246 Min'er's Pain

Xiang Ye's gaze instantly became cold, he regretted that he didn't take a look at the letter that day, and now that he knows the content of the letter, he no longer regrets what he did to Liang Ruojun today.

"I see." The emperor replied simply, clenched Min'er's hand, and continued to walk back.

But Min'er froze, and even stumbled Xiang Ye's footsteps backwards, and the emperor looked back at her, and sadness floated more and more in the person who had always been strong and proud. She pursed her lips, the aggrieved look, he had seen it on a rainy night in the Qinzhou Palace two years ago, and he seemed to have seen it on the street today.

"Don't be afraid." Xiang Ye walked back slowly, and said gently, "It's not good for me, I didn't keep an eye on it, I was proud to think that I had a chance to win, but fortunately nothing happened, Liang Ruojun ...... her."

"Actually, I have been envious of other people's children since I was a child." But Min'er didn't care about Liang Ruojun's letter and her murderous thoughts at all, she lowered her eyes, and her fingers squirmed slightly in Xiang Ye's palm, as if it was her tangled heart.

"In the capital, we live in the suburbs of the village, and we don't see a few people all year round, and when I am older, my grandmother and mother take me to the market, and I know that there is such an existence as my father in this world, and I saw children as big as me, riding on their father's shoulders, sitting so high and holding a windmill in their hands, but my grandmother and mother are so weak, and my windmill was quickly remembered on the ground."

Min'er had a little tears in her eyes: "I pestered my mother to ask a few times, and then I saw my mother crying secretly, I knew that I shouldn't ask again, but I didn't expect that when he was eight years old, he finally appeared, but it was someone else who took away my mother and abused her for ten years." ā€

Xiang Ye felt Min'er's hand, and in turn grabbed his hand tightly, very hard, and his nails almost pierced his skin, but the emperor did not move at all, and quietly guarded Min'er's side.

Min'er breathed heavily a few times, as if suppressing the pain in her heart: "But when I went to Yuanzhou, I saw the love of fathers and sons and filial husbands and wives in every family in the village, and every father is like a heaven for the children there, I am really envious...... Why should it be my life, my home, from the beginning to be shattered, if I hadn't come to this world, there would be nothing. ā€

"Min'er ......"

"As a result, one day I actually guillotined him with my own hands, and I—I don't know what I'm doing." Min'er's emotions were a little excited, when she left home today, the shoe that was thrown out by an unknown child aroused her hidden in the deepest part of her heart, the desire for blood and family affection, she didn't jump out of the stone, why didn't she want to be able to grow up in a harmonious and happy family, with a great father, and brothers and sisters who laughed and played.

The funny thing is that she has both, she has so many siblings, and a father who can be considered amazing.

But today, she personally sent them all to a dead end, after the dust settled, it was impossible for Qiu Zhenyu to die alone, Min'er's older brothers were all thirty or forty years old. During the reign of Emperor Jianguang, he helped Qiu Zhenyu to stabilize the position of the Qiu family, and after the Great Qi settled the country, he had to go all out to deal with the emperor. Some of Min'er's sisters-in-law will be widowed, and nephews and nieces will lose their fathers, and they will spend their lives experiencing what it means to be fragmented.

"I know that he gave me this letter in the hope that he would be better for me in the end, so that I could realize that he was a father......" Min'er poured out the words in her heart, "but it's too late, it's too late for him to do anything." ā€

"Say whatever you want to say." Xiang Ye hugged Min'er and gently soothed her back, wanting to smooth her down, "I feel comfortable when I say it." ā€

"Liang Ruojun could have walked on the right path, but we forced her astray, and I am not surprised that she wants to kill me." Min'er's mood seemed to gradually calm down, "But all this is measured by the national court, we will be at ease, and in the rest of my life, I will follow you with such peace of mind." I still remember that I hated you at the beginning, is it because you are the emperor, you can ruin other people's lives casually, but I didn't expect that one day, I also became such a person, I shouldn't have blamed you in the first place. ā€

After saying this, Min'er didn't say anything more, leaned her body completely on Xiang Ye's body, and slowly closed her eyes. The night breeze blew on her face, drying the tears on her face, for a long time, there was only the sound of the wind on the long bridge, and the palace people in the distance didn't know what the emperor and queen were doing, and they were only affectionate and affectionate.

"But I don't regret it." Finally, Min'er spoke, "I don't regret what I follow you, I'm your queen." ā€

Xiang Ye kissed her on the forehead, slowly kissed down her cheek, and stopped on the soft lip flap, they were too close, they couldn't see each other's faces clearly in front of them, but they couldn't accommodate anyone else, Min'er was kissed all over the body, and the cool night breeze couldn't blow away the emperor's enthusiasm, Xiang Ye picked her up, strode towards the Shangyang Palace, and said domineeringly: "When you enter the thief's den, you can only be a thief's wife, follow me in this life, there are still many reluctant things waiting for you to do, which will challenge your kindness and even wear out your humanity, Our hands will be stained with blood. But you can't do it, be my woman, you don't have a choice. ā€

Min'er pouted slightly, looking at Xiang Ye helplessly, until it was in the bright spot where there were many people, she shyly buried her face in the emperor's shoulder socket.

Qingya stood by the palace gate with an inexplicable face, and she didn't know what the emperor and queen said to each other, but she was keenly aware that the queen mother who ran to go shopping today was not happy, she didn't go when she was happy, she went when she was unhappy. The shoe thrown at her in the Prime Minister's Mansion did not hurt her, but it was the innocent women and children of the family that made her suffer.

That**, Min'er melted into Xiang Ye's arms, and she didn't have the heart to think about so many things, but when she woke up the next day, when she was standing on the water pavilion platform in a single dress and blowing her head clearly, Qingya hurried over to put on her clothes, Min'er smiled bitterly: "You said that Qiu Zhenyu did this in the end, did you want to arouse my desire for family affection, let go of my family, and even let him go?" At the end of the day, he's also calculating me, instead of really being a father and trying to do something for me? ā€

Qingya smiled: "If Niang Niang thinks like this, she feels good in her heart, then it is a fact." ā€

Min'er said: "That's right, what I'm sad about is my heart's desire for my father and relatives, but it's not Qiu Zhenyu, he is not qualified to play the role of a father in front of me at all." I said everything to the emperor last night, and now my heart is much brighter. ā€

Qingya said with peace of mind: "It's almost Chongyang, the first birthday of the third prince, the concubine Niangniang canonized the concubine, and there will be something happy in the palace." ā€

Min'er said: "You choose some good things and give them to the third prince to congratulate, but you are also left behind, and the younger brother will naturally have it." ā€

Qingya said: "I heard that Concubine Shuniang is already looking for a teacher for Her Royal Highness, so it is most suitable for us to send the four treasures of the study." ā€

"So early?" Min'er was curious, "Feng'er is not yet five years old. ā€

At this moment, there is a cry in the Anle Palace, the second prince was woken up by his mother early in the morning, if the child himself is willing to wake up, he can be energetic before dawn, but if he is not happy to wake up, wake him up and not give him a full sleep, he can cry for a long, long time. As soon as he cried, his brother heard it, and he cried together across the room, causing a lot of trouble.

But Concubine Shu didn't dote on her son today, nor did she make a fuss because the third prince cried, she ruthlessly rejected this Feng'er's coquettishness with a straight face, and kept ordering him: "Quickly put on your clothes, if you don't wear clothes, don't think about doing anything." ā€

Except for Feng'er's nurse, everyone else was standing outside the door, and Erzhen heard the little palace maids muttering: "What's wrong with Niangniang today?" ā€

Someone whispered: "Niangniang seems to be preparing for the second highness to go to the study, and she has to get up so early every day when she goes to the study, and there will be times when the second highness cries in the future." ā€

Erzhen looked at Concubine Shu anxiously, fortunately, His Royal Highness was a sensible and well-behaved child, and soon after the nurse was dressed neatly, sobbing and following his mother to breakfast, the meal was Concubine Shu said to the child: "You will go to the study in the spring next year, and you have to get up so early every day**, now you are not used to it, and when the time comes, you will be late every day, and the ministers will laugh at you." Feng'er, the days of being playful are over, you know? ā€

The child looked at his mother ignorantly, he was very aggrieved, and he didn't know why, so he held back for a long time before asking, "What about my brother?" ā€

Concubine Shu said: "My brother will soon go to the study with you, as well as the cousin of my aunt's family." ā€

The child wiped away his tears and asked, "Will Sister Yuanyuan go?" Mother, where is the eldest brother, I haven't seen him for a long time, is he in the study? ā€

"Big brother is dead." Concubine Shu said indifferently, "You'll never see him again." ā€

Er Zhen was shocked on the side, and the look on Concubine Shu's face made people look scared, what did her mother want to do.

Let's say that the court dispersed early this morning, the emperor returned to the Qingming Pavilion with a few ministers, Qiu Zhenyu and his henchmen fell, and there were many vacancies in the imperial court, although the emperor was ready to arrange people to fill them, there were also places that could not be considered, and he could not mess up the court because of this, and he needed to spend more experience to deal with all this.

As for Min'er's mood last night, it didn't have any effect on him, his heart is not big, but he can tolerate everything about Min'er.

Zhou Huai came from outside the door and said embarrassedly: "Your Majesty, the concubine sent a message to the guards, saying that she wants to see the queen mother, just see one side." ā€

Xiang Ye raised his eyelids, with a look of anger Why are you asking, so he bluffed Zhou Huai and only stepped back.

"Ignore her, I'll arrange where she goes when I'm done with these things. Even if the queen wants to see her, she will never allow it, don't let anyone get close to Yuming Palace, remember? Xiang Ye waved his hand and let Zhou Huai retreat.