Chapter Eighty-Three: Let's Start Again
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Qu Junpeng was grabbed by his hand, couldn't get up, turned his head to look at her, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" Is there anything else that is uncomfortable? ”
"Haven't you been tired after taking care of me all night? After a little more sleep, I can go and cook porridge myself. Le Shanshan's voice was still ugly, but it was better than just now.
"I'm not tired, you burned all night, you definitely don't have the strength now, lie down for a while, I'll just get it." Qu Junpeng rubbed her head, a smile in his eyes.
"Qu Junpeng, why are you so good to me?" Le Shanshan grabbed his hand tightly, her eyes full of seriousness.
Qu Junpeng sighed lightly: "Silly girl, who am I going to be good to if I am not good to you?" That's what I'm supposed to do, don't think too much about it. ”
"Okay, I'll make you breakfast, you wait for me." Qu Junpeng said and let go of Le Shanshan's hand, and sat up with support, ready to sit in a wheelchair.
"Junpeng, can we start over?" Le Shanshan looked at the back of Qu Junpeng sitting on the edge of the bed, and suddenly asked.
She was a little nervous, her hand gripping the quilt tightened, and she rolled up the quilt, her eyes full of eagerness and panic.
The idea of starting again was haunted in her heart after she saw the video of Qu Junpeng rushing into the sea of fire for her ten years ago yesterday.
As Xiao Xiao said, there is still a Le Haochen between them, and they have feelings for each other, why can't they be together again?
Seeing that Qu Junpeng didn't reply, she asked again seriously: "Qu Junpeng, after so much, are you still willing to be with me?" Can we start over? ”
Qu Junpeng turned his back to Le Shanshan, looked down at his unconscious legs, pursed his thin lips, and did not speak.
Starting over, he also wanted to, but he didn't know if he still had this chance.
In fact, his body has been left with sequelae after rushing into the fire ten years ago, and his health has not been very good all these years, especially after he was paralyzed in both legs in order to operate on Le Shanshan five years ago, his condition is even worse.
Every time the season changes, his body will always become extremely weak, so last time Lin Yiheng came to the villa to check his body on a rainy day.
And his body seems to be strong, but in fact, the inside has long been decayed, any cold and fever is not well controlled, it may be converted into other serious diseases, and then complications, which is also the reason why he had a fever at the beginning, and Lin Yiheng was busy giving him an infusion to reduce the fever.
With his current torn body, can he really be with her?
Is it really still qualified to start over with her and promise her for life?
Qu Junpeng didn't know, and confusion even flashed in his eyes.
After a long time, he said softly, "Isn't it good to be like this now?" We're all three of us together. ”
Le Shanshan's heart twitched when she heard this, and her eyes were a little hot.
Did he refuse? Refuse to start over with her? After all, although their family of three is together now, they are really only together formally, and emotionally, they are obviously separated by alienation and thousands of mountains and rivers.
But if he wanted to refuse, why should he be so nice to her?
Le Shanshan's heart was astringent, her throat choked, and she couldn't speak.
After a long time, Le Shanshan's still hoarse voice sounded softly: "Yes, it's good now." ”
Qu Junpeng's back stiffened and straightened, listening to her voice without much emotion, he hummed in a low voice, and then said, "I'll go make breakfast first, and I'll call you." ”
After that, he got into a wheelchair and left the room.
Closing the door, Qu Junpeng turned around and looked at the closed door, with thousands of complicated emotions in his eyes, and he was so depressed that he felt uncomfortable.
"Shanshan, I'm sorry......" Qu Junpeng said in a low voice.
He loves her more than he loves himself, and it is precisely because of this that he is more and more careful and cherishes her.
He was afraid that his body would not be able to carry her feelings, and he was afraid that she would be sad if he accidentally walked too fast, but he couldn't leave her, and he was reluctant to leave her.
He wants to be by her side, silently love her and spoil her, but he doesn't want her to fall in love with him without hesitation.
He knew her, knew that her love was hot and strong, and once he did, he would be a moth to a fire, just as she had been to him ten years ago.
After a thousand sails, if his body is intact, if he can shelter her from the wind and rain like a normal man, give her hugs and shelter, he must be reluctant to refuse him.
But now he can't.
Not to mention the hidden dangers of the body, just talk about his pair of legs, which is enough to make him retreat.
Who knows, Qu Junpeng, the eldest young man of the Qu family, who seems to be light and light, controls the lifeblood of the Qu family, and strategizes, but in fact, his body is already full of holes and overwhelmed!
No one will understand the pain of him not being able to love a woman named Le Shanshan, and not being able to ask for it!
He stared at the door for a long time with a gloomy expression before he lowered his eyes, hid his emotions, and pushed his wheelchair to the kitchen.
In the room, Le Shanshan has been in the same posture and the same demeanor since Qu Junpeng left the room, looking down at the quilt in front of her, not knowing what she was thinking.
After a long time, she moved her somewhat numb body and frowned slightly.
To say that Qu Junpeng doesn't have her in his heart, Le Shanshan doesn't believe it.
However, since he has her in his heart, even she has put down her past and taken the initiative to make peace with him, why didn't he agree?
Le Shanshan didn't subjectively feel sorry for herself and speculated about anything, but she didn't give up because of this.
She knew in her heart that since Qu Junpeng refused, there must be a reason for refusal.
So what is the reason for this?
Le Shanshan thought about it for a while and didn't think about it, so she simply didn't want to.
Anyway, now that they live under the same roof, the real reason, she will know sooner or later, why bother to scratch her head here at this time?
She now has a more important thing to do, and that is to avenge Xiao Xiao.
Yin Yihong is a cheap man, he and Xiao Xiao have been married for ten years, Xiao Xiao is so good to him, but he hurts Xiao Xiao so much.
Knowing that Xiao Xiao was pregnant and died, but she didn't even want to accept the corpse for her, such a scumbag living peacefully in this world is the real intolerable thing.
However, Le Shanshan thought of Xiao Xiao's feelings for Yin Yihong, and she frowned again.
"Xiao Xiao, I will give him a chance, if he can seize it, I will let him go and stop retaliating. If he can't, then I'll do everything I can to ruin him and pay for your life! ”
Vowing in her heart, Le Shanshan didn't delay any longer, got up and cleaned up, and went out of the room.
Le Haochen had already gotten up, and he didn't dare to disturb her because Qu Junpeng said that Le Shanshan was still resting.
At this time, I saw her come out and hurriedly ran over to hug her: "Mommy, have you recovered from your cold?" Will you still have a headache? Is there anything else you feel uncomfortable with? ”
Le Haochen hugged Le Shanshan's waist, looked up at Le Shanshan, and asked with a worried face.
A smile flashed at the corner of Le Shanshan's mouth, and the little guy was always happy.
Rubbing his little head, Le Shanshan said in a low voice: "Mommy doesn't have a fever now, and the cold is much better, Chenchen doesn't have to worry." ”
"Mommy, your voice is so hoarse, come, drink saliva to moisten your throat." Le Haochen frowned, ran over and brought a glass of warm water to Le Shanshan, his eyes full of anticipation.
Le Shanshan's heart warmed slightly, she reached out and took a sip, and then smiled: "Thank you Chenchen, Chenchen will take care of Mommy when he grows up." ”
Le Haochen smiled, pursed his lips and said, "Mommy, don't worry, Chenchen will grow up obediently eating, and become a man in the future to protect Mommy from harm." ”
For this, Le Haochen has always been very depressed.
Obviously he is so smart, but his small arms and legs are not useful, if he wasn't too small, there would be no accident at all this time.
Thinking of it, Le Haochen was very depressed, and he couldn't wait to greet the eighteenth generation of the ancestors of the person who kidnapped him.
Especially Aunt Xiao Xiao, who saved him, died, which made Le Haochen record this account on the fact that he didn't grow up.
If he grows up, he won't be kidnapped easily, even if he is kidnapped, he can save himself with his wisdom, then he won't pull out Aunt Xiao Xiao, then Aunt Xiao Xiao won't die, then Mommy won't be sad and sick, so, it's all because he hasn't grown up!
I really want to grow up quickly......
I have to say that no matter how smart a child is, he is still a child, he can play with digital codes and control speech, but it does not mean that Le Haochen's thinking can be compared with adults, he is smart, but in academics and life, he still has the innocence of children.
Otherwise, there would be no idea that he could grow up quickly by eating and drinking.
After all, it takes time to grow.
Seeing the little guy saying his oath very seriously, Le Shanshan smiled in her eyes, leaned over and kissed his face, and said in a low voice: "Okay, that mommy is waiting for Chenchen to grow up and protect Mommy." ”
Qu Junpeng came out of the kitchen with porridge, watching the interaction between the mother and son, there was a shallow smile in his eyes, and the mood that had been suppressed for a morning was slightly relaxed.
Putting the porridge on the table, Qu Junpeng raised his voice at the mother and son: "Shanshan, Chenchen, come and wash your hands and eat." ”
"Okay, here." Le Shanshan responded, as if she had put down the embarrassment of the morning, took Le Haochen to wash her hands, and sat at the dining table.
At this time, Qu Junpeng had already taken the dishes and chopsticks and put them on the table.
Qu Junpeng cooked shredded meat porridge, which was light and not fishy, and warmed Le Shanshan's stomach that had been empty all night.
During the meal, Le Shanshan asked Qu Junpeng: "Junpeng, do you know a private detective?" ”
Qu Junpeng looked up in surprise, a little strange that she would suddenly ask this.
However, thinking of Xiao Xiao's matter, he suddenly understood again, nodded slightly, and said, "There should be a suitable and reliable candidate on Zi'an's side." ”
"Why don't you ask me what I'm doing?" Le Shanshan raised an eyebrow.
"Whatever you do, as long as you're happy." Qu Junpeng had warmth buried in his eyes and said calmly.
Le Shanshan squinted at him, more and more sure that he had her in his heart.
It's just that since you like her and care about her, why don't you just say it? And she offered to be with him, and he didn't agree.
Le Shanshan is more and more sure that this is tired of the middle.