126:Only the endless place of lovesickness (1)
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My voice came slowly, and as my words landed, the whole hall was silent at once, and I would have regretted it after I said it, but now, on the contrary, I felt at ease, I looked at the old lady, stood up, bowed to her, and said with guilt: "Grandma, it's my fault, I disappointed you, I'm sorry!" ”
The old lady did not speak, but her face was full of years, but with a deep sense of disappointment.
I hung my head, and for a moment I felt like a sinner, guilty of a sin that should not be redeemed.
Lu Ran said on the side: "Lin Tang, you are really my good sister-in-law, the entire Lu family has been played around by you, do you have a sense of accomplishment?" ”
"Xiao Ran, don't say a word." Lu Ran's mother spoke slowly: "Doctor, please run away in vain..... Butler, send off! ”
After the housekeeper sent the doctor away, Lu Randi's mother said, "Mom, everyone else is gone, just say what you want to say!" Don't suffocate your body. ”
The old lady looked at me and said with a faint expression: "Xiaotang, can you tell me, why do you want to use pregnancy to deceive me, this old woman?" I'm old and old, but I'm sober, Xiaotang, do you have something unspeakable? If there is, tell grandma and say that grandma will call the shots for you. ”
After the old lady finished speaking, Lu Ran took over and said, "Grandma, what do you think she can do because of her?" It must be Hyatt, a woman like her, her head is full of money, and Brother Jin Nan is hidden from her, so don't believe her anymore. ”
"Xiaotang, tell me, what's going on?" The old lady ignored Lu Ran, but kept staring at me and asked.
Lu Ran stomped her foot angrily and looked at the old lady with a displeased expression, her mother kept giving her a look.
The old lady is actually really good to me, even at this time, her tone of voice to me is kind and gentle, but because of this, I feel that my guilt is getting deeper and deeper, and at the same time, I don't want the old lady to be disappointed in Lu Jinnan, so I can only admit it.
I said, "Grandma, I lied to you, for no other reason, it's all me, it's me who wants to have a wedding with Jinnan too much, so ..... That's why I told a lie like pregnancy, it's all my fault, it's that I don't deserve your love. ”
I kept my head down and didn't dare to raise it, and at this moment, I was more afraid than weak.
Cheng Hong said coldly: "Xiaotang, you have disappointed us too much. ”
"Jin Nan really married a good daughter-in-law." Lu Ran's mother smiled coldly and glanced at me: "Mom, if you want me to say, you shouldn't have agreed to her marrying Jinnan in the first place, I said it, Shanshan is definitely more suitable for Jinnan than her, not to mention anything else, just take our Xue family as an example, although it is not as good as the Lu family, but everything will be for the sake of the Lu family." ”
Our Xue family? Lu Ran's mother's words made me think about it a lot, I realized it later, she is also surnamed Xue, is she and Xue Shanshan a family?
The old lady frowned, with a little anger: "Don't say a few words, don't add more oil and vinegar." ”
I didn't expect that at this time, the old lady was still defending me like this, and my heart hurt a little, and it was very uncomfortable.
Then, the old lady looked at me again, and she said, "Xiaotang, go back!" I'll talk about this matter when Jinnan comes back. ”
When the old lady had finished speaking, she walked upstairs with her crutches.
Looking at her thin back, the guilt in my heart deepened!
After the old lady left, the rest of the people suddenly released their true nature, poked themselves in my backbone, Lu Ran's words were even more direct, she said: "Lin Tang, if you deceive our Lu family, you will not die a good death." ”
It was just a moment of effort, and I seemed to be isolated by the Lu family.
I didn't have any right to stay here, and when I walked out, the sky was already dark, I couldn't see the end of the road, and I was at a loss.
Lu Jinnan is not here, I feel like a lost lamb, back in the car, I dialed Lu Jinnan's phone, but the phone is connected but no one answers, since yesterday, I have not been able to contact him, where did he go?
The more I thought about it, the more irritated I became, so I simply stepped on the gas pedal and drove away, and I couldn't find my own finish on the brightly lit road.
I don't want to go back to the Mid-Levels Villa, because I don't know when I started to get used to being alone more and more, and I don't like this feeling very much, and if I can't quit, then I can't predict the consequences.
I know that I have gradually become addicted to Lu Jinnan, which is more terrible than drugs.
I exhaled hard and finally drove to a nearby fancy restaurant and sat down by the window.
I casually ordered a bottle of red wine, poured it into the glass and shook it slowly, looking at the clear color, I was stunned for a moment.
According to my mood at the moment, I should go to the bar, but I haven't been there since the last time I had an accident at the bar, it's not that I don't dare, I just want to be responsible for myself, because not so much luck will take care of me.
I picked up the wine glass and brought it to my mouth to taste it slowly, and gradually it became like drinking water, and I poured myself alone until the bottle was at the bottom.
After drinking, even my breath smelled of alcohol, I raised my hand to hold my chin and looked out the window, I don't know when it started to rain.
I pursed my lips and sat dryly until the waiter came to remind me that it was time to close, and then I withdrew my gaze and glanced at the restaurant, which was indeed empty.
I finished the bill and tried to stand up when a wave of vertigo hit me and I sat back in my chair barely on my feet, I bit my lip hard, tried to widen my eyes to clear myself, raised my hand and rubbed my temple, and stood up again with my hand on the table.
As soon as I stepped forward, I staggered forward, and when I almost fell, a pair of hands had already held me up, and then I remembered a man's voice: "Why do you drink so much?" ”
Accompanied by the voice, I looked sideways, the familiar face in front of me, I couldn't help but smile slightly, I raised my hand and touched my hot cheek, and whispered: "Brother Yuandong, how are you.... Here, huh? ”
Fu Yuandong's deep eyes stared at me, and he said lightly: "I just happened to have dinner here with my friends, what about you?" How to drink alone? He didn't accompany you?! ”
I was a little dizzy, but my mind was still clear.
I noticed that Fu Yuandong's body was wet from the rain, and the hem of his trousers was also a little wet, but I didn't think much about it.
After listening to what Fu Yuandong said, I hurriedly said, "Then you should hurry up and accompany your friends, and I will change it back." ”
"It's gone." He responded: "You look like this, can you go back by yourself?" ”
Fu Yuandong has been supporting me, I pursed my mouth and thought about it, and then replied: "Brother Yuandong, can you please contact the substitute driver for me?" ”
"I'll send you." He looked at me indifferently, then helped me to walk out, and I quickly said, "I have a car." ”
"I'll find someone to send you back." Fu Yuandong's words carried an order that could not be refused: "The way you are now, are you looking for a substitute driver to have an accident?" ”
Seeing Fu Yuandong carrying me out, his driver hurriedly came over with an umbrella, and Fu Yuandong took the umbrella and pulled me into the car.
The car immediately started and drove towards the villa in the middle of the mountain.
Fu Yuandong suddenly asked, "Lu Jinnan bullied you?" ”
"No, he's nice to me."
"If you don't, how can you drink alone? Xiaotang, I'm not blind. Fu Yuandong said calmly, he was less than a finger away from me, his breath occupied a small space, and he said: "I thought that if you held a wedding with him, you would be happy, but now it seems that it is wrong." ”
Fu Yuandong's voice was very soft, but I clearly understood every word.
What he meant, Xue Shanshan also said, is it true that in the eyes of everyone, Lu Jinnan and I are really not suitable?
This kind of questioning makes me feel more and more profound.
I leaned on it, and said in a slow voice: "Brother Far East, drinking doesn't mean that he is not good to me, it's just that I'm bored and want to drink because of work." ”
"Lin Tang, you used to always have a smile on your face, but now, I seem to be getting rarer and rarer." Fu Yuandong's deep voice kept echoing in my ears, and his words hit my heart like something.
It made my heart stop and I forgot to breathe for a while.
The car drove to the villa in the middle of the mountain, the driver opened the car door, Fu Yuandong helped me down, stood on the ground, I buckled my shoes the soles of my feet, trying to stand firm, I said: "Thank you Brother Yuandong, I went in first......"
After saying this, I raised my hand to let go of his hand holding me, but before he left my arm, I staggered and almost fell, Fu Yuandong frowned: "It's all at the door, it's not bad, and you don't plan to invite me in for a cup of tea?" ”
Faced with Fu Yuandong's request, I was stunned for a moment, and Fu Yuandong saw that I didn't speak, so he asked softly: "So reluctant?" ”
"Brother Far East, of course I'm willing, it's just ..... It's not early, can you change it another day? "And Lu Jinnan is not at home, although I can't not contact or talk to Fu Yuandong, but at least I can give Lu Jinnan, the husband, the dignity he deserves.
Fu Yuandong's eyes never turned when he looked at me, and his voice suddenly asked, "Are you unwilling?" Or are you afraid of something? ”
"I didn't, it's just that Jinnan is on a business trip, and I'll invite you over another day when he comes back....."
"Since Mr. Fu has arrived at the door, let's come in and have a cup of tea together!" Suddenly, a cold voice came from the door to interrupt my words, and Fu Yuandong and I looked up together, only to see Lu Jinnan's face unchanged, looking at us quietly.