1361 Anxiety Disorder and X Frigidity (20)
"No, I ......" Mother Song was anxious to explain, but after going through all the words in her mouth, she didn't know how to speak.
Her face was a little sluggish, and no matter how delicate her makeup was, she couldn't hide her old state, as if she was ten years old in an instant. The straight waist bent down, and in front of Su Kui, she had nowhere to hide.
Indeed, what she said was true.
"But I, I really love Xiaoheng, he is my heart, my favorite child! One day, if he can become a normal person and walk in the sun, even if he tells me to die immediately, I am willing! ”
Her eyes were red, a tear came down from the corner of her eye, her lips trembled, and she looked at Su Kui sadly, "But, you know what? Xiao Heng's crazy appearance at the beginning is true, no matter who is standing in front of him, he doesn't know it, and he blindly uses violence to vent! ”
Su Kui didn't want to hear her say this, maybe she really loved her child, but her mother's love was not selfless.
"Mrs. Song, you say this, it can't alleviate Song Heng's illness, does it? Do you love him by hiring a high-priced servant and housekeeper to lock him up in a big house in the suburbs and leave him to fend for himself? ”
If it weren't for this, how could Song Heng get sicker and sicker? If you were careful with him when you were a child, always by his side, and don't be afraid of him, perhaps, he would have been a normal person a long time ago.
Because of these diseases, Song Heng missed the most free and beautiful time in his life. He couldn't go to school like a normal person, and he was even afraid of seeing outsiders and didn't dare to make friends.
I still remember the resistance in his eyes when she first saw him.
If it weren't for the depths of his soul and remembering his feelings for her, probably, she would have been violently rejected by him, right?
"I didn't!" Mother Song suddenly broke down and cried, without the image of a noble lady at all, "I really want to, I want to be close to him!" However, I know that Xiao Heng blames me, if I hadn't taken him out to play, but left him alone to do beauty alone, he wouldn't have been kidnapped, and he wouldn't have been hurt to the point of almost dying! ”
Mother Song desperately covered her mouth, her uncontrollable choked throat overflowed from her throat, and tears fell down, "When I saw his appearance, the flesh and blood were blurred, Xiao Heng was such a delicate child, he was tortured and almost breathless, and he couldn't see a piece of good meat in his body!" At that time, I really wanted to kill that cruel gangster with a knife, and then kill myself! ”
Her eyes were red and swollen, and she suddenly looked up at Su Kui, "Do you know how I got here for more than ten years?" I couldn't sleep day and night, and even when I did, I would be awakened by nightmares, and those cruel images, as if implanted in my brain, lingered! ”
I have to say that Song Heng's illness is a knot in the hearts of everyone in the Song family.
If something happened to him, except for Song Nan, everyone couldn't escape! But be careful at that time, don't block the protection of the bodyguards, and take the child with you at any time, the gangsters who are already at the end of their rope will not be able to take people away from the layers of protection!
Therefore, even at this moment, Song Mu cried in front of her regardless of her image and broke down emotionally, she did not have the slightest pity.
Su Kui stood quietly in the middle of the study, her indifferent eyes fell on Mother Song, waiting for her crying to stop for a while, and said softly: "Mrs. Song, I understand your depression, but suppression can't solve things." ”
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