Chapter 231: The hut is full of foam.
Misunderstanding his change of heart, how could I believe Liancheng's words indiscriminately, and finally accept Yeluhuan's love.
"If it weren't for that lie from Jeruzy, I would never have been so firm in my conviction to leave you. You've taken advantage of me time and time again, and I can find reasons to convince myself to forgive you, but Musk is the only one...... You know, I want to have a child between us, but you deprive me of my right to be a mother. When I learned that I was pregnant, that there was no musk in my body at all, all my plans were disrupted. I shuddered in my voice and let tears flow out of his clothes, "It turns out that the stupidest person is me...... For the first time, I hated myself so much. ”
I felt that Xiao Jincheng's body was also trembling slightly, but his hands were comforting me and patting my back, "I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, so I can't let you trust me enough." ”
Finally, we didn't say anything more to each other, just hugged each other quietly.
At that moment, I was conflicted and complicated, and I vaguely wanted to be with him forever, but my reason and conscience told me that I couldn't...... It's not fair to Huan, it's not fair to children.
So, I will enjoy these seven days and leave with the happiest memories here.
Finally, I calmed the dark tide in my heart, gently broke free from his embrace, and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "This hut has not been cleaned for so long, and there is a lot of dust...... If we're going to be here for seven days, we should take care of it. ”
Say do it, the two of us - one person fetchs water, - one person cleans. This seemingly small hut is quite laborious to clean.
It wasn't until the stars twinkled in the sky that we finished cleaning the hut in sweat.
In just two days, we got along very harmoniously, like a husband and wife with eyebrows on the case.
Although these four words are not suitable to describe us now, I still want to use these four words.
In the past two days, I have been unusually flat and relaxed with him, unlike when I was with him, I couldn't see through or guess what he was thinking.
The repression is also swept away, and it is replaced by comfort and comfort.
In the past two days, except for the servants who delivered meals from the other side every day, no one dared to disturb them at other times, not even a single guard with him, as if it was really just me and him.
We talked as if there were a lot of endless words, and he also asked the doubts in his heart about why I opened Jinyun Tower in the first place!
Listening to my whimsy, he kept smiling, his eyes shining brightly......
On this day, as soon as we finished eating, we sat side by side on the bamboo steps in front of the house, looking up at the dark night sky, only to find that there was no bright moon and no stars. It was as if a storm was about to come, and there was something stuffy in the air. From time to time, there were mosquitoes flying around in my ears buzzing, and Xiao Jincheng's slap never stopped all night, helping me fight the mosquitoes around me again and again.
I laughed at his actions and teased, "Fight mosquitoes." I'm sure you've never done anything like this in your life, right? ”
He still kept moving in his hands, "I've done it too, how can I not do it on the march and fight!" It's just that ...... "doesn't fight like this, but there will be someone in charge, and he doesn't have to worry about it."
"That's good, it's civilian." It's like a sigh, it's like a statement, and there is no dissatisfaction.
Seeing him feel so emotional, I couldn't help asking, "Do you feel bitter?" ”
"Bitter." He finally stopped what he was doing and replied to me very seriously, "However, this suffering has made me understand that happiness can be obtained so easily." ”
"Yes, sometimes happiness only needs you – reach out and grab it, bend down and pick it up. But there are those who are reluctant to stretch out – reach out, bend over. I withdrew my gaze from him and looked up at the night sky.
But he stretched out his hand and pushed my head back to him, and met his tender gaze, and I suddenly felt the urge to escape, afraid to fall into his tenderness again.
But just as I was about to run away, his hot lips were already covered, and I threw my head back, and he reached out to fix the back of my head, and the wet lips kissed back and forth and went deep and deep.
Under his domineering but gentle kiss, I gradually lost myself and kept responding to his kiss. His hands gradually climbed up his neck, and this little response made him kiss deeper, as if he was about to take all my breath away......
As his hand slowly unbuttoned my plain clothes, a nauseous sensation rushed up my throat, and I immediately pushed him away, turning my face to the other side and retching.
He immediately ran down my back, slightly soothing the discomfort caused by the joy. With my back to him, I could still hear his unrelieved gasps, which reminded me of the scene just now. If it weren't for the fact that I pushed him away, I think...... That would be a situation out of control.
It wasn't until I had slowly eased the symptoms of vomiting that he asked worriedly, "Are you better?" ”
I didn't look at him, and immediately got up from the bamboo steps and walked into the house, but he took my hand at the moment I left, "Xin'er, I will treat this child as our child, you believe me." ”
I slowly closed my eyes, countless faces flashed in my mind, and he said: I believe in you, I will wait for you to come back.
As soon as I thought of this, my heart stopped struggling, opened my eyes, and said very calmly, "But I can't." ”
Without looking at his expression at the moment, he broke free of his hand and entered the hut instead, leaving him alone and sitting on the bamboo steps. The summer insects cried, as if they were sad at the moment.
The next day, before dawn I got up, because I smelled the smell of jasmine, and I suddenly thought of the plum blossom brew that the crescent moon had brewed for me, and maybe I could collect some dew to make it step by step.
I think, try to make a cup for Xiao Jincheng, it seems that I have never soaked it without him.
I opened the wooden door, and at a glance, Xiao Jincheng was holding his knees with his hands in front of the bamboo steps, his head buried deep between his knees, and his eyes were closed.
Didn't he go into the house all night? I immediately stepped forward and squatted down to shake him awake, "Xiao Jincheng, wake up." ”
He slowly raised his head and opened his wistful eyes, his gaze confused and unintersecting, like a ...... Child.
"What's wrong?" He didn't seem to realize what was going on at the moment, and sank into his own thoughts.
Seeing that there were faint bloodshots in his eyes, I hurriedly said, "You slept here all night?" Do you want to go in and catch up on your sleep? ”
"No need." His originally confused gaze gradually eased, and it was vaguely the usual sharp and deep blazing eyes.
I'm a little disappointed, I'm always only a moment of innocence, and I'm a terrifying emperor when I wake up.
"Why are you sleeping outside?"
"I thought about something, and before I knew it, I fell asleep."
"The slave greets the emperor." Gonggong Li didn't know when he had led two minions to us, and he respectfully saluted Xiao Jincheng, "The minions have brought you these two excellent plum seeds according to the emperor's instructions."
"Let it go. You can step down. Xiao Jincheng straightened his clothes and got up from the bamboo steps and looked at them indifferently.
Gonggong Li motioned to the two minions behind him to put Mei down with his eyes, and he said respectfully, "Your Majesty, you have not been to the early court for four days, and the ministers of the court have begun to talk about it......
"I don't think that if I don't go to the early court for four days, it will cause chaos in the construction of the court, and besides, I have already arranged the affairs of the court and the central government, if you don't know, you can find Prime Minister Su." Xiao Jincheng's voice was a little cold.
I looked at his well-defined side face, Prime Minister Su, Su Qiaoyun's father? Now that he is already a prime minister?
It seems that he should be the next to eradicate......
He is always very clever to analyze the people who are beneficial or harmful to him, and design to eradicate them step by step, so I don't have to worry about him at all!
"Your Majesty, Su Guiren has been clamoring to see you these days, saying that the eldest prince has been crying all day long." Gonggong Li continued.
"Just ask a royal doctor to look at him. Okay, step aside. Xiao Jincheng's eyes faintly flashed with impatience.
"Yes." Gonggong Li also saw his impatience, and he accepted it when he saw it, and retreated respectfully in small steps.
Looking at their distant figures, I clenched the porcelain vase in my hand tightly and asked, "Did Su Qiaoyun give birth to a great prince for you?" Then why don't you promote her......"
"As a spy sent by another country, it is uncommon for me to give her the status of a nobleman. She shouldn't have delusionally climbed to a high position again, and her child should be crowned king and prince. The words were all ruthless and indifferent, it turned out that he was nothing more than Su Qiaoyun.
Could it be that in his eyes, if a woman has no use value, he will kick it away?
From Chunrui to Mrs. Ya, from Yin Shijing to Su Qiaoyun, they are all the women he once loved, but when their value is no longer there, what will be the end? Which one is his real woman?
And I, I never thought I was special around him, because he used me and kicked me out.
I sensed that he didn't want to talk about it, so I didn't intend to continue the conversation, so I pointed to the two plum seeds lying quietly on the ground, "What are you doing with two plum seeds?" It's not going to be planted, is it? ”
His face softened at my question, "You're right." He walked towards the two plum seeds, picked them up, and said, "Go into the house and get a shovel and hoe, and follow me." ”
At his command, I ran into the house, took out my shovel and hoe, and followed him towards the vast grass.
We chose a piece of fertile land suitable for planting, and it took us half a day to plant the plums.
At this time, I was so tired that I couldn't straighten my waist, and I was tired and buried in the soft grass, and the summer morning breeze was blowing slowly, which was extremely cool. Now my body can't exercise too much at all, and I get tired easily. Maybe it's because the poison in my body hasn't been completely cleared, or maybe it's because I'm pregnant with a child in my womb.