and see who her mother is, maybe I know. ”
With that, he walked out.
I really forgot to close the door just now, and I met Ling Mo's acquaintance, this chance is really small and can't be smaller, and I also take it.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Ling Mo, and it didn't take long for the Qin Dynasty to come over.
This time he came in and closed the door again, and said to me, "That's the youngest daughter of the Lu family, Lu Xue." ”
Lu Jia? I seem to have heard Ms. Gao mention it before, their Ling family has a family friend, it seems to be surnamed Lu, is it them.
It's really such a coincidence, and this can happen to her.