The wind seemed to be a little cold, and although I was not afraid of the cold, I still wrapped my neckline tightly and walked like a fly on the streets of Shinan District.

I don't know how to understand the "demonic nature" mentioned by the second master, the classics of the family say that "good gives birth to evil, evil returns to good, everyone in the world has two natures, and good and evil are born together." Since everyone has evil spirits in them, why does my dad have to be the most special one.

Was this so-called demonic nature born with my father, or was it imposed on him by his family after he was born?

Thinking of this, I started looking around the streets, trying to distract myself.

Now my heart is full of resentment, and in such a state, I think not with my brain, but with my emotions, and it is easy to imagine everything as the most disgusting.

"Resentment is sometimes more troublesome than a fierce ghost. If the resentment in your heart is too heavy, you have to quickly resolve it, even if you can't resolve it, don't think nonsense at this time, the more you think about it, the more you feel that life is gloomy, and sooner or later you will fall into a situation from which you will never recover. ”

This is when I was grounded, the second master said something to me. Although it was only small talk, and the words were full of casualness, it is still imprinted in my mind, urging me to stay awake in every moment when my heart is shrouded in resentment.

No matter what role the second master played eleven years ago, I have to admit one thing, he is indeed a good master. In the first year or so of my return home, he taught me enough things to last me a lifetime.

After leaving the barbecue restaurant, I first went to Zhongbai Building and bought two suitcases and a lot of clothes.

I really don't want to stay at my house for a moment, I just want to go to Shanghai quickly, I don't plan to use the suitcase that I bought for me, and I don't want to wear the Tang costume that my family wears every day.

At that time, I seemed to have a kind of dazed confidence, thinking that I could wash away all the traces left on me, I redressed myself to make myself look like a normal person outside the business, but the yang line and gossip money were still wrapped around my wrists, the Tongling Jade was still hanging around my neck, and the dragon's eyes, fangs, and Netherworld Tongbao were still put in my pants pocket.

Even when I was buying pants, I chose those with a lot of pockets, because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to fit them.

Some traces can be easily erased, but some traces have long been ingrained in my heart, and they will not disappear until the day I die.

When I dragged two suitcases out of Zhongbai, my mood finally calmed down a little, I originally planned to call Li Huaishan to go to the train station with me after shopping, but when I stood on the side of the road, about to take out my mobile phone to call Li Huaishan, the No. 3 bus that went straight to the train station had a car accident in front of me.

The accident was not serious, just because of a simple rear-end collision, there was a moving company's truck that was probably in a hurry, and the lane change was very urgent when overtaking, and the bus did not brake as soon as it stopped, and the front of the car rubbed against the butt of the truck.

No one was injured in either car, but the drivers rushed out of the cab and sprayed drool on the street.

People are sometimes very strange, obviously what happened in front of me has nothing to do with me, but when I saw the scene in front of me, I seemed to be inspired by some kind of inspiration, and immediately dispelled the idea of calling Li Huaishan, and it happened that a taxi stopped next to me, I immediately got in the car and went straight to the west of the city.

The head of the Kuro Dao once suggested that I go out for a year and wait until the end of the trip to make a decision, and I understood at the time that he was asking me to decide whether or not to stay in the house after a year.

Staying, is a lifetime, leaving, is also a lifetime.

I'm worried that I'll eventually choose to leave, so I have to go and meet him first while I'm still at my house, even if it's just to say hello to him or say goodbye, at least I've done my duty as a junior.

After returning to my house for a year, except for the fight in the river, I didn't have a few words with this uncle.

When the car was about to drive to the mouth of the ghost string, I called Yan Yanan and wanted to ask where he lived, but I learned that he was going to Savage Mountain, and it would take half a year to come back at the earliest.

After that, I got out of the car, but instead of getting into the ghost skewers, I went straight back to the thrift store.

Yan Yanan was not in the store, but Li Huaishan packed his luggage early in the morning, and when I entered the store, he sat on his suitcase and raised his chin at me: "When are you leaving?" ”

I glanced over to the counter and asked him, "Where's the Yanan?" ”

"She knew you were leaving," Li Huaishan sighed and said, "So she left early." ”

I could only laugh helplessly: "I don't know if I'm sent off, what kind of sister do you say this is." ”

Li Huaishan stood up and shook his head with a smile: "You still don't know her, she just can't bear you, so she doesn't want to see you walk out of the old alley." By the way, let me ask you, you have been gone for a year, what should you do with the big black and the hammer? ”

When I came back, I had been thinking about how to find the person named Gai Dong, and I had forgotten the three of them, and after Li Huaishan mentioned this, I was immediately embarrassed: "If you take them with you, you can't take the train." ”

Li Huaishan took out a set of keys from his pocket, shook them in front of my eyes, and said, "If you decide to take them with you, then don't take the train, take the highway." ”

I looked at the keys in his hand and asked him, "Whose car?" ”

"I lent it to us. I used to think this guy was a poor guy, but I didn't expect him to have such a high-end Range Rover in his hand. Oh yes, and this. ”

As he spoke, Li Huaishan took out a note from his pocket and handed it to me.

I unfolded it and saw that there was an address written on it, the mobile phone number of the building, and the head of Kongyun Road had asked me to go to the Bund to find the building, but judging from the address on the note, it seemed that the building had opened a bar in the depths of the alley.

I shook the note and asked Li Huaishan: "Is the address on this accurate?" ”

Li Huaishan spread his hands: "Then I don't know, why don't you ask Yu Liyan, this note was left by him." ”

Except for Yan Yanan, I don't want to have any contact with the people around the second master now, so I waved my hand and said no, and then carefully put the note in my pocket.

Li Huaishan looked at the suitcase that I was dragging behind him and asked, "Do you want to leave now?" ”

I pushed one of the suitcases to her: "Don't use the old suitcase, use this." You pack up your things, I'll get the three little things out. ”

As I spoke, I walked towards the bedroom, and when I was about to step into the porch with my front foot, Li Huaishan shouted in the hall: "I won't drag you down in the future." ”

I stopped and turned to look at him.

He added: "I promise that I will never become a burden to you in the future." ”

I gave Li Huaishan a smile: "I never felt that you were a burden." ”

Li Huaishan seemed to be infected by me, and he also smiled.

After that, he bowed his head and packed his things, while I went back to the bedroom and told Hei and Hammer that I was going out on a trip with them and that I wouldn't be back for a year.

At first, the hammer had the same indifferent expression that the whole world had nothing to do with it, but as soon as it heard me say that I was going to go away, it immediately looked up at me, and its eyes were bigger than a light bulb, and I didn't know whether it was nervous or excited.

But no matter what it thought at the time, when I left the bedroom, it came out with the big and small black.

After Li Huaishan packed up his salute, he drove Yu Liyan's car to the door of the thrift store.

In view of the fact that Li Huaishan is often spot-checked by the traffic police when driving, I still drive the car, and he is responsible for checking the map and taking care of the luggage.

Before driving, I originally wanted to call Yan Yanan to inform her that we were leaving, but Li Huaishan stopped me, saying that he would take the initiative to contact us when Yan Yanan eased up, and if she called her now, she would inevitably suffer a scolding.

As soon as I thought about it, I gave up the idea of calling Yan Yanan, then pulled the handbrake and slowly drove the car out of the alley.

Whenever the car passed by a shop, the shopkeeper would show his head and wave at me, which was a simple farewell, Boss Jiang's two stores were closed, presumably she was accompanying Yan Yanan out for a walk, Boss Wen and Boss Yu's stores were lit up, but neither of them showed up.

When the car was about to drive out of the alley, I received a text message from an unfamiliar number, although I did not recognize the number, but from the content point of view, the sender should be the second master, the text message said, in order to keep me at the house, I am afraid that I will find someone to lobby me in the year I went out to travel, and let me ignore those people, let me follow my own heart.

I didn't reply, I just smiled helplessly in my heart and stuffed my phone back into my pocket.

It seemed like a long road from the thrift store to the alleyway, but I finally got out of the car.

As soon as he exited the alley, Hammer jumped to the back seat as if he had discovered a new world, and then pressed his whole face against the window, staring out the window with wide eyes.

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw the strange look on Hammer's face in the rearview mirror.

It turns out that this old cat, who always treats people coldly on weekdays, can occasionally show curious eyes like a child.

Li Huaishan also glanced back at the hammer, then turned his head and said to me: "Oh, as soon as I leave the old alley, how can my heart be empty?" It felt the same as when I first arrived in the furniture city, no one cared about it and no one asked, like a street child. ”

I deliberately pretended not to hear, and stared at the road ahead without squinting.

Li Huaishan probably felt a little bored, so he leaned back on the chair and played with his mobile phone, and after a while, he heard him say to himself: "Yo, it's a light snow today, time flies so fast, it's winter in the blink of an eye." ”

Because I was in a coma in the hospital bed for a long time, I always thought it was still autumn, and when I heard him say this, I realized that early winter had arrived.

I just flipped through the old calendar, and the light snow in 2007 was October 14 of the lunar calendar, and it will be more than two months before the New Year passes.

On that day, Li Huaishan and I started a one-year trip, but according to Li Huaishan, we are not called travel, but wandering.

(End of chapter)