Chapter 36: Four: I just can't do -5
"Huh?" As the night passed, I forgot that it was not a pleasant experience.
After being reminded by Anqi, the first thing that came to my mind was ...... Actually, it's a pile of blank homework on my desk. "I didn't...... Didn't hide from you. โ
It's Angel, you left the corridor without looking back.
I'm a bad man; Perhaps the most annoying thing is that I don't take the initiative to approach the person who has his back to me first.
When hell freezes over.
"Kang Rong I...... I'm not trying to spy on where you go, or restricting you. Angel was cautious in her words.
He wrapped the whole yolk in a paper towel and threw it in the trash โ he remembered that I didn't eat the yolk. "If you don't want to tell me, I won't ask again."
It's not that I don't want to say it โ although I really don't have the will to do so โ it's that I'm becoming more and more accustomed to closing myself in secret situations where no one can reach me.
We tacitly refrain from talking about what happened before.
Including my unfair coldness towards him, the hurtful things he said to me, and the arguments that left me at a loss when I read it late.
I drank soy milk and thought about what to say to break the silence.
Angel's deliberate distance from me made me anxious.
"Kang Rong, do you like stargazing?" Angel asked me suddenly.
"Huh?" Stargazing? Do I look like someone with that peculiar interest?
"You're sure you like it." Angel smiled brightly, "Do you want to see Gravitational Lensing?" โ
I choked at once. Angel reached out directly and wiped the soy milk from the corner of my mouth.
Then, naturally, he licked a white soy milk liquid off his finger. I choked even harder, and my face burned red.
Angel patted me on the back and handed me water to rinse my mouth.
I didn't want to be distracted by the sudden and inexplicable feeling, so I asked him, "What is gravitational lensing?" โ
An Qi's fingers slowly caressed his lips: "Kang Rong, if you let me kiss it, I will tell you." โ
"Cut, just forget it." My heart was pounding.
If Angel wants me like the table tennis teacher...... I, who wanted to get closer to Angel a moment ago, stood up again, trying to distance myself from him.
Before I could stand up, I was pulled back by Angel.
He lay down, and I was pulled by him, hunched over him, and stared at him.
"Gravitational lensing is the deflection and bending of light in a super gravitational field. When the light is distorted, the same object can project multiple images in the strong lens area. Angel said calmly, "For example, the Einstein Cross, which looks like four bright stars, are actually illusions. The real star is blocked behind a huge gravitational fieldโno one can see the backlit side of it. โ
He spoke more esoteric and abstract than the physics teacher, and I didn't understand it.
An Qi said again: "Kang Rong, human beings are the same, they are all illusions. The current me you see is not the real me. โ
I couldn't help but pinch his face: "It wasn't you who saw it, didn't you pinch it?" โ
"Kang Rong, you're too good at spoiling the atmosphere." Angel smiled helplessly, and put her hands on my waist, "It's not me who pinched it." โ
"This isn't your Angel is cute, it's really a pity that you and I can't see it. Hey. I grabbed his hand behind my back, trying to restrain my uneasiness, and slowly straightened up.
I tried to ignore the loss in Angel's eyes, and stubbornly said, "To observe that kind of phenomenon, the requirements for a telescope are very high, right?" โ
"I'll just say you like stargazing." Angel lay lazily, "Telescopes aren't a big problem, my dad has one." The timing is the hardest to grasp. But there will be a gravitational lensing phenomenon of a planet next weekend, shall we take a look? โ
"Okay." In my imagination, this is a once-in-a-century spectacle. I don't know anything about astronomy, but I also have a curiosity.
"Kang Rong, you're still avoiding me."
Not again...... I'm not hiding from Angel.
On the contrary, he seemed to have an attraction to me when he came back......
But I couldn't have told him that I had cowardly obeyed the ping-pong teacher's hand of money for himโI couldn't forget the disgusting feeling.
I'm not hiding from him...... I was hiding from the shadow of another person's body.
"But you don't hate me, I know." Angel laughed again in a blink of an eye, "It's useless for you to hide." You can't hide, Kang Rong. โ