Chapter 127: I'm Just... Miss him so much
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Ning Xiang didn't know how she went back to the house, she only felt that her whole body was cold, and her heart was like being held in her hand and rubbed fiercely.
If you think about it, although my mother-in-law's words are ugly, why are they not the truth? She died and was reborn, the sky is pitiful, she can be by Liang Bozhao's side, how fortunate is she to get her husband's full love and pity, but what have she done for him? She had done nothing for him except to worry and make him anxious. All she can do may be to give birth to a child for him, but even that child, she can't keep it for him....
Every time she thinks of the child, Ning Xiang is a thousand arrows piercing her heart, she inhales hard, so that the sharp pain can be slowly suppressed, and then, it is continuous, fine pain, flowing in the limbs.
She sat alone in front of the bed, only stretched out her arm to wrap her body tightly, and inevitably thought of her husband in the far north, every time she thought of Liang Bozhao, Ning Xiang's heart was both sour and sweet, the sword on the battlefield had no eyes, Liang Bozhao was the first soldier, every time she thought of this, Ning Xiang's heart was tightly pinched, and it was a hundred times more uncomfortable than when she heard her mother-in-law count herself.
"Xiang girl, have you slept?" Suddenly, my mother's voice came from outside the house.
Ning Xiang was stunned, and hurriedly stepped forward to open the door, and saw that Dong's mother sent a bowl of pigeon soup and a few small snacks for her daughter to eat and rest.
Ning Xiang had no appetite, and it could be seen that her mother's eager gaze couldn't bear to refuse, so she only picked up the bowl and took a small sip.
"Look at you, how thin have you become, how can you do it if you don't take care of your body at a young age?" Every time Dong's mother looked at her daughter's weak appearance, she was worried in her heart, and she only wanted Ning Xiang to take care of her body and give Liang Bozhao another child as soon as possible, so as to stabilize the status of Mrs. Hou.
Ning Xiang didn't say a word, only endured the bitterness in her throat, drank the bowl of fresh soup without a drop, and then took a piece of dim sum and ate it into her stomach in one bite.
Ning Xiang herself also knew that after all the bumps along the way, she must be thin, and Liang Bozhao had clearly said that day that he didn't need her to do anything, and the only requirement was to let her take care of herself.
That's all he wanted, and how could she not do it for him?
Ning Xiang finished eating a piece of dim sum, picked up a piece of Ejiao cake, and swallowed it into her stomach. Dong's mother on the side looked worried and persuaded; "Eat slowly, beware of choking."
After speaking, Dong's mother looked at her daughter's face and spoke cautiously; "Isn't it just now, what did your mother-in-law say about you?"
Ning Xiang shook her head and whispered; "Mother, don't worry, my mother-in-law didn't complain about me."
Mother Dong patted her daughter's hand, "No matter what the old woman says, you just know that you are the master of this Hou Mansion, and you have a son-in-law to support you, what should you do with her?" ”
Thinking of Liang Bozhao, all the grievances seem to have disappeared, even if the mother-in-law doesn't like herself, what can she do, as long as he likes it. Thinking of Liang Bozhao's pampering and pity for himself in the past, Ning Xiang lowered his eyes and said softly; "Mother, don't worry, no matter what my mother-in-law says, I don't care, I just want to take care of my body and wait for my husband to come back in the house."
Seeing that her daughter could think of it, Dong's mother breathed a sigh of relief and nodded; "You have to think like this, you are the son-in-law's original eldest wife, and the son-in-law has no concubine now, even if he marries again in the future, your position is here, and no one can replace it."
"He said that he would only marry me in this life, and he would not take a concubine." Ning Xiang raised her eyes and spoke softly.
Dong's mother was a little funny, so she only said angrily; "Silly girl, I believe the man's words, now you hurry up and adjust your body, and hurry up to give him a son, it's the right thing."
Seeing that her mother didn't believe it, Ning Xiang also closed her mouth, didn't say more, and only ate a plate of dim sum, she must have to take good care of her body, but it was not for the sake of giving birth to a child, but completely just for Liang Bozhao.
She no longer wants her man to have to bear the suspicion of the emperor, and lead the soldiers to fight bloody battles against the enemy, in addition, she has to be distracted to worry about herself, all she can do is to take care of her body, so that her husband can feel at ease when he returns to Beijing.
Although Liang Bozhao is a prince, he has been lonely all his life, he has not been favored by his parents since he was a child, he left his hometown at the age of fourteen, and died on the battlefield for nine days. Occasionally, when he returned to his hometown, his parents and brothers at home were all thinking about how to use his glory to seek wealth and status, and who really treated him, worried about whether he was doing well or not, and whether he was tired?
The hand stabbed his own brother, and his angry father died. The biological mother is resentful, and the estrangement between mother and son is very deep. The lover died young, and he kept the marriage contract alone. The country is in danger, and the burden is all on him. In the Dingbei Rebellion, he saw the tragic death of his brothers. Looking forward to Lin'er, and encountering the death of his own son, he is a new father, why not be painful?
Ning Xiang asked herself, when the child died, she only cared about her own pain, but never thought that it was also Liang Bozhao's son, his pain would not be less than her own, but she could still immerse herself in grief, not asking about the world, but he couldn't, even if the heartache was numb, he still had to press down, in the face of the soldiers who handed over his whole wealth to him and trusted him, he had to be ruthless and give up his personal feelings, even if his son had just died, he had to grit his teeth and put on his armor and rush to the battlefield again.
Who knows the blood in his heart, and who understands the suffering?
Ning Xiang was sad and uncomfortable, her eyes were hot, she bit her lip, her distress for her husband almost spread her entirely, she hated herself, why didn't she slowly understand these truths until she returned to Jingshi. Why can't you chew out his hardships and painstaking efforts until you are separated from him?
In the previous life, she was the one who lost him, but in this life, she is still sorry for him.
Looking at her daughter's sad and weak little face, Dong's mother was a little worried, "Xiang girl, what's wrong with you, you are so decent, why are your eyes red?" ”
Ning Xiang took a breath and forced her tears back, she shook her head and murmured softly; "Nothing, I just.... Miss him so much. ”
After entering the summer, the weather is getting hotter day by day, since Ning Xiang returned to Beijing, Liang's mother rested in the room every day, Xu didn't want to see this daughter-in-law, and also avoided Ning Xiang's morning and dusk province, and only let the Qin family serve every day, Ning Xiang knew that Liang's mother looked down on herself, and she was afraid that she would be even more angry when she saw herself, and she didn't go to make her mother-in-law unhappy, and only left more thoughts for Liang's mother in food and clothing every day, but also abided by her daughter-in-law's duty and did everything with all her heart.
The war in northern Xinjiang is still going on, no one knows when this battle will end, Zhao Yunping escorted Ning Xiang back to Beijing that day, and soon led the attendants back to northern Xinjiang, Ning Xiang stayed in the deep house every day, and could only learn the news of the husband from the housekeeper.
She only knew that this battle Liang Bozhao fought extremely hard, but in every battle, he went to the battlefield in person, bravely killed the enemy, handsome and not afraid of death, what is the pawn afraid of, after a few big battles, only the Condor Kingdom was beaten and fled, even if there was Dahe's help, he still couldn't support it, and sent people to sue for peace several times, but was rejected by Liang Bozhao without exception. In desperation, the Han of the Condor Kingdom actually released his words, wanting to give Liang Bozhao Princess Anolan, who is the pearl in his palm and known as the first beauty in Mobei, in order to get the two countries to form a good relationship between Qin and Jin, and never fight again.
The news was transmitted back to Beijing, the people were all clapping their hands, the Condor invaded Daqi for many years, repeatedly disrupted the border, and killed countless Han people, and now it is finally the Hu people who can be killed, but whenever they think of them praying for peace with their tails between their legs, and they want to send the princess here, the people of the Central Plains are very addicted.
Not long after, there was news that Liang Bozhao beheaded the envoy of the Condor, since ancient times, the two armies were at war, and they did not kill the envoy, this time Liang Bozhao beheaded the envoy of the Condor country, which is equivalent to announcing the determination of the world to fight to the death with the Condor. How can a mere princess resist him attacking the city and plundering the land.
When Ning Xiang heard this, she was still a little flustered in her heart, not for the princess, she knew her husband's character, but whatever a man decides, don't say anything about the first beauty in Mobei, even if it is the first beauty in the world, Liang Bozhao can't change his mind. What she is worried about is that her husband disregards the face of the court and disobeys the emperor, even if he wins this battle in the future, what will happen when he returns to Beijing?
The days passed day by day, and autumn entered in the blink of an eye, and Ning Xiang had been separated from Liang Bozhao for half a year, more than 180 days. Even though her daily thoughts tormented her, her body was rounded, her face was obviously much better, and her white skin was a faint pink, and she no longer looked sickly.
Dong's mother and Tian's family have left Beijing with their official brother and returned to Luokou Village, even if her son-in-law is a big official outside, Dong's mother still doesn't want to stay longer, after all, this is Liang's mansion, she is always a little uncomfortable living there, plus Liang's mother, Dong's mother doesn't want people to gossip, she came to the capital just to take care of her daughter's pregnancy, and now she sees that Ningxiang cherishes her body, she doesn't need her to take care of herself, Dong's mother is also relieved, she has been away from home for so long, and she is really worried, although Ningxiang is reluctant, she can't do it, so she has to let the official family send someone, Haosheng sent his mother and sister-in-law back.
After Dong's mother and Tian's left, Ning Xiang's days were even more difficult, except for occasionally gossiping with Qin's family, the rest of her work was to hide in the room and secretly learn words, the first word she learned was nothing else, it was a "Zhao" word.
Looking at the word "Zhao", she often sees that she is fascinated, and her heart is twisted and twisted, thinking of him, thinking of him like that.
After the beginning of winter, Jingshi ushered in the first snow, and at the same time as this snow, it was the news of the great victory in northern Xinjiang.
Liang Bozhao personally shot and killed the general of the Condor Kingdom on the battlefield, leveled the Condor, captured the Condor Kyoto Liaoyang City, captured the Khan, princes, princesses, and concubines of the country, and escorted them back to Beijing together. Forced Helian Zhuo to flee in the wilderness, retreated to Mobei, the people of the country cheered with each other, and from time to time there were people from all over the country kneeling to meet the army of the Marquis of Dingbei, as for Liang Bozhao himself, he was worshiped as a god by the people, and his prestige was unprecedented.