Bai Lan sat on the sofa, maintaining a ladylike and elegant sitting posture, wiping the wound on her hand with a disinfectant tissue, and said slowly, "People like us are relatively precocious. ”

“……”

I drink yogurt.

"I was in my teens that year, and I saw Yu for the first time at a banquet." Bai Lan said as she threw away the tissue and approached the band-aid on the maid's hand.

“……”

"I still remember the scene at that time, he was standing in the crowd, but he was like standing outside the crowd, he was not like other families who knew people and courtesans all over the scene, he just stood there, ignoring no one, but he had a strong sense of existence, and no one could ignore it."

"......" I continued to drink without interrupting her.

Perhaps, I also want to know what Xiao Jinyu looks like before that I haven't been in contact with.

"It's this unique, aloof temperament that attracts me." Bai Lan turned his head to look at me, "For this reason, I also learned a difficult sentence in Chinese." ”

“……”

"Legacy and independence." Bai Lan said, I think these five words are describing Xiao Jinyu.

When she said this, Bai Lan's always arrogant eyes had light, worship, admiration, and longing.

“……”

I paused in the action of drinking milk, I thought, Bai Lan loves Xiao Jinyu deeply, and can hold on to a love for more than ten years without giving up.

"I thought that such a Xiao Jinyu should belong to me. But he suddenly married you for the sake of the group. Bai Lan turned her face to look at me and suddenly her voice was raised, "However, I swear to him." The affirmative tone was the same as an oath.

Isn't this woman writing a war with me......

I thought to myself, Bai Lan looked at me and thought about it and added, "Miss An, I'm more direct, and I'm not afraid to tell you, in fact, Yu has no feelings for me." ”

“……”

"But the families on both sides of the world have decided that we have to be together." Bai Lan said very competently, "Although there is such an accident as you, but I have been allowed, during this time, I will stay in China and stay with Yu to cultivate a relationship, and when the company's affairs are stable, after the two of you are over, we will go back to the United States to get married." ”

Wait for the company to stabilize......

That means that my image wife is also about to reach the end of her life, and she is about to "divorce......

I paused for breath, and then said lightly, "I'll move up to the fourth floor, and I won't come down if there's nothing special." ”

"Miss An, you're a smart man." Bai Lan laughed with satisfaction.

I looked at her hand with a band-aid, wouldn't it be smart?

If it was before, I would never admit defeat, but after peace of mind, I must know what retreat is, this woman can even be ruthless to herself, if she does it, she will definitely die quietly.

What's more, I am not qualified to work against others.

Lizi is not with me......

"I'll go upstairs first." I stood up.

"Hmm." Bai Lan nodded, turned her head to look at the maid on the side, "Prepare milk for me too." ”

"Yes, Miss Bai."

"Wait a minute." Bai Lan stopped the maid who wanted to leave, and looked her up and down, from her melon seed face to her thin eyebrows and nose, and she didn't even let go of her hair.

I had already walked to the elevator, and suddenly I heard Bai Lan's unhappy voice coming, "You didn't bring it from the United States, did you...... I don't know if the servants of the Xiao family can't wear makeup. ”

“……”

Hearing this, I stumbled and almost fell to the ground, shuddering.

It can't even be that the maid has to be guarded against......

……

I moved up to the 4th floor, and after a few days, I simply didn't go downstairs.

On the 4th floor, there is a video room, a computer room, and a guest room, so if you want to eat, you can call the maid directly, which is good.

I feel like I'm back in the ranks of otaku girls in an instant.

All the activity areas are located on the 4th floor.

I rushed some manuscripts in the computer room, and when I came out, it was already 1 o'clock in the morning, probably because I was more excited about writing, so I didn't feel sleepy at all.

I walked to the living room on the 4th floor, with floor-to-ceiling windows on all sides, and it was a quiet night outside.

Without turning on the lights, I walked over to the floor-to-ceiling window, sat down, and leaned my head against the cold window and looked out.

The night is too quiet, so silent that it makes people feel that the world is alive.

Then, I thought of Xiao Jinyu.

Originally, I had kept myself busy during this time, and only when I was busy would I not miss him, but now that I am so quiet, I can't help thinking about him again.

Xiao Jinyu's personality is actually a little colder, and it can be seen from his attitude towards Bai Lan that he himself is cold to anyone, even to his ex-fiancée, this person is like a piece of ice, without enthusiasm, or even temperature.

Except for the hug in the video room, Xiao Jinyu never looked for me alone.

Whether I moved out of our room or directly to the 4th floor, he had no objection from beginning to end, and was very cold.

Think about it carefully, in fact, all the way, it was I who flattered Xiao Jinyu, sticking to him, always thinking that he was Xiao Jincheng, we should be together, but I never thought that there should be so many in the world, Xiao Jincheng and An Huaixin are together, that is because they are both characters in the book, but Xiao Jinyu and I do not live in the book, we are all independent people, with independent thoughts and independent lives. Isn't what is happening now just the right thing to confirm all this?

I think I'm not just stupid, I'm stupid, ridiculously stupid.

It's just that I'm a little curious about being sad, and I don't know how well he and Bai Lan's relationship has been cultivated.

Occasionally, I would hear the maid say that Bai Lan was in trouble with someone again; Bai Lan went to the group with Xiao Jinyu again; Later, Xiao Jinyu would also listen to Bai Lan......

The pain in my lower abdomen rose, I frowned, pressed my abdomen, and was visited by my aunt during the period, and this time it was extra painful.

At this point, I don't want to trouble the maid to run up and down.

I took the elevator down to make a hot drink.

With a hot drink, I stood in the hall and looked at the upstairs room, the one in that direction was originally for me and Xiao Jinyu, but in the future, it might be Bai Lan and Xiao Jinyu's.

Suddenly, Bai Lan's figure appeared in the corridor upstairs.

Bai Lan staggered out of the bedroom where I had lived, wearing a suspender pajamas, holding a wine glass in her hand, and taking a sip into her mouth.

It was too far away for me to make out what she looked like, but I guessed she had drunk a lot.

"Xiao Jinyu, open the door."

“……”

"Xiao Jinyu, open the door!"

Bai Lan walked to Xiao Jinyu's bedroom, raised her hand and knocked on the door heavily, shouting loudly and drunkly, "You should know, how many years have I waited for you Bai Lan, I swore to get you when I was a teenager, and what is the result...... Hehe, but you ended up marrying someone else. ”

“……”

I clutched the cup and stood alone in the hall, watching a woman fall in love with the man I liked.

Such feelings are complicated.

"In order to keep up with you, I went to learn management that I hated, just so that one day I can stand by your side and help you in both career and life." Bai Lan's figure swayed, as if she would fall down at any time, and her voice was crying, "How much have I paid for you, how can you do this to me?"

“……”

I looked at the closed door, but Xiao Jinyu didn't open it.

This should ...... It is also a way for Bai Lan to cultivate feelings, and her methods are really chic.

"I, Bai Lan, it's not that no one wants it, I shouted, and some men pounced ......on me," Bai Lan cried and said loudly.

"Bang-"

The door suddenly opened.

Xiao Jinyu's figure appeared at the door, I couldn't see his face clearly, I only heard his angry voice coming, "Is that enough?!"

"Nope!" Bai Lan raised her head, drank all the wine in the cup, and then slammed the cup on the ground, "You don't know how I've been here for more than ten years, do you know, I almost committed suicide when I knew you were going to marry someone else?" I love you more than anyone else, I love everything about you, including your coldness, but you can't hurt me with this coldness all the time......"

As she spoke, Bai Lan obviously couldn't stand steadily, and the whole person fell into Xiao Jinyu's arms, putting her hands around Xiao Jinyu's neck and trying to kiss him.

In the next second, Xiao Jinyu dragged her directly into the bedroom and closed the door.

“……”

I stared blankly, somewhere in my body closed, cold, and I stood stubbornly in the hall waiting, staring at the closed door.

For a long time, it was not opened again.

"You don't want to kiss other women in the future, okay?"

"Why?"

"Because, I want you to ...... in the future Kiss me alone. ”

“……”

I remembered the conversation I had with Xiao Jinyu, and I remembered that Xiao Jinyu didn't promise me at that time, so he could kiss another woman without any scruples.

"Smack-"

The cup of hot drink fell from my hand and hit the ground with a heavy thud, but it made only a dull sound.

I reached out and grabbed the clothes in my heart, I was uncomfortable, I was not so uncomfortable when Bai Lan entered the villa and talked about Xiao Jinyu......

It turns out that the most unbearable thing for people is to see it with their own eyes.

It hurts.

In the past, An Huaixin hurt like this for Xiao Jincheng, but now I feel at ease and hurt like this for Xiao Jinyu......

I thought I was hiding on the 4th floor just to let Bai Lan understand that Xiao Jinyu didn't like her because of my relationship, she should figure it out, no matter how long she stayed here, Xiao Jinyu wouldn't like her.

However, it seems that I was wrong, I was too sure, I thought that I was advancing by retreating, but I didn't expect that there was no retreat.

If the heart has fallen, it is impossible to take it back, and now that I have retreated here, where else can I hide?

Since the heart can't be recovered, there is only ...... Lose.

I looked down at the ring on my hand, what karma, what fate, it was all fake,...... Everything is fake.

Taking off the ring, I raised my palm, and the ring slipped from my palm, and the diamond on it sparked as it fell.

Then, I turned around and walked towards the gate.

……

"Young lady, it's so late, where are you going?"

At the door, I met Xiao You and was directly stopped by him.

"I'm going to buy necessities." I looked at him, my voice a little hoarse, and added, "It's for women." ”

"Uh......" Xiao Xia was a little embarrassed, "It's better for me to arrange someone to buy it, it's too late now." ”

"No need, you can arrange a car to take me out."

I faintly refused.

I wanted to go out so much to breathe, Xiao Xia frowned but didn't refuse.

"Yes."

The car is driving on the highway in the early morning, even if it is noisy and lively like this city, there are no pedestrians on the road at this time, and the road is so empty that people feel scared.

I sat in the back seat, my head against the window, my eyes glazed over, my lower abdomen cramping, sweat oozing from my head.

The car stopped in front of the coffee shop where Brother Xi and I used to sit.

The café may have been renovated in a chic new style, with glass on the floor, allowing people to see the night view outside......

I walked in alone, ordered a cup of coffee and sat in the corner, a light blue candle lit on a small round table, the flame was tiny and didn't give much light.

I looked at the flames, but it was as if I saw the picture of Xiao Jinyu dragging Bai Lan into the bedroom......

The whole body hurts to the point of cramping.

"Ding-dong-"

The sound coming from the mobile phone is the sound of information.

I took out my phone, pressed the black diamond home button to check, it was someone who added me as a friend, I thought it was our writing group teacher, but I clicked on it and saw that it was a screen name called "Brocade Glory" plus me.