42. The mountain rain is coming, and the wind is full of buildings
I finally admit that no matter how strong I am on the surface, on the inside, I am still vulnerable.
I never thought that I would have such a disgraced day, thinking that even if I really encountered such a thing as my husband's cheating, I could definitely turn around gracefully and face it calmly.
But after really experiencing it, I completely understood that I, who prided myself on being calm and composed, was so hysterical and so fragile and incompetent.
Oh, my God! Why is this happening to me?
I don't know how long I cried, but when I stood up again, my legs were so numb that I couldn't take a step, and my head was dizzy for a while, and I couldn't even tell the difference between east and west, north and south.
So much so that after a mobile phone rang for a while, I suddenly reacted, and the sound seemed to come from me.
When I pulled it into my pocket, it was Zhang Li's phone.
It has become a missed call, and the number shows that it is from Shanghai. I was wondering why the number started with 400 when the number came in again.
I sniffed and picked up the phone as I could, as calm as I could.
It was the credit card customer service center of a bank, which mechanically reminded Zhang Li how much he already owed, how long it was overdue, and repeatedly emphasized that if the minimum repayment was not made according to the deadline, the bank would take compulsory measures.
After hanging up the phone, I was confused at first, and suddenly remembered that I saw the two text messages on Zhang Li's mobile phone earlier today, which seemed to be from this bank, and I understood everything at once.
No wonder he panicked like that! But he owes so much money to the bank, what is he doing with it?
Won't it ...... All of them were used to raise mistresses, right?
At the moment, this is probably the only most plausible explanation. He is an ordinary small clerk, and he can still support a junior, who will follow him if he has no money?
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt like someone had been thrown into a cave of extremely cold ice.
When they stumbled home, the three of them were sitting around on the living room sofa discussing something, and the child seemed to be asleep. When they saw me, it was as if they had seen a ghost.
I threw my phone on the coffee table, "Zhang Li, don't you want evidence?" That's the best proof! ”
He hurriedly took it in his hand, and when he saw the column where the call had been answered, his face suddenly turned gray. After being silent for a long time, he finally spit out in a deep voice, "You know everything." ”
Such a sentence completely shattered the only remaining shred of my sanity, and I rushed over and grabbed him and shook him vigorously from side to side, "Why don't you quibble?" Now you've finally admitted it? All this money of yours was given to that junior, right? How generous are you, to make her think that you have how much money you have, so that she wants to do everything possible to harm me and force me to give way? Yes? ”
My mother-in-law screamed and tried to pull me away, but I was completely out of proportion, so I pushed with my backhand, and she fell to the ground. My father-in-law rushed up and slapped me in the face without saying a word, and before I could recover from being knocked out of my head, I heard Zhang Li gritted his teeth and scolded "slut", and then grabbed my collar and threw me up like a chick and slammed it on the ground.
It's like throwing a piece of garbage.
At that moment, pain, grievance, anger, despair, and a variety of strong emotions came to my heart, and a terrible impulsive thought suddenly popped up in my mind.
Fight! I'm going to fight them!
After being suppressed for so long, all the panic and anger erupted like a rainstorm that had been brewing for a long time.