I looked at Xu Lili at this time, listening to her tell the story here, I knew that Xu Lili's heart was even more uncomfortable, no one who was about to become a mother, I was not sad to encounter this incident, I stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, comforting: "Lily, don't be sad, we are still young, and we have time to have children." ”

Xu Lili looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, if I don't go to the kitchen, I'll be fine, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for my parents, and I'm sorry for our soon-to-be-born child." ”

"You don't say you're sorry." At this time, my mother walked in from outside, her eyes were full of guilt, and she said: "It should be me who wants to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, if I didn't go out at that time, I watched you at home, you wouldn't have done this, and my grandson wouldn't be gone, it's all my fault, I hurt my grandson." ”

"Mom, don't say anything." Xu Lili hurriedly sat up and looked at her mother, and said, "I thought it would be okay, who knows what will happen, Mom, it's not your fault, if you say anything, we don't dare to accept it, it's not your fault Mom." ”

Mom came over and sat on the edge of the bed and said, "All right, Lily, you can lie down here and rest for a while!" How long ago, your body may be weak, take good care of your body. ”

"Hmm." Xu Lili leaned on the pillow and looked at her mother, and said, "Mom, don't worry, when my body recovers, I will definitely have another son, and you two elders can hold their grandson again." ”

When Mom heard Lily comfort herself like this, tears couldn't stop flowing, Lily sat up and looked at Mom, and said, "Mom, don't cry. ”

Mom nodded and said, "Well, Mom won't cry, you better hurry up and have a good rest." ”

"Hmm." Lily suddenly thought of something and said, "By the way, Mom, why isn't Dad here?" ”

"Your dad, he said you just had a miscarriage, so I'm going to buy you a black chicken to make up for it." Mom looked at Xu Lili and said.

"Oh, that's right!" Xu Lili nodded and looked at her mother: "Thank you, Mom, when I raise you, we will definitely have another child, and you won't be sad when the time comes." ”

Mom saw Xu Lili and said, "Okay, you're too weak, you better lie down and rest!" ”

"Hmm."

Xu Lili then lay on the hospital bed to rest, and fell asleep unconsciously, I saw Xu Lili asleep, and whispered to my mother: "Let's go out!" Then we walked out of the room.

I sat on a stool outside the ward, and my mother looked at me and said, "Xiaofeng, you didn't tell her that she might not be able to get pregnant?" ”

I shook my head and looked at the ward behind me, Xu Lili was here, sleeping quietly with my eyes closed, I was very sad when I saw this, I turned my head to look at my mother and said: "Hey, this cruel thing, how can I tell her, I know that she has been waiting for this day, she has been waiting for a long time, and she is about to get pregnant, but now the child is gone, and the chance of pregnancy is small, how can I tell her this kind of thing." ”

"Hey......" Mom shook her head and said: "In the end, it's all my fault, how good a daughter-in-law is pregnant, I actually went out, and my grandson is gone, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you husband and wife." ”

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"Mom, it's not your fault." I shook my head and said, "Lily, what she said is right, you two elders are not wrong, okay, now is not the time to investigate, who is right and who is wrong, the key is, what should we do now?" If she keeps it a secret, sooner or later she will find out. ”

"Well, that's a big problem." Mom shook her head and sat next to me.

I glanced at my mother, and I didn't know what to say, there was really no way to tell Xu Lili, if I said it, it was likely that Xu Lili would not be able to bear the blow, and committed suicide, if I didn't tell her, after a long time, I would know sooner or later, so no matter what I did, it wouldn't work.

I shook my head and said, "It's really not good, we can only slow down first, let him get through this crisis first, and then we will find a way to tell her, you don't look at Lily on the surface to be strong, in fact she is very fragile, if we tell her now, she may not be able to conceive, I am really afraid that she will do stupid things." ”

"Hmm." Mom nodded and said, "Okay, don't tell her about this for the time being, by the way, you must tell your father, this old man, don't look at her usual smart, I'm really afraid that when she encounters this, she will say something about it." ”

"Hmm."

I nodded, just sat here, sometimes, I really didn't dare to go in, I saw Xu Lili's innocent face, whenever I saw her face, I felt guilty.

At this time, from the bend of the stairs, a middle-aged man came up, holding a large bag of things in his hand, I looked at my dad and said, "Dad, you're back, what are you holding in your hand?" ”

Dad came over to look at me and said, "This is what I bought for Lily, some fruits, and medicines to condition the body, I just went to ask the doctor, although Lily's chance of pregnancy is small, but it doesn't mean that you can't get pregnant, so maybe we can take Lily's body well, Lily may get pregnant again." ”

I nodded and said, "Although I said it, it was just a comfort, Lily's chance of pregnancy was small, and now it is even smaller, how can she still be pregnant." ”

"Okay, you kid, you always talk about frustration." Dad complained a little: "Okay, take these things quickly, why are you still going to let me, an old man, keep holding these things?" ”

I nodded and took the thing, looked at my dad and said, "That, now Lily can't get pregnant, I hope you can keep it secret, don't let Lily know, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear this result." ”

"Hmm." Dad nodded at me and said, "Okay, I know, you can quickly get the things in!" ”

"Hmm." Nodding, I took my things and went in.

"Stinky old woman, it's all your fault." Dad looked at Mom a little angrily and complained: "If it weren't for you, Lily wouldn't be like this, what a good woman, she was killed by you, our grandson is gone, and she almost killed Lily, if you really killed Lily, you just wait and regret it!" ”

"Hey, I'm really sorry for Lily." Mom sighed again, glanced at the situation in the ward, and said, "Dead old man, didn't you go to buy black chicken?" What about black chickens? ”

Dad looked at Mom and said, "Let's buy it again when we go back!" Just enough to make some black chicken soup for Lily and bring it over. ”

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Mom glanced at Dad and said, "That's right." ”

Then my parents turned their heads and walked downstairs, I sat on the edge of the bed alone, looking at where Lily slept peacefully, my heart was still very calm, one hand grabbed Lily's hand, and said softly: "Lily, no matter what happens in the future, no matter whether you can get pregnant or not, I will still love you." ”

I looked at Xu Lili sleeping at this time, I was very happy, the pain of losing a child is gone, although my child is gone, but I will not give up my love for Xu Lili because of this, children are secondary, the key is to live as an adult.

"Haha......"

A cheerful child's laughter rang in my ears, and I turned my head to look around, but there was no one around, and I thought to myself, "Did I hear it wrong?" ”

"Haha."

Just when I was confused, I heard a hearty laugh again, I hurriedly turned my head to look outside the ward, I don't know if I was hallucinating, or whatever, at this time, from outside the ward, a very thin child figure, flashed, like a phantom, very fast, I didn't even see clearly, it was a boy or a girl and disappeared.

"Huh?" I stood up a little puzzled, and walked towards the door of the ward, just after walking outside the ward, there was nothing here, let alone the figure of a child, not even a child, I secretly thought to myself: "Could it be someone else's child, playing here, but this child's adult, why is it not around?"

I walked back to the ward a little confused, just as I was about to sit down, 'haha', another hearty laugh sounded, and then I saw a child, a flash, flashed in front of the ward door, I hurriedly walked out and said, "Hey, whose child are you, don't make noise with other patients here." ”

I just went out and saw that it was empty, there was nothing, I was a little strange here, and at this time, the nurse on duty here walked towards me and said, "Sir, what's wrong with you?" ”

"What's wrong with me, you're still asking? Here are the wards where all the patients are resting. I was a little angry and said, "I was here just now, and I kept seeing a child running back and forth here!" The noise is so loud that the patient can't rest. ”

"Kids?" The nurse was a little puzzled, "What child?" ”

"Don't lie to me." I got angry and said, "I saw a child running from one end to this end and from one end to the other, and he should be the child of his family. ”

"Nope!" The nurse said, "I've been walking around here and I haven't seen a single child!" ”

"What! How is this possible. I said angrily: "I saw it just now, why do you insist that you didn't see it, do you mean that what I just saw was an illusion, I obviously saw it, how can you, a nurse, just say that you didn't see it." ”

"Don't get excited, I really didn't see it." The nurse said a little helplessly.

"What's wrong?" As he spoke, a nurse with glasses came up to him and asked, "What's wrong?" What are you arguing about here? ”

The female nurse said, "Where did you just go by, did you see a child running from here to the other side?" ”

"Kids?" The bespectacled nurse said strangely, "I don't see any children." ”