There were some things about the past that she was very reluctant to recall.

So, she has been avoiding talking about it, and she has been running away.

An Xiaojiu took Li Xiaowan's hand, and the concern and seriousness in his eyes were deeply reflected on Li Xiaowan's body.

"Little Bowl, I know the cause is probably a scar of yours. But have you thought about it, maybe there are some things that Brother Simon doesn't care about? Maybe your scar is just a misunderstanding that you imagined? ”

"Even if it's a real scar, if you don't face it, it will hurt forever. And...... It's not fair to Big Brother Simon because ...... You like him too, don't you? ”

Two lines of tears flowed out of Li Xiaowan's eyes without warning.

It's not that no one has asked her why, but she just doesn't want to say.

Now that she saw her friend, suddenly, Li Xiaowan felt that maybe she would feel a lot better if she said it.

"Xiao Jiu, why don't I feel uncomfortable? Seeing him like that made me even more uncomfortable. ”

Outside the door, Ximen Yu's heart tightened, and he stood as a statue.

After listening to it for so long, I finally waited for this sentence from the small bowl.

As long as the little bowl likes him too, then it's all worth it.

"Then tell me, why don't you want to be with him?"

"Xiao Jiu, I ......"

Li Xiaowan was halfway through speaking, then paused again, his face flushed, and his brows furrowed tightly.

Somehow, it seems, is hard to say.

"Little bowl, it's okay, it's all over." An Xiaojiu patted Li Xiaowan's hand and comforted him softly.

In fact, seeing Li Xiaowan like this, An Xiaojiu didn't even want to ask.

can make Li Xiaowan, who is free and easy, look like this, which can only show that the reason is too harmful to her.

Just don't ask clearly, don't solve it, then this reason will always be a scar on her heart, and it will never scab over, and it will last forever until it festers and dies.

So, she had to ask.

"I ......" Li Xiaowan's two hands were tightly clasped together, and the whole person was so nervous that he couldn't breathe, "I have been forced by others, and I have long been unclean, how can I be worthy of him?" ”

Don't look at Li Xiaowan's generosity, when talking about business with people, he is even more exquisite.

But in fact, Li Xiaowan is extremely sensitive and conservative in her bones, for Li Xiaowan, after such a thing happens, although it will not make her unable to live.

But she will never marry again.

She felt that if she remarried someone else if she was not clean, she was deceiving others.

If she was asked to tell the truth, she couldn't speak.

So with Ximen Yu, she simply told him bluntly that it was impossible between them.

As for why, she never said.

In the past four years, it's not that I haven't been soft-hearted, but it's just ...... But it never made her shake her thoughts.

An Xiaojiu's face changed greatly, and he suddenly stood up, and said angrily: "Who is it!" ”

No matter how angry he was, An Xiaojiu lowered his voice when he asked.

This kind of thing, although she felt that Li Xiaowan was a victim, she didn't dare to let others know.

Gossip can kill people.

Jing Shu outside the door pulled Jiayue and stayed away from Uncle Simon.

Jiayue hid behind Jingshu in fear, and asked in a low voice, "Sister, what's wrong with Uncle Ximen, he is so scary now." ”

If it weren't for the fact that Uncle Simon wouldn't hurt them, Jiayue would have run away if she wanted to.

It's really scary.

"I don't know, let's go find grandpa."

Jingshu was also a little afraid, but in front of Jiayue, she didn't show it.

If she was also scared, then Jiayue was even more scared.

"Then don't you care about Uncle Simon?"

"He can't lose it."

"Uh-oh."

The two little girls walked away hand in hand, Ximen Yu didn't notice it at all, and the whole person was extremely stiff, as if they had been struck by lightning.

Motionless, like a stone carving.

The conversation in the courtyard continued.

"Xiaowan, you tell me, and I'll help you get revenge." An Xiaojiu gritted his teeth when he said.

Such scum should be cut into eight pieces and thrown to the moat to feed the fish!

Li Xiaowan shook his head painfully, and was no longer willing to speak: "Xiao Jiu, even if I beg you, don't ask." ”

"How can you not ask? Xiaowan, don't tell me, you just pretend that none of this happened, and you don't have any revenge at all, right? An Xiaojiu's voice was a little sharp, so angry that he kept patting the table with his hands.

An Xiaojiu hates the most men who attack women and children.

Not to mention in ancient times, you really want to [beep] in modern times, go*? What kind of ability is strong [beep], in order to pursue excitement?

What's more, in ancient times, young ladies were a legal profession!

Even those men who often go to the flower house will be praised for being suave!

An Xiaojiu felt that the people who praised the men who visited the flower building were all brain pits and neurotics!

But compared to people who are strong [beep] women, it's better to go to the flower building.

After all, it's a deal that you and I are willing to make.

"I ...... Xiao Jiu, don't really ask, okay? Li Xiaowan had tears in his eyes, and the light refracted by his eyes was a pleading, a prayer!

An Xiaojiu didn't understand.

"Why?"

People can't be blinded by hatred, but can't such a thing happen, and they don't have the heart to take revenge, right?

That's too much, isn't it?

"Don't ask, okay?" Li Xiaowan's lips turned white, and it was just this sentence when he turned over and over, so he simply said to An Xiaojiu directly, "I won't tell you, Xiaojiu, you will die of this heart." ”

There are some things that cannot be said.

Even if......

She is willing to endure such an insult, and spend her life like this ordinary, not wanting her happiness.

It's just that there are some things that really can't be said.

"You're not going to tell her, so tell me, okay?"

The door was gently pushed open.

A tall figure appeared in the courtyard.

An Xiaojiu was facing the Ximen Domain and exclaimed; "Brother Simon, when did you come?"

It seems that Ximen Domain has heard it.

It's okay to hear it, so that both of them can talk.

Li Xiaowan, who was facing away from Ximen Domain, stiffened, and his body trembled involuntarily.

An Xiaojiu even saw deep fear in Li Xiaowan's eyes, as well as ...... Despair.

"Little Bowl, look at me, okay?"

Ximen Yu did not answer An Xiaojiu, but took a few steps forward, stood three steps away from Li Xiaowan, and asked affectionately and sadly.

Li Xiaowan shook his head painfully, suddenly stood up, covered his face and was about to run out.

How could Ximen Domain let her go like this? Directly ignoring Li Xiaowan's objection, he picked up Li Xiaowan and went to Li Xiaowan's room here.

An Xiaojiu didn't chase after him.

She thought that it would be better for Brother Simon to ask about this matter.

With Brother Simon, Xiaowan can probably say it better.

But who knows how long it won't be......