My name is Yin Siyao.

From the moment I can remember, I seem to have been saddled with a less glamorous identity: an illegitimate child.

From the moment I became sensible, I knew that I couldn't let anyone read my mind.

Because those people, who are good to me, have other purposes.

Among these people is my mother, Ma Yan.

Yes, I can't even trust my mother.

When I knew that I had a half-sister, I understood that for my mother, children were just tools, tools for money.

Because of my existence, my mother gets a large sum of money every year.

With this money, we live very chic and comfortable in this small county.

However, she was not satisfied, and brainwashed me in my ears again and again, forcing me to go back and recognize my ancestors.

Recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors?

Hehe, it's okay, anyway, after so many years, I'm tired of staying in this small county.

It's better to go back and see what kind of place that Yin family is!

Of course, before I go back, I have to make a good disguise for myself: a gentleman.

Only when you become like this will you reassure the people over there.

Only when you don't do your job properly will the other party believe that you are a person who is easy to control.

Acting?

Actually, it's not that difficult.

What's more, for so many years, my mother has always cultivated me as a gentleman.

If it weren't for the fact that I read a lot of books and cultivated a three-view for myself, I'm afraid that I would really be a fool.

In fact, there is really no shortage of people around me, and I don't even need to study specially, just imitating the behavior of those around me is enough.

So, I deceived everyone very well.

Including the mother who never cared about herself.

The opportunity has finally arrived.

The sister-in-law of the Yin family actually took the initiative to take him back to the Yin family!

God help me!

When I go back this time, I must have a good look at the Yin family that exists like a legendary empire, and see what my eldest brother looks like!

Just returned to the Yin family, and I entered the Grand View Garden like Grandma Liu, and I was really at a loss.

I always feel that everyone is looking at me with ridicule and despise myself.

I can only make myself look more slender, and I can use it to disguise my weakness and panic.

However, there was a pair of eyes in the crowd, which were so kind and clear.

She didn't look at herself with contempt like everyone else.

Nor do you doubt yourself without any impurities of contempt.

But when I met her eyes, I was inexplicably a little flustered.

Subconsciously, respond to the other party with a vicious attitude.

However, immediately afterward, he regretted it.

Finally, there is a person who is not hostile to him, why should he treat her like this?

After all, she's still pregnant.

A woman named Ran Xiwei appeared beside me, she seemed to understand a man's mind very well, and took the initiative to approach me.

I know that she approached me for a purpose.

But so what?

I just need a woman to show my affection.

Even if I don't have this Ran Xiwei, I still need other women to help me play this scene.

Sure enough, Ran Xiwei took advantage of me and spent all the money in my hand.

But I don't care.

Because even if Ran Xiwei hadn't spent my money, my biological mother Ma Yan would have lost all my family property.

Especially when I knew that all this money had finally fallen into Gu Xixi's account, I was inexplicably happy.

It seems that this money is an apology I made for the bad words I used to say to her.

Well, it must be like that.

I tried my best to maintain the image of a gentleman, but I didn't expect that the person who broke this image was not someone from the outside, but my sister Ma Yingying.

Yingying's appearance finally ruined my image completely.

Because, I can't let my sister follow suit.

So, I began to make overtures to my eldest brother.

Yes, I also admit that I am no match for Big Brother.

No, I don't even qualify as an opponent.

The eldest brother is really a god-like existence, a high emperor, and an unrivaled momentum.

Actually, I envy my eldest brother very much.

I envy him as the sister-in-law of the Yin family, and I am just a concubine.

In fact, what I envy the most is that he has such a good wife.

It was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen!

So kind, innocent, determined, intelligent...... It's as if all the beautiful words in the world are added to her, and there won't be too many.

She is like a goddess, something to look up to.

The goddess saved Yingying, and the moment she knew about it, her feelings were really complicated.

Originally, I didn't hate her, but now, it seems that I like her a little.

The more she appeared in front of her, the more she seemed to care about her.

I know that this is not okay, she is my sister-in-law, and I must not have other thoughts about her.

However, the human heart is the most difficult thing to control.

Day by day, I sank into her smile.

Just when she decided to clean up her mood and face up to this wonderful relationship, she was murdered and calculated.

The whole family was present on the day she gave birth.

Listening to her life and death with her eldest brother, listening to her tearful farewell.

His heart seems to be ruthlessly torn apart by a hand.

Gu Xixi, Gu Xixi!

If you really forgot yourself, would you still remember me?

No, you probably won't remember me at all, will you?

After all, in your eyes, I am insignificant.

However, the thought of forgetting me makes it difficult to breathe.

Gu Xixi, you have to live, as long as you live, there will be a chance in the future.

If you die......

In this world, probably no one will read my heart anymore.

Gu Xixi, sister-in-law......

Please, survive!

The secret medicine of the Yun family is really domineering, you chose to give birth, the moment you gave birth to the child, all your memories were clear, and all of us became strangers.

Looking at your strange and detached eyes, my heart hurts dullly.

I know I don't have the right to feel sorry, but I really can't control my greed.

I just want to be alone and quietly enjoying this pain.

Even if no one shares it.

It's been three years, three whole years.

Big brother can still think about you openly, but I can only hide in a no-man's corner, silently recalling the bits and pieces I have gotten along with you.

Yes, I don't even dare to think about your past.

Only sneaky.

In the past three years, I have changed a lot.

I no longer need to pretend to be a gentleman, and I no longer need to deny myself for the sake of other people's eyes.

However, there are also things that have not changed in the past three years.

That is, a waiting heart.

Three years is too lonely.

It's really lonely.

Lonely, I couldn't help but find a girl who looked a little like you.

I raised her and did nothing.

When I just miss you, I go to her, and then through her eyebrows, I quietly think about where you will be and what you will do at this time.

This girl is very smart, she saw what I meant, but she didn't debunk it.

We are so tacitly aware of each other's needs and dependence.

Until one day, my family told me that you have returned to China!

I can't describe how I felt.

Cheer? Palpitating? Nervous? Disturbed?

Maybe, maybe both, maybe neither.

All I know is that I'm really happy.

Because I can see you again!

But I dare not face you.

I'm afraid you'll say to me, "Who are you?" ”

I think that's what scares me the most.

Yes, I'm most afraid that you won't remember me!

I can only sneak a peek at you from a distance, and that's enough.

I saw you again, but I didn't expect it to be when my father showed up.

Everyone is struggling with anger, everyone is frantically expressing their feelings.

You're the only one who notices me.

Isn't it ridiculous?

Even though you lost your memory, you still instinctively saw through my heart.

Gu Xixi, you say, are we really fateful?

At that time, when you were saying those things to me, at the moment when I was crazy about confiding in you, you know? I really want to cry.

I really want to hug you and cry for a while.

Why, the world is so big, there are so many people, but you are the only one who understands me?

Xixi, thank you for your comfort, thank you for showing up.

Thank you for allowing me to find solace in my soul again.

Seeing you with my own eyes, changing day by day, and deepening my relationship with my eldest brother day by day, my feelings are really complicated and complicated.

Be happy for you and feel sorry for yourself.

After all, I still have extravagant hopes, don't I?

People, you really can't be greedy.

Heaven will have retribution.

I didn't expect that after you recovered your memory, Yingying would fall in love with Big Brother like crazy!

God, when I found out about this, I felt like my world was collapsing!

Why is this possible?

Why are you being so cruel to me?

I finally saw you again, why did my own sister come out and hurt you again?

No, you can't!

I will not allow it!

It's a pity that Yingying didn't listen to my advice at all and insisted on going her own way.

I'm sorry. I'm in trouble for you!

This sister, I am really disappointed, even more disappointed than my mother Ma Yan!

I really did my best to her.

So, when you said that you were going to do your duty as a sister-in-law and find a wife for me, I agreed without any hesitation.

As long as that person is liked by my sister-in-law, I like it.

So I went to find the girl I had raised, said goodbye to her, and settled the past grievances once and for all.

I want to happily marry the wife you have chosen for me.

But I didn't expect that my unconscious mother would get you into trouble again.

I'm sorry, really, I'm sorry!

You shouldn't have sent me that message.

Because, that was my last straw.

Once I grasp it, I can't let go of it for the rest of my life.

However, you still sent it, and I also grabbed this straw.

However, I have no regrets.

I'll take care of the rest of the time.

No matter what happens, until death.

It's just, what should I do?

It was as if I had lost the ability to love others.

I don't seem to be able to fall in love with Wei Ziyu anymore.

I'm sorry.

Here's what I'm going to say to you, another one, I'm sorry.