Xu Lili glanced at her mother and said, "Mom, I like to eat whatever you do, look at this!" ”

"Okay." Mom smiled and said, "Okay, we two old men, I won't bother you two." Saying that, my mother dragged my father and left the ward, and when I saw the two elders leaving, I smiled and didn't say anything.

I turned my head to look at Xu Lili and asked, "Lili, are you still tired?" If you're tired, take a break. ”

"No, husband, stay here with me for a while!" Xu Lili leaned on the pillow and said: "Actually, I really want to be our unborn child, but it's a pity that he died like this, I'm really uncomfortable." ”

"Alright." I sat here and comforted Xu Lili: "Since something has happened, no matter what we say, it won't help, let's rest here!" ”

Xu Lili glanced at me and said, "Actually, it's all to blame me, it's all to blame for not being angry, so our child died, I'm really not a competent mother, I'm so damned." ”

I hurriedly stopped Xu Lili: "Okay, my good wife, don't talk about this, I believe that our children will not resent you, the most important thing for you now is to take care of your body, so that when we have another child, you will definitely be more competent than all mothers." ”

Xu Lili glanced at me, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and nodded hard: "Okay, husband, don't worry, I will definitely give you another big son, white and chubby, so that I will not disappoint you how good you are to me." ”

"Hmm." I nodded firmly, looked at Xu Lili and said, "You lie down here, you are really tired this day, let's have a good rest!" ”

Xu Lili looked at me and smiled: "Husband, you are so good, I will definitely give you a big fat boy in the future." ”

I saw what Xu Lili said, but my heart hurt like a needle, and I couldn't stop crying.

Xu Lili saw me crying, hurriedly sat up, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with both hands, and said, "Husband, why are you crying, are you okay!" ”

"Ugh." I hurriedly stood up and said, "It's okay, I'm fine, I'm just a little uncomfortable when I see you being tired." ”

"Well, I know my husband cares about me." Xu Lili said with a smile: "I promise you, when I get well, we will go home, and I am giving birth to a child for you." ”

"Wife, in fact, it's okay not to have children." I hurriedly looked at Xu Lili: "I really don't want you to be tired, we don't want children anymore, it's good for us to be together like this, why do you want a child to be scared and tired." ”

"Hehe, husband, you will comfort me." Xu Lili said with a smile: "We are husband and wife, I don't know what you think in your heart, in fact, you have wanted children for a long time, or how hard you work to earn money, for what, isn't it just to let our children not worry about anything when they are born, husband, I am fine, we will have another child." ”

I saw how Xu Lili laughed happily, and I felt really uncomfortable, and I wanted to tell her that she couldn't actually get pregnant, but when a woman heard this, how could she bear it, I hurriedly stood up and said, "Wife, you rest here, I'll go out for a while." ”

With that, I turned around and left.

......

"Hey, what's wrong with my husband?" Xu Lili looked at Zhang Feng's back, and said a little puzzled: "Husband, what's going on, how do you feel, since I saw my husband, my husband has been worried, is it because there is something unpleasant in the company, or because my husband sees me, so he worries about me?" ”

When I walked out of the ward, the pain suppressed in my heart could no longer stop exploding, standing outside the ward, crying, I sat on the stool next to me, turned my head to look into the ward from time to time, and secretly said in my heart: "Wife, I'm sorry for you, how do you let me say, let me tell you this fact!"

"Even if I listened, I couldn't bear it." I sat here and cried: "You are a woman, how can you bear it, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you, I can only hide it from you in order not to make you sad, I hope you will know later, don't blame me, I really don't want to see you sad, I really don't want to see you sad." ”

I sat here and cried, in order not to make Xu Lili sad, I could only hide it from him first, and even weaved it for her, an ethereal dream, in fact, the current Xu Lili, the chance of getting pregnant is very small, it is possible that in this life, there is no way to get pregnant, whenever I think of this, my heart is very uncomfortable.

Whenever I see Xu Lili, full of hope to comfort me, my heart hurts very much, just like someone is using a knife, ripping my heart as painful, I turned my head secretly, looked into the ward, just saw Xu Lili, lying on the hospital bed resting, already asleep.

He secretly said in his heart: "Lily, I'm really sorry, I can't lie to you, you probably can't get pregnant, we actually don't have any more children, but this kind of thing, how can I tell you cruelly, I'm really sorry for you, Lily, you still comfort me with hope, and want to give me a son, but, but you can't have children." ”

When I thought of this, my heart was dripping blood, and I looked at Xu Lili at this time, and my heart was very sad.

"Huh."

Just as I was thinking about it, I suddenly heard a cheerful laugh echoing in my ears, I looked around, but there was no one around, and I was a little exclaimed: "What's going on?" How could I hear the cheerful voice of that child again? ”

"Hehe, come on! Come play with me! ”

The child's voice, like an echo, kept ringing in my ears, and I was a little puzzled: "This, what the hell is going on?" I'm hallucinating again. ”

Then I took out the diazepam medicine that the doctor had prescribed for me in my pocket and took one.

"Hehe, come on! Come play with me, come on! Come on, I'm waiting for you here. ”

But at this time, suddenly there was a child's voice again, I listened carefully here, and felt that the voice was very close, and then I turned my head to look at the ward, and when I looked in, in front of Xu Lili's sickbed, there was a little boy's back, which was facing away from me.

I was a little amazed when I saw this, and I hurriedly stood up, and walked towards the house, and said at the same time: "Child, whose child are you, why are you uneducated, I didn't see that this is a ward, hurry out, don't make noise for my wife to rest." ”

As I spoke, I reached out and grabbed it.

......

"Wow"

Before I could catch it, the kid turned into a cloud of fog and disappeared.

"Hehe, come on, let's play together!"

Just when I was stunned, the child suddenly disappeared, from my back, a very cheerful voice, I hurriedly turned my head to look, just in time to see a child, in an instant towards the outside of the ward, a smoke ran out, I hurriedly chased out and said: "Child, hey, who are you?" Didn't see this is the ward, all the patients are resting, you ......"

Before I finished speaking, when I chased out, I suddenly found that the child had disappeared again, and I was stunned here for a moment, thinking to myself: "Isn't it? Why is it missing again, what the hell is going on? I saw the child running out just now, why did he disappear in an instant? Does this not feel like a hallucination? ”

"Ahh

Just when I was surprised, in the ward behind me, there was a sudden scream, I couldn't care much when I heard this sound, and hurriedly ran into the ward, Xu Lili on the hospital bed sat up, her eyes were full of surprise, and there was sweat on her head, as if she was scared by something.

I hurriedly asked, "Wife, what's wrong with you?" Did you have some nightmares. ”

My wife sat on the bed, and she hadn't come back to her senses for a long time, as if she was really scared by something just now, I saw Xu Lili like this, and hurriedly shook Xu Lili and said, "Wife, you, what's wrong with you?" Are you okay! ”

"Uh, husband!" At this time, Xu Lili looked at me blankly, was stunned for a while, suddenly hugged me, and said tremblingly: "Husband, I was really scared just now, I was really scared." ”

"Alright, alright." I patted my wife on the back and said, "Don't be afraid, it's okay, it was just a dream." ”

Xu Lili slowly let go of her hand, I sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Xu Lili and said, "I, I was really scared just now." ”

I watched Xu Lili speak incoherently, and hurriedly asked: "Wife, what's wrong with you, tell my husband if you have anything, as long as I am here, I won't let you suffer anymore." ”

Xu Lili nodded and said: "Husband, I had a dream just now, I just dreamed that a little boy suddenly appeared next to my bed, and this little boy looked at me coldly, and said that I would play with him, I was really frightened." ”

"Okay, okay." I hurriedly patted Xu Lili on the shoulder and said, "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream, it's not true, you can rest well!" ”

"But it felt so real just now." Xu Lili looked at me with palpitations and said, "It's really scary." ”

"Well, it's the same kid I just saw." I nodded.

"What! You saw the kid too, really? Could it be our child, he blamed us for leaving him behind, so he became a ghost and came to us. Xu Lili looked at me scaredly.

"Ugh!" I saw that Xu Lili was actually scared like this, and hurriedly comforted: "Don't be afraid, Lily, in this world, there are ghosts there, you don't want to sit down, in my opinion, it should be someone else's child, playing with us here, it shouldn't be our child, let alone a ghost, how is this possible." ”