Chapter 43: The World Is Not Worth It
Le Shanshan stared at him closely, her face pale into the paper, and her lips trembled violently.
After a long time, he asked, "What do you mean by these words?" What do my parents owe him Qu Junpeng, let him take such great pains to take revenge on me and force my parents to death. ”
Lin Zi'an looked at her bloodless face and sighed.
Originally, he and his brother hoped that Qu Junpeng would make it clear to her by himself, but Qu Junpeng did not say all this after all.
"Do you remember your father's work that established him as the father of the famous dance? If I'm not mistaken, it was a feminine swan dance, and although he didn't set off the softness of the dance steps, he made him famous. Lin Zi'an sighed helplessly, staring at Le Shanshan's crumbling body.
There are some things that he really can't bear to tell Le Shanshan, because it is cruel for her to know the truth or not.
Le Shanshan bit her lip tightly: "What the hell do you want to say!" ”
She interrupted Lin Zi'an coldly, her eyes blood-red: "Do you want to say that the dance is not my father's original!" He plagiarized someone else's in order to be famous. ”
Le Shanshan's hand patted the wheelchair angrily, gritted her teeth and said: "I believe in my father's character, he said that he should be above board." He would never do such a thing. My father's talent and attainments in dance didn't have to be plagiarized from other people's choreography. Lin Zi'an, you dare to slander my father by one word. ”
She yelled angrily at Lin Zi'an.
Before, she had forgotten everything, she couldn't stop others from judging her father, but she remembered everything, and she knew very well what kind of person her father really was.
Her father disdained to do plagiarism and plagiarism, and he wouldn't do it.
She will never forget that she stole it home because she liked her classmate's hairband, and her father took her to apologize overnight and return the hairband to others. That night, my father, who never shed tears, burst into tears for the first time, and he said that Dad doesn't require you to be excellent, but you must have the character that you should have. Our musicians are upright and upright, and they stand up straight.
"Lin Zi'an, my father won't, absolutely not!" Le Shanshan emphasized again.
Lin Zi'an saw her like this, and he didn't know how to continue.
He squatted down and said to Le Shanshan: "Shanshan, if you want to know about the shooting you were shot five years ago, go to the hospital." Qu Junpeng does owe you a lot, and he does do a lot wrong, but he also does a lot of things you don't know. Isn't it worth figuring out all the things he's done for you? ”
Lin Zi'an said, turning around and leaving.
Le Shanshan looked at the place where Qu Junpeng had just stood, and she seemed to see Qu Junpeng again in a trance.
She muttered to the other side in a distracted voice: "Qu Junpeng, shouldn't everything in the past have passed?" Why can't I get by? ”
……
This night, Le Shanshan dreamed of Qu Junpeng.
Her wishful thinking about Qu Junpeng five years ago, the stupid things she had done to marry Qu Junpeng, and the things Qu Junpeng had done for her five years later.
In the dream, when she was about to undergo surgery on the operating table, Lin Yiheng asked her: Even if the operation is successful, there will be rejection, and some of the consciousnesses, habits and preferences of the person who donates the heart will affect you. And do you really want to forget everything yourself?
She closed her eyes and said: The world is not worth it!
And the memory of her kidnapping.
The fog that day was very big, and viciously grabbed her and Yin Yihan. Because of what she had experienced before, she was already dead and had no intention of living.
But when the gangster said to her: I really want to see who Qu Junpeng will choose between these two women.
She didn't listen to Qu Junpeng in person, but she saw Qu Junpeng pointing at Yin Yihan, and then she saw the gangster's snatch aimed at her chest.
The moment the bullet penetrated her heart, her heart was finally completely dead, and the moment she closed her eyes, she hoped that she would not meet Qu Junpeng again in the next life.
When she woke up, her heart ached for a while, and she was holding her hands on her chest and breathing hard.
The place of surgery is also the place where she once engraved Qu Junpeng's name.
That was when she loved Qu Junpeng the most, the obsession of love, the madness of love. She remembered that it was Qu Junpeng who asked him, how do you prove that you really love me?
She immediately tattooed a Qu Junpeng's English name on her chest, she proudly pointed to her chest, and put Qu Junpeng's hand in that place: Qu Junpeng, this is the closest place to centrifuge, if the tattoo artist pushes a little harder, your name can be engraved on my heart. I want to tell you that I have you in my heart.
It was that night that she completely became Qu Junpeng's woman, allowing him to torture herself without regrets, and even full of joy.
At that time, she thought that she had finally slowly walked into Qu Junpeng's heart, but she didn't think that this was the beginning of the pain.
……
Le Shanshan reached out and rubbed her eyes, and reached out to wipe the tears from her cheeks.
She called Lin Zi'an and asked Qu Junpeng's ward.
When he arrived at Qu Junpeng's ward, he was still in a coma.
Qu Junpeng lay quietly on the hospital bed, like a sleeping child, calm and harmless.
She sat in front of the hospital bed and looked at him, undressed from his chest, looked at the name on his chest, and at that moment she smiled, almost self-deprecatingly.
This name should have been tattooed after Qu Junpeng thought she was dead.
At that time, when she was alive, he was tortured during the day, but when he died, he showed such deep affection.
"Le Shanshan......" At the door, Lin Yiheng called her.
Le Shanshan turned her head to look at the door of the ward, and said to him calmly: "Are you going to tell me what happened back then?" ”
Lin Yiheng glanced at Qu Junpeng, who was always unconscious on the hospital bed.
He is a doctor, and he knows very well that the reason why Qu Junpeng did not wake up is not that he is so poor that he can't wake up, but that he has no longer live, the same as five years ago.
"Believe it or not, the truth is that your father plagiarized the choreography of Jun Peng's mother, who was friends with your father at the time, and after choreographing the dance, she first came to your father. But your father shamelessly plagiarized, took this dance for himself, performed it first, and even claimed that it was his own creation. And Junpeng's mother didn't take long to perform this paragraph, and she also claimed to be original. Later, your father won. Junpeng's mother has never been able to stand on the stage since then because of plagiarism, and she has completely lost her qualification to perform. ”
Lin Yiheng didn't look at Le Shanshan, but slowly walked to the window and said to himself.
A year later, Junpeng was born, and three months later, his mother committed suicide. Junpeng lost his mother before he even knew what he looked like. ”
Le Shanshan clenched her fists and stared at her feet.
"Maybe it's a coincidence, at a show, he saw you, saw you coquettish with your father, saw you put your arms around your mother's neck and said you wanted a birthday present. I think it was that moment that spurred him. Your encounter with him was originally arranged by him. But he probably didn't expect you to fall in love with him at first sight, let alone chase him so madly after you fell in love with him. In fact, even if there is no Yihan, your ending is the same. Because Junpeng just wanted you to experience the pain of life being worse than death at that time. ”
When Lin Yiheng said this, he turned around and glanced at the unconscious man on the hospital bed: "But Junpeng calculated everything, but he didn't calculate that he really fell in love with you." Later, when he agreed to marry you, he was already in love with you. On the day of the wedding, Junpeng didn't deliberately not show up, when he found out that he had fallen in love with you, he really wanted to marry you at that time, and really wanted to be with you well, but in the end, he made a mistake. On that day, it was Yihan who knocked Junpeng unconscious and made him miss the wedding. Maybe Junpeng can't forgive your parents, but he can't control his heart, so he chooses to deceive himself. So proposing to Yihan, until you get married, it's just a scene, but I don't think Junpeng would ever think that you would commit suicide. Including later, you and Yihan were kidnapped at the same time, you were shot by accident, Junpeng didn't choose Yihan at that time, it was the gangster who wanted to shoot at you. After you were shot, Junpeng searched for the body in the fire for three days and three nights, and the burns on his back were left in the fire, knowing that you were dead, he was in a coma for three months before waking up, and after waking up, he always thought you were dead. Until I meet you again. ”
"Lin Yiheng, is it in your eyes that I should forgive him!"