(25) It turns out that I am a substitute

But in an accident, Xu Youran sacrificed himself in order to save Ling Mo, so so after so many years now, he has not come out of that incident.

But recently my grandmother noticed something different about him, and it wasn't until she saw me that day that she understood what was going on.

After listening to my grandmother's words, I didn't feel happy, because Ling Mo's real reason was not me, but because I looked like Xu Youran.

Maybe he saved me because I looked like her, maybe it was because he looked like him that saving me would be a kind of compensation.

When I left Ling Mo's house, I walked alone on Binjiang Avenue.

The river view and night view here are very beautiful, but the river breeze makes me feel a little cold, and I was sweating profusely when I sent Ling Mo back, I think I might catch a cold when I go back today.

I called Molly, but listening to her voice, it seemed like she was having a lot of fun.

I don't want to bother her, because it's rare for her to have such a happy time.

Waiting outside until the wee hours of the morning, I turned on the bugging software in boredom.

Listening to the voices of Su Hang and Fang Tingting coming from inside.

"Is it really okay if you don't go back tonight?" Su Hang asked.

"It's okay, no one will go back today except grandma is at home?" Fang Tingting said.

Su Hang asked him why?

She said that she didn't know, anyway, since she married Ling Mu, every year today, there is only a grandmother in the family.

Hearing this, I think this matter should have something to do with Ling Mo, because today is Xu Youran's death day.

But what does it have to do with his parents? They don't go back.

At two o'clock in the morning, when I was helping Molly, who had already drunk a lot, to go back to her house, Ling Mo called me.

I glanced at Molly, and she asked me to pick it up, and I picked it up, and before I could start talking, there was a singing voice from his side, and it was him singing.

……

Everything that happened suddenly,

You don't have time to react,

The world is dark, disaster is coming,

You also flew away on the wind!

I think you've turned into an angel and spread your wings,

He left crying

……

It's a pity forever!

I've heard this song, and every time I listen to it, it's like I'm listening to a story.

Maybe the story of Ling Mo and Xu Youran is like this song.

After singing, Ling Mo's deep voice came from there, "Mu Tong, where are you?" I want to see you, I have something to say to you! ”

"I'm on my way to Molly's house!" I answer honestly.

"Then I'll come to you!"

As soon as I heard that he was coming, I quickly said, "Tomorrow, it's too late today." ”

"If I don't say it today, I may regret it tomorrow." Ling Mo's voice was still very low, and he could hear that he was not in a high mood.

But hearing him say this, I think it's probably because I sent him back and saw Xu Youran's photo again, so he wanted to say something to me.

But I wasn't really interested in that woman at all, and I knew enough that I didn't want to know anything more about how loving they were.

So I said, "Since I might regret it tomorrow, don't say it at all." ”

"You really don't want to know?"

"It's fine! If you're willing to tell me on the phone, then I'll listen. "I don't know why, I'm not happy when I think he might be telling me about Xu Youran.

"No, tell me the address, I'll come to you!" Seeing that I wasn't very interested in what he wanted to say, he asked me to tell him the address.

Originally, I wasn't going to say it, but I didn't expect Molly to snatch her phone directly and say, "She lives with me now, if you want to come, Jiangbei ......"

Before Molly finished speaking, I quickly grabbed my phone and said, "Don't come today, you drink so much." ”

"It's okay, I'm awake!" He said.

I'm very helpless with him, is there anything I have to say today?

After giving him the address, I went back to her house with Molly, and then she started gossiping again.

In fact, she has drunk a lot of alcohol, but she has a good amount of alcohol, so she is still very energetic.

Fortunately, she had fallen asleep before Ling Mo came, and then I went downstairs to meet him.

He actually came by car, and when I saw him, I said, "Why are you still driving, drinking so much?" ”

He smiled and put his arm around me, then pointed to an uncle sitting in the car and said, "See?" I didn't drive it, what are you worried about? ”

"......, I'm worried!" I said self-deprecatingly.

People are so rich, they must have a special driver, but it was sneaky to catch rapists with me before, so it's relatively low-key.

Seeing my self-deprecating appearance, Ling Mo turned around and looked at me very seriously, "Mu Tong, are you willing to marry me after the divorce?" If I want, I will divorce He Yan tomorrow! ”

Originally, I thought he was just coming to me and saying something that had nothing to do with me, but I didn't expect what he said to be directly my business.

I was frightened, and of course I couldn't believe he was telling the truth, so I asked, "Are you kidding?" Or you're still not awake. ”

"I'm serious! You sent me back today, and I heard all the things my grandmother said to you. ”

"So you woke up at that time." I looked at him in amazement.

He nodded, "It's just that I didn't go down to face you at the time. ”

"Is it because I look like Xu Youran?" I asked.

"Not exactly!" He replied.

I know it's the truth, and I wouldn't believe it if he says it's not.

But even though it's the truth, I still feel uncomfortable when I hear the truth, because I'm who I am, and I don't want to be a substitute for anyone.

"When we first had sex in a hotel, you just thought of me as her, right?" I looked at him and asked.

In fact, I knew the answer, but I still wanted to hear him say it himself.

"Yes, I admit that the first time we met was a year ago, and I didn't notice that you were very similar to her, but the second time I saw you last month, at the gate of your community, when you took a taxi, you really looked like her, the similarity may be 80%, I was surprised, so I asked the driver to stop the car." He looked at me very seriously and said.

It turned out that he stopped the car, so I said why did he pull me when he was carrying someone.

But in this case, I also have something to say, and then looked at him very seriously and said: "Ling Mo, your grandmother hopes that you can come out of that incident, and also hopes that you can be truly happy, but you are all mistaken, not that you can get such happiness by finding someone who is very similar to her to replace her, but to find someone you really like to be happy together, and being with me is only to temporarily relieve your thoughts about her, but at the same time, it can also evoke your painful memories." ”

I'm serious, of course I don't want to be a substitute, and this is not actually the life he wants, and only when he really likes someone will he be able to come out of that incident.

And Ling Mo listened to my words, fell into a moment of contemplation, and then took my hand and said, "But it's not entirely because of her, but also because you are Mu Tong!" ”

I smiled and said, "If you think that being with me can really help you, I can promise to try with you, after all, you saved me!" ”

"If I hadn't saved you that day, you wouldn't have agreed, would you?" He seemed a little upset to hear my words.

But that's what I thought, so I didn't explain why I would have agreed to be a replacement if he hadn't saved me that day.

People had a relationship with me at the beginning because I looked like an ex-girlfriend, and I couldn't accept this no matter how generous I was, but now it's different, he saved my life and a woman's innocence, so if he wants to think I can, then I don't care.

It's just that he seemed very unhappy when he saw my indifferent attitude, and asked, "Do you really not understand?" ”

I looked at him and shook his head, and said to myself, do I need to understand anything? I understand the literal meaning of these words.

"Forget it, take your time, when will you and you Su Hang divorce?" He seemed speechless.

Actually, I was quite speechless, but when it came to divorce, I told him everything that happened during the day, anyway, now I have a showdown with Su Hang.

He nodded and touched my stomach with his hand, "Still uncomfortable?" ”

I was actually embarrassed to be touched by him like this, but I quickly shook my head, but he looked at me helplessly, "I mean, I still feel uncomfortable?" ”

"Oh, it's okay, in fact, it's okay not to be born, so as not to see your parents like this, but it is not good for his growth." I've found that I'm really getting worse at lying now, and I can come with my mouth open.

Ling Mo looked at me, stretched out his hand and touched my face again, "Leave the rest to me, I promised you to help you solve him." ”

"What about Fang Tingting? Solve it together? I asked.

"Of course, but I can't let Ling Mu know about this matter for the time being, otherwise I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it." Ling Mo said.

I nodded in agreement, glanced at my phone, it was already past three o'clock in the morning, and said, "It's so late, hurry back, it won't be long before dawn." ”

He looked at me with tender eyes and lowered his head to kiss me lightly on the forehead.

After watching him get into the car, I went back to Molly's house, washed up and lay on the bed, and began to ponder what Ling Mo said, but I still didn't understand what he wanted to express.

After that, we kept in touch more often, but mostly to understand each other's evidence, and he didn't mention anything more about that night.

Of course, there was one more thing, and that was that I followed Molly to the big company that her dad told her to go to.

It's just that it's unfortunate that Ling Mo is in this company, and this company is theirs, I should have thought of it when I first heard Molly say Uncle Ling.

However, Molly hadn't seen Ling Mo, so she didn't know that the Uncle Ling she was talking about was Ling Mo's father, just because their father was a comrade-in-arms and didn't involve family members in normal contact, so it wasn't surprising that the two of them didn't know each other.