5. The way you look disappears into the vast sea of people

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When I arrived at the hospital, the doctor saw that I was so badly injured and asked my father what was wrong. Dad was stumbling for a long time, and he couldn't say a few decent words. Seeing that I had been crying non-stop, the doctor immediately understood what was going on, and while pushing me into the emergency room, he also whispered to the nurse next to me to call the police.

After that, the doctor began to treat my wound, and I didn't feel any pain anymore, only that there was liquid on it, and it was cold. I fell asleep in a daze, and in a daze, I heard the kind doctor say to the policeman:

"I've been a doctor for so many years, and I've never seen a father who can beat his child so hard! And we have also checked, the child still has many scars from the past, and it seems that it has not been a day or two since he was beaten like this. You have to find a way to help her as soon as possible, otherwise even if you recover in the future, you will definitely leave a shadow in your heart. If there is anything you need me for, such as finding a relevant psychologist for later recovery, just say it. ”

"Got it, thank you, doctor."

As soon as the doctor walked on his front foot, I heard two more policemen sighing.

"Hey, this child is really unlucky to meet such a father."

"But ah, it's a real headache for this kid to bear sometimes. Didn't the adult also say that this kid was too naughty, and he stole the money he had worked so hard to save and spent it indiscriminately. It's just that this is too heavy, so let's educate him well. “

"Yes, a man with a child, a father and a mother, his temper will inevitably be a little violent, maybe he wants his son to be Jackie Chan. Do you think we still need to bring him back to the bureau? ”

"Well, let's take it back and make a simple record, otherwise we won't be able to say when the doctor asks."

Then, there was the footsteps of the two drifting apart.

I remembered that when my mother was beaten to the police by my father, the police came, and they only persuaded my father, at most two intimidations. As soon as they left, Dad beat Mom even harder.

The next day, I was discharged from the hospital.

It seems that my father found out that the doctor happened to be resting that day, so he took me home in a panic.

When he arrived at the rented home, he threw some medicine to me, put a few crumpled change on the table, and then disappeared without a trace.

I lay back on the bed by myself, thought about it, got up again, slowly walked to the little brother's room, and when I lay down again on the bed that was turned up by my father, I smelled the faint smell on the sheets, and cried and laughed for a while.

School was out for the holidays, but I still couldn't resist wanting to go there.

Every step I take, I have to be careful, because if the movement is a little bigger, my body will hurt as if it has been torn apart, but these are far from making me more painful to accept the fact that my little brother has left quietly.

He and everything about him disappeared in one night.

Except for me.

I always thought that just like the weight of his heart, I also had an irreplaceable place in his heart. However, the reality tells me in the quietest but cruelest way -

You're wrong.

I dragged my heavy body and walked blankly along the boulevard we used to pass. Naively fantasized that he would be able to appear again. Again, scratching my head, calling me softly, and then smiling warmly.

In a blur, I seemed to see him again.

A gentle breeze blew, and the floating leaves rustled.

The leaves of the plane trees on both sides of the school gate are slightly warm yellow.

The scorching sun at noon sprinkled the leaves in spots, and leaked out the slightest ray of light.

He stood in the dappled light and shadow, looking straight at me, with a small softness in his eyes.

I stared blankly, and the picture was as beautiful as a dream.

But as soon as I stretched out my hand, everything was empty.

"Little brother, how can you just leave like this? At least say goodbye to me! ”

I groaned helplessly in my heart, wishing he could hear.

However, there was nothing but the yellow leaves falling slowly.

Just as a fallen leaf seems to be flying but falling, his departure seems to be leaving, but it is abandonment.

**

In the days that followed, I felt like my whole body was hollowed out, and I fell asleep in a daze every day, occasionally waking up to drink some water, cook some porridge to eat, and then continue to fall asleep.

During this period, the landlord knocked on the door several times and asked where my father had gone, and it was time to pay the utilities and rent. Seeing that I looked weak and weak, it was not easy to embarrass me, and after scolding a few words angrily, I left helplessly.

After a few more days, there was a power outage in the house. I don't know if my dad didn't pay for the people and stopped, or if the whole area stopped. The house suddenly became dark, and I was a little scared. It took a long time to turn over half of the candle, and after lighting it, I still felt scared.

So he deceived himself and came to the room before the little brother. I always feel that there will be a little more safety and security there.

In the middle of the night, there was a noise at the gate, and I was immediately awakened and covered my head with a quilt.

Then came the sound of a bunch of keys unlocking the door. After a while, I smelled a pungent smell of alcohol.

It turned out that Dad was back.

At that moment, I was still glad that it was not another bad guy but my father.

But the next moment, when my father was drunk and stunned at the door for a while, and came to me with my aunt's name in his mouth, I suddenly felt that the person who came was actually my father, and that was really the most terrible thing in the world.

I thought he had drunk too much and mistaken me for an aunt, so he quickly stuck his head out of the quilt and called out to Dad.

After hearing this, he paused for a moment and continued to lean towards me.

My heart jumped in a panic all of a sudden, and I hurriedly picked up the candle on the side to illuminate my face, "Dad, it's me, I'm Chuchu." Your daughter's beginning! ”

However, the father at that moment was so strange that it was terrifying.

When he saw my face and heard me call him that, he didn't stop, but smiled weirdly, and then he threw himself at me, his hands beginning to run around me, and the tip of his nose was still faintly panting.

I was terrified in an instant, and I thought it was a thousand times more terrible than being punched and kicked by him.

I screamed, and my dad immediately came and covered my mouth. I was so anxious that tears were falling from my eyes, and I couldn't understand why my father had become a beast.

I closed my eyes in despair, ready to accept whatever fate had to offer me. But suddenly, a voice came out of his head:

Kill him!

Why be so cowardly! You can resist!

Kill him and you'll be free!

I snapped my eyes open and bit down hard into his jaw.

He let go of his hand in pain, gritted his teeth and scolded a stinky bitch, followed by three or two slaps thrown over. I was stunned in the head.

In the confusion, his hand grabbed something next to the bedtable and smashed it into his head without thinking.

The voice in my heart suddenly became louder:

Smash hard! Smash it hard! Let him dare to hit you again! Let him dare to do that disgusting thing again!

That's it, once, twice, three times......

Eventually, I could no longer hear my father's voice.

I saw dark red blood on the sheets, and the voice in my head suddenly disappeared.

The thing in my hand slammed to the ground, and my cold whole body was agitated, and then I stared blankly at my father, who was motionless.

A horror and horror that had never been felt before struck like a ghost.

I quickly struggled out of bed and jumped off, accidentally knocked over the candle on the cabinet, and the mosquito net was lit in an instant. In the blink of an eye, the sheets also burned.

I screamed, glanced at the bed in a panic, and turned to run to the kitchen to find a basin for water. By the time I staggered in with a basin of water, my dad had already gotten out of bed with a hideous face. When he saw me coming, he bared his teeth and pounced on me, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly threw the basin in my hand forward, and ran away without caring about anything.

Just rushed from the door of the house to the downstairs with bare feet in one breath, and then he was too busy to know what direction, and when he saw the road, he ran, and while running, tears smashed down big and big.

I knew that crying was the most useless thing, but at that moment, I didn't know what else I could do except run and cry like crazy.

I ran until my calf hurt hotly, and the soles of my feet seemed to be cut by something, a tingling pain, and then I looked behind me in a panic, and finally I had left that home far behind, and I slowly stopped.

I looked around, the unfamiliar environment, the horror of everything, I let out a cry of sorrow in my heart, but I didn't know where to go.

At that time, I was extremely sad and desperate, helpless and confused.

If there was an end to the world, I would have been there!

When I saw the public phone booth, I quickly ran over. Because I dialed 110 when my father called my mother before, I knew that it didn't cost money to call that.

But as soon as my hand touched the keyboard, the thought in my mind popped up unexpectedly again:

Don't call the police, just burn him! He almost beat you to death, and he wanted to violate you, what did that dad want to do?

It's better to die!

Just like that, I put down the microphone by magic. Mu Leng walked forward.

At that moment, I really felt that I was left with a skin bag all of a sudden, and there was nothing left in my heart, all hollowed out by something.

When the sky was slightly bright, I saw a place similar to a welfare home, and the steps under my feet gradually stopped. Heart, no longer panic. In his eyes, there is no more fear and hopelessness.

I slowly clenched my fists. After that, I began to blur a little, and I don't know if it was the tears that completely left me from that moment on. Or from that moment on, I was completely sealed somewhere, along with my tears......