Chapter 197: Can you give up this country?
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Southern Xinjiang.
The night was getting deeper, and Liang Bozhao had not returned.
Ning Xiang stayed alone in the camp tent, sewing a shirt for Liang Bozhao under the lamp.
Got up early, the good news in the capital had spread to southern Xinjiang, and the jade concubine gave birth to the emperor's eldest son.
Along with the good news, it was the bad news that the jade concubine had a difficult birth and the fragrance disappeared.
Ning Xiang couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, Xu is the same woman, Xu is herself had almost died twice during childbirth, she knew that it was not easy for a woman to give birth, and when she heard the news of the death of the jade concubine, she couldn't help but feel a little sad and sad in her heart.
After all, the jade concubine was only seventeen years old.
After all, she gave birth to Liang Bozhao's child.
Ning Xiang was a little distracted, and the clothes in his hands were slowly put down, and in the half a year in southern Xinjiang, except for missing his daughter who was far away in Beijing, the days were stable and joyful that he had never had in the palace. No matter how busy Liang Bozhao is during the day, he will always return to the back camp at night, and she has already made soup for him by herself.
Monogamous, a man and a woman, just the two of them. There is no Yongning, no jade concubines, and no show girls.
Even though the wartime days were a little harder, it was real, and even sometimes Ning Xiang had the illusion of a lifetime and a couple, as if he was not in southern Xinjiang at the moment, but returned to Luokou Village. He left early and returned late, and she waited for him at home, knowing that no matter how late he was, he would always come back.
That's all she has to look forward to and enjoy.
If it weren't for Jiu'er not being by her side, Ning Xiang really wished that this battlefield could be longer, longer. lived his life in peace and stability, and he was by his side, spending the wind and rain with her.
Here, he is no longer the emperor of the Ninety-Five, but a general who advances and retreats with the soldiers, and she is no longer a palace concubine, just his woman. Take care of his food and daily life, and hide the woman behind him.
However, Liang Bozhao had already led the army to suppress the rebellion, and deterred the surrounding barbarians from daring to attack, and it was imminent to return to Beijing.
Back in Jingshi, he will never belong to himself again.
His father's love will no longer belong only to Jiu'er.
When Ning Xiang thought of this, there was a tingling pain in her heart, although she knew that she shouldn't, she still couldn't suppress her sadness.
She also remembered that a long time ago, he had told himself that his heirs would only be born to her, and he had also said that he did not want her to suffer from having children again, and that they only needed one nine children. He also said that in the future, Liang Kang can be allowed to have two rooms and inherit his family business and the king.
But at that time, he was not the emperor.
Ning Xiangwu was distracted, until she heard a familiar footstep sound, she raised her eyes, and saw that Liang Bozhao had already lifted the curtain and walked in.
"I'm back." Ning Xiang put down her clothes and got up to greet her.
Liang Bozhao nodded, after working hard for the past few days, he was already physically and mentally exhausted, and he often returned to the back camp, and he didn't even want to say much.
Ning Xiang brought him the tea to dry, and Liang Bozhao drank it all, and then he felt a lot more relaxed.
Ning Xiang looked at his face, these days, he has lost a lot of weight, and the contours of his face have become more and more angular, cold and compelling, but the vicissitudes between his eyebrows can no longer be hidden.
After years of fighting, he is only thirty-six years old this year, and there is already frost on his temples.
He is no longer young.
The emperor who only got the prince at the age of thirty-six, I'm afraid that he is the only one throughout the ages.
"What do you think I'm doing like that?" Liang Bozhao put the teacup down, and noticed that Ning Xiang was looking at him without blinking, so he smiled.
Ning Xiang lowered her eyelashes, although she was in the back camp, she also knew that this war was not easy, how could he give up the hard-earned country and the country he sacrificed his life to protect?
"What's wrong?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Liang Bozhao held her soft and asked aloud.
Ning Xiang shook her head and whispered; "Are we going back to Beijing?"
Liang Bozhao bowed his head slightly, and said; "Yes, in a few days, we will leave for Beijing."
Ning Xiang thought of her daughter, only to feel that her heart was tightened, and her eyes were also floating with a layer of mist; "I have been separated from Jiu'er for so long, and after I return to Beijing, I don't know if she still recognizes me."
Jiu'er is now nearly three years old, and she was still a milk doll when she was separated from her parents, and she didn't remember anything at all.
Thinking of his daughter, Liang Bozhao's heart was also gloomy, and he only said; "If it is decided today, after returning to Beijing, we will take Jiu'er back to our side, and the future will be long."
Ning Xiang moved her lips, and after a moment, she didn't hold back after all, and said a word in a weak voice; "I've heard about the jade concubine."
After Ning Xiang finished speaking, she raised her head and glanced at him, softly and softly; "You.... Don't be too upset. ”
Liang Bozhao had forgotten what the jade concubine looked like, and only vaguely remembered that there was a bit of similar incense between the woman's eyebrows, but it was too long for him to remember it clearly after all.
He didn't say anything, only shook his head slightly.
"In the future, Jiu'er will have one more younger brother." Ning Xiang's voice was still delicate, although she tried her best to understate it, pretending to be relaxed, but the trills in her throat still poured out her thoughts.
Liang Bozhao tightened her hand, only to feel that there was nothing to say.
Ning Xiang glanced at him, and her voice was soft, "You are the emperor, you need an heir, I understand." ”
To blame, maybe only to blame her, can't give him a son.
"You don't understand." Liang Bozhao smiled faintly, and a trace of helplessness gradually floated in his eyes.
Yes, he needs an heir, but he has promised Ning Xiang that this child will come out of her womb, and if he violates this oath, God will not tolerate it.
But he still let the woman next to him give birth to his child.
Ning Xiang looked at him puzzled, and saw Liang Bozhao looking straight at him with a pair of black eyes, his voice was steady, and he spoke; "Xiang'er, I don't want to hide it from you, I've changed."
Ning Xiang's heart shook and said in a trembling voice; "Xianggong.... What did you say? ”
Liang Bozhao's eyes were calm, and every word was very clear; "Although I was drunk that night, I don't know how the jade concubine entered the Yuanyi Palace, and even if the Queen Mother named her a beauty the next day, if I want to get rid of her, it will still be easy."
Ning Xiang's heart shook and muttered; "Except for her?"
Liang Bozhao nodded and continued; "I heard that you took Jiu'er out of the palace, I don't have the heart to deal with the jade concubine, no matter what, the big mistake has been made, so she will live in the palace. Until, the doctor came and told me that she was pregnant with a child. ”
Ning Xiang's heart was pounding, and her eyes looked at him without blinking.
"I promised you that in the future the heirs will be yours, and I also said that it is enough for us to have nine children, but after all, I broke my promise and failed you."
Ning Xiang shook her head, "I don't blame you, you weren't the emperor at that time, how can you know what happened now?" ”
Besides, even if he promised those promises, the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty were looking forward to him getting an heir, when the jade concubine was pregnant, the whole country celebrated, and the previous dynasty and the harem were looking forward to the jade concubine being able to get a man and the dragon vein of Daqian to continue, could he order to kill his own flesh and blood? Even if he is crazy, the rest of the people will go crazy with him?
"Yes, I wasn't the emperor at that time." Liang Bozhao's voice was low, and after speaking, he smiled faintly. Even if it is lonely, it is self-deprecating.
And when this emperor sits for a long time, he doesn't even know what he will become, and whether he will be as Ning Xiang said, if he has a jade concubine today, there will be a treasure concubine, a pearl concubine, a treasure concubine tomorrow, and whether he will be.... Forget about incense.
Not to mention Ning Xiang's daily anxiety and fear, even he himself was unsure.
In the deep palace, above the court, the most difficult thing to keep is only a heart.
On that day, in order to protect the peace of his wife and children, he desperately got the truth of this world, and when he got Jiu'er, he didn't want to let her suffer from giving birth to a child, so that he later wanted to take his nephew into the deep palace and become the prince in the future.
But now, it is true that he left the jade concubine, and it is also true that the jade concubine gave birth to his child.
He can lose him this time, and there won't be a second time, a third time.
Liang Bozhao looked at Ning Xiang's eyes, after all these years, Ning Xiang is still as simple as she first saw her, gentle and delicate, and has not changed in the slightest with the passage of time, she is meticulous and obedient, but she can't be with him and communicate with him.
He rarely said what was in her heart, not because she didn't want to say it, but .... I can't say.
She said it right, she really couldn't be his queen.
All she can do well is just an ordinary village woman.
But he became the emperor.
After all, the emperor will have three palaces and six courtyards, and he will not guard a woman alone, and maybe one day, the eagle will still forget the lark.
Liang Bozhao closed his eyes, stretched out his arm, and held Ning Xiang in his arms.
"Xianggong, what's wrong with you?" Ning Xiang was a little uneasy and raised her face in his arms.
"Nothing." Liang Bozhao kissed her forehead.
Thinking of his words, Ning Xiang's eyes gradually became darker, "You said you have changed, aren't you....... You don't have me in your heart anymore? ”
Liang Bozhao's eyes tightened, he shook his head, and only leaned over against Ning Xiang's forehead, his dark eyes were bright, but his voice was faintly hoarse; "Xiang'er, I don't want to become one day when I don't even know myself."
Ning Xiang's eyes showed a puzzled look, she was about to speak, but she saw that Liang Bozhao had already leaned down, grabbed her lip flap, and sucked it, making her breathless.
Since he can be the emperor for her, can he give up this country for her?
Jingshi, Imperial Palace, Lotus Fragrance Palace.
Yongning stood by the cradle, looking at the child's pink sleeping face, and the corners of his lips were filled with a gentle smile, which could not be concealed no matter what.
Yuezhu walked in with tea, and saw Yongning looking at the child without blinking, his eyes were full of love, Yongning was usually dignified and indifferent, it was rare to have such a look, Yuezhu looked at it in his eyes, and his heart was sour.