Chapter 120: The Beginning of Destiny, a Dream Within a Dream
She understood everything she had to say when she came back, and she knew that once she made her decision, she would never go back.
Once she regarded Xie Qi as the object of use, as long as she made Xie Qi emotional, she had the possibility of going back, but now that she knows everything, her retreat is gone, so why worry so much?
"Sir, Mr. Qu Yuan has helped me with many things, this is his only wish, if I am destined not to go back, then I will do my part to help him." Lu Xueyi said resignedly.
When he came back to look at the quiet and elegant girl in front of him, his body was a little hesitant.
"Sir, you agree to my proposal, let's find a way to cure Xie Qi's old disease, maybe this can change the layout of heaven and earth? and then blocked his own dead end, which is actually a way to live. Lu Xueyi continued.
returned and looked at Lu Xueyi with a surprised face, but she didn't expect her to be able to say such a profound philosophy.
"Since you've made up your mind, let's do it. Next, you have to listen to me, you will do whatever I tell you to do, in fact, Xie Qi's old urgency is not difficult to treat, it is just that he lacks your medicine guide. Returning said with a smile.
Xie Qi was lying bored in the room alone, he didn't know what kind of decision Lu Xueyi would make, in fact, he knew those things better than anyone else, this was the contradiction between Qu Yuan and Return, so he didn't know what to say for a while.
"Are you okay? If you're okay, you need to go out for a walk and soak up the sun. Lu Xueyi appeared in the room with a smile, looked at Xie Qi in front of him and said.
Xie Qi's old illness has been with him for many years, and he has long understood in his heart that if he wants to be cured, he will be cured long ago, so why wait until today.
But looking at Lu Xue in front of him with a smile, he could only nod obediently.
"Do you already know the whole thing, and even then you are willing to save me?" Xie Qi said in a bitter tone.
"Don't worry, I'm not a cold-blooded and ruthless person, if I can really save you, I will definitely not die without help." Lu Xueyi looked back at Xie Qi and said.
The two walked slowly in the small garden of the academy, talking from time to time, but the atmosphere seemed to be very harmonious.
Rong Yanqing appeared in the corner of the small garden, with a touch of loss in her eyes, looking at the pair of beautiful people talking to each other in front of her, her heart ached slightly.
He used to think that she liked Lu Xueyi more than anyone else, so she should be with Lu Xueyi, but now, he felt that there was something wrong with his idea.
Although Xie Qi never said that he liked Lu Xueyi, his actions showed everyone that Lu Xueyi was more important than anyone else.
The two walked slowly in the garden, and they didn't see Rong Yanqing appear at all.
Before I knew it, it was night, and Lu Xueyi helped Xie Qi back to the room.
Lu Xueyi was just about to leave to be deflated, so she grabbed her hand and asked her in a low voice: "Do you already know my identity, do you let them tell you first." ”
Lu Xue couldn't help but smile and said, "Yes, I know, everything includes your identity and those messy layouts." ”
Xie Qi immediately became nervous when he heard Lu Xueyi say this, for fear that she would be estranged from her because of her identity.
Seeing Xie Qi's rare nervousness, Lu Xueyi immediately felt funny, and continued to tease him: "And I also know that if I help you, you will never go back, for the sake of Mr. and Mr. Qu Yuan, I also persuaded me, let me think about it carefully." ”
When Xie Qi heard Lu Xueyi say this, he suddenly became nervous, and he didn't know what to do, so he could only look at Lu Xueyi helplessly with a pair of eyes.
"Lu Xueyi, if I say I like you, do you believe it?" A flush appeared on Xie Qi's somewhat pale face, and there was a hint of nervousness and expectation in his eyes when he looked at Lu Xueyi.
Lu Xueyi was stunned when he heard Xie Qi say this, he didn't know why he suddenly said this, and he didn't know how to react for a while.
"Can you please stop playing this joke on me all of a sudden, I'll take it seriously." Lu Xueyi deliberately joked about Xie Qi.
"Lu Xueyi, I'm not joking with you, I'll say again with a very serious attitude that I like you, can you stay for me." Xie Qi was so nervous that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.
Lu Xueyi looked at his appearance and burst out laughing.
"You're tired, hurry up and rest." Lu Xueyi smiled and pushed Xie Qi down on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and turned to leave.
The reason why Lu Xueyi reacted like this was because he didn't know what to do at all, and he didn't know how to face the discouragement, so he could only flee.
If Lu Xueyi was given another chance, he would still do it, because he didn't know what to do next, and how to not hurt Xie Qi.
Xie Qi lay on the bed alone and looked at the bed curtain quietly, Lu Xueyi's reaction just now made him slightly disappointed, he thought that Lu Xue would also respond to her happily, but she actually ran away.
Xie Qi thought about Lu Xueyi's reaction to himself in the past, and suddenly a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Maybe his feelings came in a hurry, but he was willing to spend more time waiting for Lu Xueyi's response.
Lu Xueyi returned to his residence alone, lying on the bed in a trance, he didn't know how to respond to Xie Qi.
In a daze, she seemed to be asleep, but she didn't seem to be asleep, and when she opened her eyes, she was stunned to find that she had actually returned to modern times.
She slammed into her bed to see if it was a dream or reality.
In the end, she couldn't help but pinched the stinging pain in her leg hard, telling her that she was really back to reality.
Looking at the portrait of her grandfather hanging on the wall in the house, Lu Xueyi felt that her dreams were true.
She slowly walked to the statue, looking at the grandfather in the portrait with the exact same smile as in the dream, and suddenly tears welled up in her eyes.
She thought about the scene of coming back in every way, but now that she is back, she is not happy, I don't know why she can always think of the past, the little by little changes in herself in ancient times.
In the past, what she was best at drawing was painting, so she had a lot of painting tools in her room.
Lu Xueyi slowly came to herself, opened the drawing board, took out a paintbrush and slowly painted, wanting to draw everything she had experienced in the past.
But she was suddenly stunned to find that she couldn't draw anything. Since she can't draw it, then she will write it, after all, she has another identity in real life, and that is the author.
She slowly turned on her own computer, and seeing the ending that had not yet been typed on it, Lu Xueyi's mood was extremely complicated.
She put her hands on the keyboard and began to click quickly, and lines of words appeared on the screen, an ending that had turned a thousand times in her heart, and finally appeared on the screen.
Lu Xueyi's eyes were a little blurry, and she raised her hand to wipe it, only to find that it was actually tears.
She told herself, don't you really want to go back to the modern age? Why are you so sad when you're back now?
If you were given another chance, would you come back?
Lu Xueyi found that after she asked this question, she couldn't get an answer.
She came back, but she regretted it again, how to explain such contradictory and complicated emotions?
What choice does she have to make in order to make her heart feel at ease.
The bits and pieces that happened in the past are like dreams in a weak life, they really happened.
Lu Xueyi's mind came to mind with Xie Qi's smiling eyebrows when he looked at him. And those who are good to her, and those who are bad to her.
She remembers it very clearly.
What should she do? She suddenly didn't want to go back to the modern age, she wanted to go back in time, to the place where someone cared about her.
If she can go back, whether she wants to come back or not, this contradictory mood entangles Lu Xueyi's heart and makes her unable to calm down.
The words that slowly emerge on the computer screen finally outline a perfect ending.
Lu Xueyi slowly stood up from the chair and looked at the unexpectedly familiar room.
Suddenly, the room became a little unfamiliar.
The proximity of modern things made her feel a little strange, and if she told her about it, others would laugh at her for being crazy.
Lu Xueyi slowly walked around the room, looking at one strange and familiar thing after another, she didn't reach out to touch it.
Because she was afraid that if she touched it, there would be any changes, and this kind of mood has been entangled in her heart, so that if she suffers from gains and losses.
Lu Xueyi's eyes blurred again when she looked at the thing in front of her, she stretched out her hand and wiped it vigorously, when did she become so sentimental.
Xie Qi's eyebrows and eyes appeared in her mind again, and Lu Xueyi patted her head fiercely.
It was all fake, it was her hallucination, it was the content of her novels, she couldn't remember those things, she couldn't let those false things mess with her real life.
But a voice whispered to her that it was true.
Lu Xueyi slowly squatted down and picked herself up, she wanted to close her eyes and wake up.
But as soon as her eyes were closed, Xie Qi's eyebrows resurfaced in her mind, this time clearer than any before.
The people of the Lu family, the friends she made and the people who cared about her, one after another, clearly surfaced in her mind.
Yu Guang glanced at the jade pendant on the bedside table, which was given to her by the queen, and the picture in her mind became clearer and clearer.
Is everything in ancient times really her fantasy? So how should this jade pendant be explained? Lu Xueyi's mind was a little messy, and for a while, it was filled with too many things. She lay in bed and wanted to get a good night's sleep.
At night, there is some tranquility, and the jade pendant on the bedside table seems to be shining, as if it is telling something. Lu Xueyi on the bed slept quietly and peacefully.
Everything, as if it had never happened, returns to the starting point of the original destiny.
And then the cycle repeats.....