Chapter Seventy-Five: Settle down

Walking along the road alone, he didn't know where he went, and he didn't know where to go, Fu Qing only knew that his heart hurt very much, like something being stripped from his body, tearing his heart out.

The weather was too cold, and her health was not good, and finally, she fainted on the side of the road, and before closing her eyes, she wondered if she was going to die, whether everything was about to be freed.

Rubbing her temples and slowly opening her eyes, she didn't die in the cold street, she really didn't know who it was, and she wasn't afraid that it was touching porcelain, and took her to the hospital.

She had a splitting headache, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, sat up slowly, she wanted to leave the hospital, she didn't want to be alone in the hospital, she was afraid of the hospital, where life and death were staged every day, and unfortunately, she had just experienced the pain of losing her father.

The shoes were already on, the hospital gown was like a sack, put on her petite body, she looked even weaker, just wanted to leave, the door opened from the outside, she looked up, and saw Han Shu's familiar face, her heart was sour, and her emotions became excited, every time she met Han Shu, it was her most embarrassed time.

"The doctor said you need to rest more, lie back, don't toss, the child is almost not saved." When Fu Qing heard this, his heart trembled, and his brain went blank, what? He said kids? Could it be that my worries have really come true, and I am really afraid of something.

"Say it again, what kid?" She grabbed his arm and stared straight into his eyes, waiting for his answer.

Han Shu helped her lie down, "You are pregnant, it has been a month, and the doctor said that you can't let you do it anymore, otherwise the child is very dangerous." ”

Fu Qing's tears fell, how should this be good, he just received the divorce certificate, and he found out that he was pregnant, and it was really not the time.

"Don't cry, you have to pay attention to your body, do you need me to help you contact Cheng Shao?" Han Shu knew in his heart that this child must be Cheng Xiangnan.

Fu Qing shook his head and grabbed his hand, "Don't, don't tell him, we just divorced at noon." ”

Han Shu didn't expect things to turn out like this, the relationship between them was obviously very good, why did they divorce suddenly? Now is not the time to think about this, what should Fu Qing do?

"Have you figured out what to do?" He opened his mouth and asked, somehow, every time he saw Fu Qing sad and sad, he felt astringent and indescribable in his heart.

"I don't know, please help me keep it secret, no one can touch my child until I make a decision." She actually wants a child in her heart, after all, this is their fate, to be each other's family in this life, she can't make up her mind to get rid of him, although Cheng Xiangnan doesn't want them anymore, but she still wants to give birth to this child alone.

"Han Shu, help me book a ticket to Cloud City, book it now, book the earliest flight, I want to go home immediately, I want to be quiet." She is actually afraid that someone will be unfavorable to the child, and she is even more afraid that Cheng Xiangnan will come to entangle her after knowing about it, after all, their family needs a child very much, and she wants to go home immediately.

"Listen to me, don't worry, discuss it with your parents first."

Fu Qing waited for a while, and said slowly: "My mother will never allow me to give birth to this child." ”

In Han Shu's shock and incomprehension, Fu Qing told him everything one by one, she needed to complain and vent, otherwise she would really be suffocated.

"Since your mother won't agree to give birth to this child, and you can't go back to the Cheng family, then you can do it with me, the company's recent performance is not bad, I need a professional designer like you, work freely, as long as you deliver regularly, the salary is the same as you used to, what do you think?" Seeing Han Shu's sincere invitation, Fu Qing was a little shaken, she is not advancing or retreating now, she doesn't know where to go, as long as there is a place willing to take her in, she should be grateful.

"You wait for me to think about it, I don't know how to convince my mother, she doesn't agree with me to continue to stay in the imperial capital, and I promise her that I won't stay here anymore."

Han Shu nodded, "You can live first, I have already gone through the hospitalization procedures, don't worry." ”

Fu Qing remembered that he still had to go to see the children, how could he break his trust with the children, "No need, you send me to the orphanage in the north of the city." ”

She was not lightly frozen, sneezed all the time, and her nose was blocked, and it seemed that she was about to catch a cold, "It's really strange why I can meet you every time." Fu Qing smiled and said to Han Shu.

"Fate, okay, when I arrive, I won't go in, I still have something to do when I go back to the company." The car stopped at the entrance of the orphanage, Fu Qing supported his heavy body and staggered out of the car, "Thank you, I'll notify you when I think about it." Han Shu watched her walk away, and then started the car and left.

Ah Bao wanted to run over and hug her, but Fu Qing pushed him aside, "My sister has a cold, but I don't want to infect Ah Bao, you stand aside obediently, and when I get better, I'll hug you again, okay?" ”

Ah Bao nodded cutely, "Will my sister stay with us for a long time?" ”

She nodded suspiciously, subconsciously, she was still reluctant to leave the imperial capital, and she had too many memories.

At night, she lay in bed, far away from the children, it is better to pay attention to the high incidence of influenza, listening to the children's well-proportioned breathing, she put her hand on her lower abdomen, thinking that there is also a little life in it that is slowly growing, the corners of her mouth smiled unconsciously, she thought: "Will it be the same as Cheng Xiangnan in the future, with a bad temper and narcissistic ......?"

I don't know why I suddenly thought of this, I was a little sad, tears were in my eyes, I wiped a handful of tears, she smiled, everything will be fine, and I can raise my own children.

After a night of tossing and turning, after a fierce ideological struggle, she finally made a decision to give birth to this child by herself, the child has nothing to do with Cheng Xiangnan, he is innocent.

I tried to call my mother, but no one answered, and I called several times in a row, and finally connected, she stammered, and didn't know how to speak, so I'm sorry for my mother, but I will also become a mother, and I hope my mother can empathize.

"Mom, I'...... I think...... I want to stay in the imperial capital. ”

"Are you soft-hearted again, are you reluctant to Cheng Xiangnan, or are you reluctant to live as your young grandmother?"

Hearing her mother sarcastically mocking herself like this, she couldn't explain it, so she had to tell it all, "Mom, I'm pregnant, but Cheng Xiangnan and I are divorced, I want to stay here, give birth to a child by myself, seek justice for my father, and make An Han pay the price." Her hands were clenched tightly, her fingers were white, and she didn't know how hard she had used.

Wang Yanhong almost didn't faint when she heard her say this, it was really a wave of unsettled waves, and a divorced woman with a child would be how she would live in the future.

"You come back quickly, I'll take you to have an abortion, you can't let this matter mess around."

The attitude of the mother and daughter was very resolute and did not regress at all, Fu Qing put down her attitude and began to beg Wang Yanhong, "Mom, I beg you, let me give birth to a child, he is innocent, I can't bear to hurt him, you are also a mother, can't you understand me?" ”

Wang Yanhong sighed, "Whatever you want, but if you can't stay in the imperial capital, don't forget that you still have a home in Cloud City." ”

Fu Qing cried and hung up the phone, she will always owe her family and can't pay it off, this family affection is what she cares about the most now.

Fu Qing called Han Shu, "I decided to stay, but I don't have a place to live, I hope I can help solve the accommodation problem, in addition, I usually don't go to the company, I stay at home and draw the manuscript by myself, and hand it over to you directly." ”

After listening to this, Han Shu readily agreed, "I promise you, but I can't solve the accommodation problem, if you don't dislike it, move to Fengzhu Community, and we can live together." ”

Fu Qing didn't want to go there again, there were too many memories of her and Cheng Xiangnan, but she really didn't have a place to live, she couldn't stay in the orphanage all the time, Song Maru was married now, and she couldn't live in the Gu family all the time, so after weighing it, she reluctantly agreed.

Fu Qing wants to stay in the room from now on, stay at home, occasionally draw sketches, and stay in the house the rest of the time, unless there is something important, otherwise she will not go out.

After moving over, the two still get along well, Fu Qing cooks and waits for Han Shu to get off work, and makes him breakfast in the morning, like a loving couple, but they all know in their hearts that they are not suitable, if they could live with Han Shu before, Fu Qing should wake up with a smile in his dreams, but time has passed, and now her heart is not in him, and he also understands that they regard each other as best friends.

The days are comfortable, Fu Qing is mellow unconsciously, such a peaceful life is really in line with a Buddhist woman like her.

In the evening, Han Shu came back, changed his shoes at the entrance, and ran to Fu Qing in a hurry, shaking the order in front of her, "Qingqing, you are really amazing, our company has recently received several large orders, and the partners are all here for your design, do you really plan to nest at home for a lifetime?" ”

Fu Qing smiled, "Let's wait for the child to be born, I also want to study abroad when I have the opportunity, after all, this is my dream." "Love is gone, my father is gone, but life has to go on, and dreams can't be given up.

"Well, I believe in you, when the company develops, I will sponsor you to study, but don't forget me when you come back, we will always be the best partner."

The two talked and laughed, full of hope for the future, Fu Qing took off his apron and began to fiddle with the dishes and chopsticks, Han Shu was tired for a day, she should relax when she went home, she arranged everything every day, Han Shu mistakenly thought that he had an extra virtuous helper in his family, after so long getting along, his feelings for Fu Qing had some subtle changes.

"Qingqing, I've been holding back some words for a long time, I want to talk to you, can you give me a chance to be the father of the child, I really don't care about anything, as long as I come back every day, there is you at home, and there is food on the table, I am very satisfied." Han Shu's sudden confession overwhelmed Fu Qing, he is a good man, how can his current situation ruin him? Besides, the heart is not with him, how can they be together.

"Don't be kidding, it's good to let you be a godfather, think about it day by day, it's better to run your company well and take me to make a fortune." Fu Qing believed that he should understand such a tactful refusal, yes, he understood, and after scratching his head in embarrassment, he said embarrassedly: "I'm joking, eating, it's cold for a while." ”

Some feelings, once missed, are no more, there is a time limit for liking, but love is forever, Fu Qing likes Han Shu when he is young, and he loves Cheng Xiangnan.