Chapter 83: All I Want Is Is a Home

Chen Tian had been listening carefully to Xia Yang's story, he didn't expect Xia Yang to come down to see Wang Jianguo in such a situation.

At that time, Xia Yang can be said to be the time when he needs to be recognized the most, and it is also the time when his mood is the most hit, if Wang Jianguo is good, then Xia Yang will be particularly easy to accept him, if it is not at that time, such a situation, maybe Xia Yang will not want to be with Wang Jianguo so much, all this is providence.

"I got off the train and saw him, and I could feel the surprise of what he saw, but I was tired and didn't think about it that much. He respected me very much, and didn't do anything to me because I was a single girl here, on the contrary, I felt that he was a little uncomfortable with me, and he was a little afraid of hurting me, which made me feel a lot more good about him. ”

"He's very enthusiastic, he's very smiling, he's very cheerful, and his enthusiasm attracts me, which makes my heart gradually soothe and make me less painful."

"But at that time, I only had a good impression of him, and I thought that others were good, but I couldn't believe it, because at that time I was seriously defensive about people, and I was afraid that I would see the wrong person again until that day."

Xia Yang said this, with a deep memory in his eyes.

"His friend invited us to dinner that day, he drank a lot, he was drunk, he was lying there, I was sitting next to him, he called my name one after another, he said something that had no logic, he said he didn't understand why God was so unfair, he didn't feel sorry for anyone, he just did what he had to do, caught the bad guys, why did he lose his job, he lost his lover, he lost his family."

"He said that he only wanted a home, a wife who could go with him to the white head, why couldn't he even get such a simple one? No matter how hard the work is, no matter how unsatisfactory it is, he can face it, no matter how troublesome the child is, no matter how hard it is, he will try his best to be a father, but he wants a home, a warm home. Why can't you get it? ”

When Xia Yang said this, she looked at Chen Tian, and there was an inexplicable meaning in her eyes.

"On the day of the founding of the People's Republic of China, he cried, like a child, it was not the first time I saw a man cry, I always felt that a man crying was a sign of cowardice, but that day he shook me very much, at that time I knew how much pressure and grievances men sometimes have to bear but could not tell. I also knew how happy and enthusiastic this man laughed and how bitter he was. ”

"That day, I sat on the sofa all night, I knew that I sympathized with this man, I felt sorry for this man, and I also knew that I should be in love with this man, I decided that I wanted to be with this man, to form a family together, a warm home, to face the wind and rain together, as long as he loves me, I will be good to him and take care of him for the rest of my life."

Xia Yang said very seriously and firmly.

"But have you ever thought about it, maybe you only sympathize with Brother Wang and family affection instead of love?"

Chen Tian finally knew why Xia Yang was with Wang Jianguo, but he had his doubts.

"You're right, at the beginning I only had sympathy, like, not love, plus at that time I wanted to get away from the original city, leave those people, and think of a place that no one knew. I'm tired of those lives and want to live a dull life, and it just so happens that Wang Jianguo also likes me and wants a home, so the needs of the two of us are the same. ”

Xia Yang nodded, she did not deny Chen Tian's statement.

"When I decided, Wang Jianguo was very happy, he took my hand and said that he would definitely be good to me. But at that time, all the people were against us, and we may all be willful and rebellious in our bones, and the more others don't let us be together, the more we have to be together. It is because of those oppositions that we have become more and more determined, and our feelings have become deeper and deeper, of course, he also retreated from Jianguo, but then he chose to be with me, and it is because of this that I have strengthened my heart to be with him. ”

"There was a time when we had a very difficult time, half of his salary of 1,000 yuan a month was spent on Wang Yu, and the remaining half was spent by the two of us, you can imagine that kind of life. He didn't let me go to work, he was afraid that I would be hurt again, and I really hadn't recovered during that time, and I didn't want to fight with people anymore, so I shrank up and learned to be a housewife, learn to be a stepmother, and take care of him and Wang Yu. ”

"But the more difficult the days, the more the fighting spirit of the two of us is stimulated, and the closer the hearts of the two of us become. No matter how hard the two of us lived, he never wronged me. He would walk along the riverside with me if he had nothing to do, and he would not hesitate to buy me whatever I wanted to eat, and he himself was reluctant to take a bite. I like to eat seafood, so he bought it for me and cooked it for me, and he didn't bring a bite to eat. He said that as long as I could eat well, he would be happy. In those days, in the bits and pieces of life, I fell in love with him, and I really fell in love. ”

Xia Yang had a faint smile on his face, his eyes were full of soft light, Chen Tian's heart ached, he knew that Xia Yang really loved Wang Jianguo, not just sympathy.

"You know what? We have been married for so many years, I haven't rummaged through his wallet, I haven't asked for money, I haven't checked his mobile phone, he's on a business trip, and I've never called him in the middle of the night to check his post. Maybe many people will think that this is because I don't care about him and don't love him. No, it's because of trust, I trust him, and I'm sure he won't betray our feelings. ”

Xia Yang said very sincerely, this is her inner words.

"I know."

Chen Tian nodded, he believed in Xia Yang, women are different from women, and women's ways of expressing their care are also different. His original girlfriend likes to check his mobile phone, for fear that he will have any contact with other women, and will ask him where he spends his money every day.

It's a kind of care, a kind of nervousness, a fear of betrayal, a fear of loss. But Xia Yang doesn't care like this, but trusts, yes, trusts, she completely trusts Wang Jianguo, so she won't do anything like that, which is also a kind of respect.

"It's not easy to build a family, but it's easy to destroy it, so I know Zhao Ting's purpose, I also know the difficulty of building a country, and I also know that some people will think that I look useless, but I can't divorce."

"It's easy to say divorce, just two words, how simple it is, it's easy to go through the formalities, you can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau. There is no one in this world who can't live without anyone, how many people who love each other can't be together, and how many people who love each other are separated, it's not bad for our pair. However, in the end, I really don't want to divorce, my original wish and Jianguo's original wish was to have a home, a place to live, a place to warm my heart, and I didn't want to lose it. ”

There was a slight mist in Xia Yang's eyes, which was also what she said in her heart, divorce is easy, just go through the formalities, but it is difficult to keep this home, she chose the difficult one.

Chen Tian didn't speak, he understood the purpose of Xia Yang coming to invite him to tea today, told him about her past with Wang Jianguo, and also told him that she was unwilling to divorce, she loved her husband and her home, which was a show of her heart, and she had no idea about herself.

It is false to say that he is not uncomfortable in his heart, but because Xia Yang made it clear, on the contrary, he likes Xia Yang even more, and it is said that his conditions are much better than Wang Jianguo, as long as Xia Yang divorces, as long as Xia Yang is willing, he will marry her, love her, take care of her, and give her a happier life. But Xia Yang has never had an affair with him, everything is very clear, and he does not use himself as a spare tire or a lifebuoy.

Such a woman, Wang Jianguo wants to give up her for Zhao Ting, Wang Jianguo, what do you think, do you have to regret it after you lose it?

"Why don't I talk to Brother Wang? I also know people in the hospital, otherwise I would have helped find someone to see Zhao Ting, and I wouldn't believe that she was really sick. ”

Chen Tian is also a decisive person, since Xia Yang has made it clear, then he will help Xia Yang, Xia Yang is unwilling to divorce, he helps Xia Yang to protect her home. Of course, if one day, if he can't keep it and Xia Yang is divorced, then no one can say anything if he pursues Xia Yang again.

"You and I can think that she is not sick, and we can see it clearly, and know that what she wants to do is a means, all because we are outsiders, and your brother Wang is not a fool, but he doesn't understand, because he is an insider, because he cares."

After Xia Yang finished speaking, he glanced at Chen Tian, Chen Tian instantly understood what Xia Yang meant, Wang Jianguo didn't understand this, but he couldn't afford to gamble if he cared.

Chen Tian was silent, he remembered that Xia Yang said that Zhao Ting committed suicide before, it must have been unsuccessful, otherwise Xia Yang would not have been able to drink tea with him here. So no matter whether Zhao Ting is sick or not, she can handle Wang Jianguo, if something really happens to Zhao Ting, Wang Yu will treat Wang Jianguo as an enemy, at that time Wang Jianguo is the sinner referred to by Qianfu, Xia Yang and Wang Xue will also live in public opinion.

Zhao Ting is fine this time, so what about next time? In case something really happens to someone else, who bears the responsibility?

Chen Tianyou Wang Jianguo thought of himself, to make a very simple analogy, he likes Xia Yang, if he wants to marry Xia Yang in the future, his parents do not agree, and his mother forces him to break off the relationship, what should he do?

Maybe he will turn against his family, take Xia Yang away, and wait until he has a child in the future, or after a long time, he will slowly ease the relationship with his family. Anyway, he won't leave Xia Yang, he will be very determined to be with Xia Yang, and no one can hinder him from being with Xia Yang. Come to think of it, Xia Yang and Wang Jianguo were also together with such courage and determination.

But what if the is forced to die? Even if he knew that his mother was pretending, could he not care? Can you just watch it? Even if his mother scares him, what if? What if something happens to my mom? In addition to self-blame, I'm afraid there will also be resentment, right? Is it possible for him and Xia Yang to be together? Will there still be happiness?

Although Wang Jianguo is in a different situation from him, Zhao Ting is Wang Jianguo's ex-wife, they have also sworn by the mountains and seas, and they have also loved and been happy, and they also use a boudoir queen jade, Wang Jianguo is the kind of kind person, he can't ignore Zhao Ting, plus he knows that Xia Yang is here, Xia Yang She will not do stupid things, so Wang Jianguo may choose to separate from Xia Yang.

After figuring out this, Chen Tian not only sighed, but all he could force was close to him, and the people he cared about, if he was a stranger, he couldn't force him, Zhao Ting also calculated this, so he was like this, but Wang Jianguo couldn't do anything about her.

And Xia Yang, although she sees it very clearly and knows all this, she has no way to resolve it, because she can't bear to persecute Wang Jianguo, and she is even more afraid that if something happens, Wang Jianguo will blame herself and will not be able to get out of the pain. Therefore, Xia Yang can only give Wang Jianguo the right to choose, but this is unfair to Xia Yang.

Chen Tian wanted to say to Xia Yang that she didn't have to work so hard, she didn't have to be so tired, she could have other choices, but he couldn't say it, because this was what Xia Yang was willing to do, because what Xia Yang wanted was a home, a home for her and Wang Jianguo, not a home given to her by others.

"What are you going to do? I think it's like this, she won't let go over there, she did it for the first time, and there must be a backhand, as long as Brother Wang doesn't divorce you for a day, she won't stop. ”

Chen Tian asked Xia Yang how much he hoped he could help Xia Yang, but he knew that he could accompany him at most, and he couldn't help him.

"Xiaoxue will take the exam in two days, and there will be a holiday after the exam."

Xia Yang said as she turned the teacup in front of her.

Chen Tian looked at Xia Yang puzzled, he asked her what to do, but she said that Wang Xue should take the exam, what do you mean?

"After Xiaoxue's exam, I'm going to buy a ticket to Hainan, if our family of three goes, first, Jianguo can't ask for leave, and second, Zhao Ting won't let Wang Jianguo go, she will definitely follow, if she goes, the situation at that time is still the same as now, so I can only go with Xiaoxue."

Xia Yang said her plan.

"You mean to avoid Zhao Ting?"

Chen Tian frowned, but he could hide for a while, but not for a lifetime.

"I want to go with Xiaoxue for more than a month, and I can be cleaner over there, and after separation, we can all calm down and think about it. Furthermore, I want to give Jianguo time, whether he takes care of Zhao Ting during this time, or whatever, he gets along with Zhao Ting, I hope he can see something. ”

Xia Yang didn't hide her thoughts, and she said it to Chen Tian.

Chen Tian understood that Xia Yang gave Wang Jianguo time and let Wang Jianguo get along with Zhao Ting, she hoped that Wang Jianguo would discover the truth by himself. If Zhao Ting is not sick, she will not be able to pretend all the time, she will always show her stuffing, as soon as she shows her stuffing, Zhao Ting will take care of it, and what she will do at that time, Wang Jianguo will never trust her. If Zhao Ting is pretending, then even if Zhao Ting says anything, outsiders will not trust her.

Xia Yang and Wang Xue leaving here can not only get clean, but also make Zhao Ting think that Xia Yang has no choice, he is dragging and refusing to divorce, he will be complacent, and he will be paralyzed, only in this way will Zhao Ting be careless and show his feet. And once Wang Jianguo finds out something, he will be disappointed in Zhao Ting, so there is no need for Xia Yang to force Zhao Ting to do an examination. Calm down, and let Wang Jianguo understand what he wants.

"Okay, is there anything I can help with?"

Chen Tian felt that Xia Yang's approach was good.