Chapter Twenty-Eight: Is Regret Useful?
Dong Qingzhu moved slightly, his thin lips pursed, and the corners of his mouth rose, "I thought that my life would be like this, marry Pu Jia, and then have children, and inherit the Dong family." This is exactly what my grandfather was expecting, but I just thought..."
"Because my grandfather was too old, I didn't go to Kyoto to go to university, and I chose the close Jiang University. There I met Zigui, a very good-looking and characterful girl. β
I admit that I hate Xia Zigui a little, but I have to admit that she is a very good girl. Not to mention Ermao's rough man, even a delicate person like Dong Qingzhu has fallen, and it can be seen that she is capable.
"How did you and Xia Zigui meet? I think she also seems to like Hanfu..."I didn't say anything next, could it be that Xia Zi was wearing a red Hanfu when he died? My brain isn't broken.
"That's how I met, she is my senior sister and the president of the school's Chinese Studies Club." Dong Qingzhu said with a smile, "We all like Chinese culture, so we naturally have a common language." But she is different from the girls I came into contact with, soft and strong, and she is a bold senior sister. β
"It's not that it was love at first sight, she usually takes good care of me. Touched more, and then... It's been together, together for three years. β
In fact, I was a little disappointed, and I thought there would be a singing and crying story between the two of them. Go with the flow? I don't say it's, because I'm a single dog who doesn't understand it.
However, Sun Pujia did fail, and the fairy grass that had been guarded for twenty years was picked, and it was estimated that he would die of anger.
"You're with her, Sun Pujia agrees? Your grandfather agrees? β
Dong Qingzhu got up and shook his head, "Naturally, I don't want to, Pu Jia likes me, I know, but I don't want to force myself, maybe this is the power of love, so that people like me have broken through the etiquette." At that moment, I realized that I also had my own ideas, instead of blindly obeying my grandfather's arrangement. β
"But as far as my grandfather was concerned, it was a big rebellion. He is a nationally renowned master of Chinese culture, and he is not heavy on profit in his life, but he is famous for his name. If I destroy the agreement of the Sun family like this, I will undoubtedly be poked in the back. β
Many people envy his family background, but they forget that the heavy responsibility on his shoulders is not something that ordinary people can bear. How determined he was to make the decision to disobey his grandfather! The Dong family is a famous family, and Dong Qingzhu's practice is to roast the Dong family on the fire.
"And how do you choose?" I couldn't help but ask.
"I'm too naΓ―ve, I think it's best to hide everything from the past, and it's best to hide it until grandpa dies..."Dong Qingzhu suddenly choked up, "I know this kind of thinking is terrible, and it's also very unfilial..."
"It's hard for anyone to make such a choice, which means that you love Xia Zigui very much and want to be with her." I said in a deep voice.
"Later, your affairs were revealed, and your grandfather came to beat the mandarin ducks?"
"Things did get poked out, but... My grandfather... And nothing against it was said ... And let me take my son back to see him. Dong Qingzhu said, "I feel very guilty, I blame myself, I don't know if I did something wrong." Do you really want to have your own selfish desires and cut off your grandfather's life? β
"Zigui is very understanding, knowing that I am embarrassed, and was about to leave secretly, but I found out and stopped him. I hugged and cried for a long, long time that day, I was dazed, but determined. β
Although we haven't been together for a long time, I can see that Dong Qingzhu is a filial person and a principled person. It is really difficult to let a well-behaved child from an early age rebel. The matter between him and Xia Zigui is too much resistance.
"And later?" I frowned, this matter is about to reach the climax, including the cause of Natsuko's obsessive death.
"Later? Later, I took my son back to meet my grandfather, and I thought that my grandfather would like such an excellent girl. But it's all I thought, it's all I thought... My grandfather said that he was willing to respect my wishes, but he still had a problem in his heart and refused to accept the return of his son. β
Dong Qingzhu sighed, "At that time, I thought that the contact time was too short, so grandpa couldn't accept it." β
I really wanted to call him pedantic, I really don't know what he thought at the time. When he proposed to meet his parents, how did Xia Zigui feel? But for the sake of the person she likes, she had to go.
"I don't know, I don't know what Grandpa told her. She resolutely offered to break up with me that night. I couldn't keep it, and when she left, she didn't look back. Dong Qingzhu said weakly.
"It's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have taken her to see grandpa. My grandfather was really unwilling, he lied to me. That night, I had a big fight with my grandfather, and it was the first time I had a fight with my grandfather. β
"You didn't keep it? Didn't go to her? I said urgently. Is Dong Qingzhu so stupid?
"But... But my grandfather is sick! β
My heart fluttered, and when he said this, I felt that things were not going well.
"Grandpa fell ill because he was arguing with me. My only relative fell ill and was sick with my anger. Dong Qingzhu cried, like a helpless child, "I just realized that this serious and tough old man would suddenly fall." I don't know what to do, I really don't know. β
"I stayed by his bedside day and night, and the doctor told me that my grandfather was in poor health. I was like... Maybe... Maybe if it weren't for me... Grandpa wouldn't be like that. β
"Smack!"
I slapped Dong Qingzhu in the face and knocked him to the ground.
"You think so, where did you put Xia Zigui again? You're a scumbag, do you know? I yelled angrily, "She can do so much for you, but you cowardly flinch, are you a man?" Don't even have the courage to chase your love? β
"I don't know what to do! I really don't know what to do! Dong Qingzhu cried in a low voice.
My undulating chest calmed down, on one side was the grandfather who depended on each other, and on the other hand was the woman he loved deeply, Dong Qingzhu's inner balance was tilted, and when his grandfather fell ill, he couldn't let go.
"When I saw my grandfather wake up, I remembered to go and find Zigui. But the bad news fell suddenly, Zigui fell to his death..."Dong Qingzhu cried when he talked about this, and hammered the ground hard, if the news of his grandfather's illness was thunder, then Xia Zigui's death was a bolt from the blue.
"It is said that mourning is greater than heart death, I suddenly feel that everything has lost its meaning, and I want to follow the son to return, but... But my grandfather..."
"So you dismissed suicidal thoughts?" I asked, Dong Qingzhu always puts filial piety first, which is also one of the main reasons for the tragedy.
What if he dies? Nothing makes up for it at all.
"Yes! I'm not useless. Dong Qingzhu was depressed, and he lost the appearance of a handsome son.
"Then you didn't think to investigate the cause of Xia Zigui's death?" The unicorn does not fork the road.
Dong Qingzhu snorted, "My grandfather is no good, the doctor said that it was fine, but suddenly there was a change, and my grandfather... It won't last long..."
It's so dramatic, isn't it? first fell ill after Xia Zigui left, and then died after Xia Zigui's death.
Dong Qingzhu's grandfather had an accident, it's too coincidental! Every time you can stop Xia Zigui's pace. It was like pinching the time, and even a terrible idea came to me, but it was quickly rejected by me.
"When my grandfather was dying, he stroked my head, just like when I was a child, it was very warm." Dong Qingzhu whispered, "He told me that he was going to see his son and daughter-in-law, but he couldn't... He couldn't take care of me anymore, he walked very calmly, lying motionless on the bed, as if he was asleep, I couldn't accept this fact, I really couldn't accept it. β
"In the end, your grandfather still insisted on the original marriage?"
Dong Qingzhu laughed at himself, "Yes, his last wish was for me to marry Pu Jia, and he didn't give up." Moreover, Zigui has been... It's dead! β
Oh, yes! Xia Zigui died, and the marriage contract between Dong Qingzhu and Sun Pujia was no longer obstructed, "You must have agreed!" After all, it was your grandfather's last command. β
Dong Qingzhu nodded helplessly, "I know I'm sorry for Zigui like this, but I owe too much to my grandfather, and even my grandfather's death has a lot to do with me." So I followed my grandfather's last wish, decided to fulfill my marriage contract with Pujia, and also broke off the idea of suicide. β
Helpless, really helpless. Could it be that Dong Qingzhu really rebelled again? It's unrealistic to think about.
"From the day my grandfather died, I closed my heart and saw no one, only Wanyu accompanied me. Wanyu is a cat raised by Zigui, I have no face to see Zigui, only deep repentance. β
"Xia Zigui seems to believe in you very much, and when I told her that you were with Sun Pujia, she bluntly said that Sun Pujia couldn't get your heart, and in fact it was. Then why did I hear that you and Sun Pujia were playing together...", I wondered.
Dong Qingzhu suddenly lost the strength of his whole body and collapsed on the ground, while the white cat comforted him and comforted him.
The atmosphere in the room instantly dropped to freezing, and Dong Qingzhu said sadly, "Because... Because I swore that I would only play with Zigui in the rest of my life... Life... Yes! β
I am speechless, can I laugh at him that he will not die if he does not die?
"On the same day, Pu Jia said that she wanted to play with me, but I didn't want to, but I couldn't bear to see her pleading eyes. After all, I have already decided that Pu Jia will be my future wife, to put it simply, I have accepted my fate..."Dong Qingzhu said.
"That's really not your fault, it's human nature!" I murmured, my eyes misty, "Qilin, I'm a little bit convinced, how can there be so many coincidences in this world?" Where? β
"Baba, don't be stupid, there are so many coincidences in this matter, but there are also many doubts." Kirin said obscurely.
But I really don't know what to say, Dong Qingzhu is not happy at all, I finally know that his smile is not warm, and he is always separated from people, it turns out that his heart is dead.
The reason for his own survival is nothing more than to fulfill his grandfather's last wish. Such a poor person is really hard to blame.
"I regret it, I really regret it. I want to see Zigui, I want to make it clear to her, even if it is death, I will be with her. Dong Qingzhu's eyes flashed, "I am willing to bear everything, I just ask Zigui to forgive me." β
Nima! Good familiar words. I remember Xia Zigui said the same thing, is it useful to regret it? Yes! At least you don't have to regret yourself, don't you?