Chapter 178: The Lost Heart is Full of Holes

I walked over and held out a hand to him, "The key to my house, bring it." ”

Lu Zhoucheng didn't give me the key, but sprayed a cigarette in my face, "Now you have two choices, either follow me back to Clear Water Bay, or resign." ”

I coughed twice and waved away the cigarette in front of me, "You're wrong, I have a third option." ”

Lu Zhoucheng didn't speak, and he could knock people down with just a pair of eyes.

It was clear that he should be the one who should have a weak heart, but I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, so I turned around and left, thinking that if he didn't return the key, I would change the lock.

Lu Zhoucheng followed me to the living room and pressed me on the sofa, "Explain it to me." ”

"I've said it many times, but you don't understand."

"Then tell me something I understand."

Lu Zhoucheng yelled at me angrily, "You obviously still like me, why do you want to reject people thousands of miles away, how long do you want to torture me?" ”

"Who the hell is torturing whom?"

I pushed him away, "Since you chose to be safe and sound, and now you are coming to me for something, do you know that you have messed up my life." ”

"Do you think that if yours is messy, mine won't be messy?"

Lu Zhoucheng's eyes were about to erupt into flames, and he pointed at me and said.

"I had a good life when you didn't come back, I don't know how happy I was to eat, drink and have fun every day, who let you come back! Now I want to leave after making a mess of my life, do you think it's possible? ”

So that's what he thought.

"Cheng Siyuan is right, I shouldn't have come back at all."

"Don't mention him to me!"

Lu Zhoucheng smashed a fist in my ear, "If it weren't for him, how could I be separated from the child so many teenagers?" I fucking want to kill him. ”

Sure enough, he endured humiliation for so long, but it was just for the sake of the child.

I sneered and said, "If it weren't for him, maybe you wouldn't have had a chance to see the child at all." ”

Lu Zhoucheng grabbed my clothes angrily, "You can't see others talking about him like this?" Just protect him like that? ”

"Yes, I just can't see others say about him, just protect him, I don't have parents now, only he is good to me in this world, why can't I protect him?"

He will never understand what Cheng Siyuan means to me?

If it weren't for him, I would have gone to see Mr. Chen a long time ago, and he has been taking care of our mother and son all these years, and I can't pay him off in my life.

It may be that I was in a hurry to defend Cheng Siyuan and injured Lu Zhoucheng, a look of pain flashed on his face, and he grabbed my hand and slowly lost his strength.

"Since he is so important to you, since he cares about him so much, why are you coming back for anything, just stay with him!!"

"It's because he's so important to me that I can't be with him, because I think I'm dirty."

People like Cheng Siyuan deserve better, I don't deserve him!

Hearing my words, the blood on Lu Zhoucheng's face faded.

"You lied to me, you have a ...... with that surnamed Qin"

"The surname is Qin, are you talking about me?"

I forgot to close the door when I came in just now, and the person who had obviously left, I don't know when he came back, leaned against the door with his arms crossed.

"Qin Ziming?"

I was a little surprised, "Aren't you leaving?" ”

"If you're gone, you can't come back?"

Qin Ziming's expression was a little strange, and before I could think about it, he had already walked over and pulled me up from the sofa.

"Crying for what? He bullied you? ”

This kind of Qin Ziming is too abnormal, but he doesn't look like the perverted personality before, I'm pretty sure he didn't drink just now.

Before I could figure it out, I was pulled up by Qin Ziming, and his rough palm brushed my face, "Don't cry, crying is not beautiful." ”

Before the words fell, he suddenly tilted his head to the side, and at that time I saw Lu Zhoucheng's fist and those angry eyes.

"Let her go!"

Lu Zhoucheng swung another punch, afraid that I would be injured by mistake, so Qin Ziming pushed me to the side.

"Lu Zhoucheng is right! I know you, it's Lu Hongyu's illegitimate son outside. ”

"What did you say!"

Lu Zhoucheng hated being called 'illegitimate child' the most, and he was about to rush over with his fists clenched, looking like he was going to tear Qin Ziming alive.

I know his ability, and I was worried that Qin Ziming would suffer, so I hurriedly ran over to stop him, "Lu Zhoucheng, what are you doing, he is my friend!" ”

"Friends?"

Qin Ziming smiled and met Lu Zhou Cheng's fire-breathing gaze, "The surname is Lu, do you hear that?" I'm her boyfriend, you keep me away from her in the future. ”

"You fart!"

Lu Zhoucheng dragged me over, put his arms around my shoulders domineeringly, and said, "Open your dog's eyes wide for me to see clearly, this is my woman." ”

I was already frightened by the word 'boyfriend', and looked at Qin Ziming in a daze.

What does he mean by this, did he agree to a fake marriage with me?

However, Lu Zhoucheng was very dissatisfied with my performance, pinched my chin and turned his head, "Where do you look, your man is here!" ”

“……”

Listening to Lu Zhoucheng's words, Qin Ziming smiled contemptuously, "You should add two words in front of 'it's my woman', ever." ”

It means that it used to be your woman, but now it is not.

I thought that with Lu Zhoucheng's temper, this fight must be inevitable, and I was ready to stop him desperately, who knew that he suddenly laughed.

"Do you think I'll be fooled if you find someone to play a show?"

He was still pinching my chin, and the coldness in his eyes was chilling, "You can play if you want, but don't touch my bottom line, otherwise, I don't mind ruining everything you have now." ”

I had no doubt about his words, but what he didn't know was that I had nothing for a long time, and even if he took everything I had now, I wouldn't care, except for ......

"Bag, bracket, child, child."

When the last four words came out of his mouth, my heart trembled violently, and I couldn't believe that these words came out of his mouth.

I thought that no matter how much resentment he had, at least he wouldn't hurt the child, but I didn't expect him to do such a desperate thing.

Qin Ziming had been sitting on the sofa for a while, and when he heard our conversation, he sneered and said, "Bullying women, Mr. Lu is really promising." ”

"Shut the fuck up for me!"

Lu Zhoucheng's patience was almost extreme, and he pointed to the door and said, "This is not the place for you to stay, get out of here!" ”

"Mr. Qin......"

"The house is mine, and your woman is also mine now, Lu Zhoucheng, what qualifications do you think you have to drive me away? I think it's you who should go, right? ”

Before Qin Ziming spoke, I had already guessed what he was going to say, and I subconsciously wanted to stop it, but unfortunately I still didn't have time.

Before Lu Zhoucheng rushed over with his fist clenched, I stopped him, "Lu Zhoucheng, can you stop making trouble, what's the use of you beating him for the first time!" ”

First Cheng Siyuan, and now Qin Ziming, who repeatedly defended others, finally annoyed Lu Zhoucheng.

He grabbed my wrist with a disappointed expression, "You woman who doesn't know what to do, if I care about you again in the future, I will be a pig!" ”

It sounded familiar, and soon I remembered that sleepless night when he stood on stage with the microphone and yelled 'I'm a pig'.

I didn't understand it at the time, but now that I think about it, it turns out that this is what it meant.

My nose suddenly became sore, and I choked and pushed him, "No matter what, you go, I don't want to see you now!" ”

Lu Zhoucheng didn't leave, his two eyes stared at Qin Ziming.

I understood what he meant, and turned my head to look at Qin Ziming, "Mr. Qin, you should go back first!" ”

After they left, I closed the door and walked to the balcony and waited for a while to see them come out.

The two of them didn't know what they said downstairs, and then it was Qin Ziming who got in the car and left first.

Where did he get the car in such a short period of time?

When I retracted my eyes from the car that was about to disappear, I saw Lu Zhoucheng standing downstairs, looking up at me.

knew that he couldn't see it, but he still couldn't help but hide back, there was no way, he just had such a ability.

It wasn't until after Lu Zhoucheng's car left that I returned to the living room and sat alone on the sofa in a daze.

It may be that the wine is drunk too quickly at noon, and the stomach is very uncomfortable at this time, and there are bursts of throbbing pain.

The burning pain awakened my memory, and in those years I worked hard to socialize, but in the end I was used as a stepping stone for others to get to the top.

Later, I thought I had found happiness, but I didn't expect it to pass by.

If you hurt your spirit, you may be able to get it back, but your broken heart can't be repaired, and you can only watch it festering day by day, leaving a shell in vain.

I still remember the first birthday of the babies, I was happy to drink a few more glasses of red wine, and then ran to the canal in the middle of the night to watch the sunrise.

When Cheng Siyuan came over, I looked at him stupidly and asked, "Cheng Siyuan, why hasn't the sun come out yet?" ”

It was a cloudy day, and there was no sun at all.

Cheng Siyuan lied to me that I would see it when I got home, so I walked a few steps and ran back, looking everywhere with my head down.

Cheng Siyuan asked me what I was looking for, and I said that my heart was lost, and he asked him to help me find it.

I remember crying a lot at the time, Cheng Siyuan kept coaxing me, fortunately there was no one at that time, otherwise I would have really lost face and threw myself by the canal.

I'm not a strong enough person, and I don't have any opinions, in the years when I was separated from Lu Zhoucheng, if it wasn't for Cheng Siyuan, I didn't dare to imagine what I would become.

With such Cheng Siyuan, no one can say that he is not good, especially Lu Zhoucheng!

My stomach hurt even more, I bit my lip and didn't dare to make a sound, because there is no Cheng Siyuan here, no one will care about me, no!

In the grogginess, it seemed as if someone had come in, and he called my name in a hurry, and then picked me up from the couch.

The man carried me back to my room, fed me some hot water, and lifted my clothes.

"Does it hurt here?"

"Hmm."

I bit my lip and groaned, it sounded like I was coquettish.

The man simply got into bed and picked me up and put me on his lap, his broad palm gently rubbing my stomach.

I leaned on his arms, feeling his heartbeat and the temperature of his palm, and my heart seemed to be a little more steady, and I called a name half-asleep and half-awake.

As soon as my lips were hot, it was him kissing me, and I frowned and resisted.

"Bitter."

The man seemed to smile, looked down and kissed me in the eye and said, "You don't like it, don't smoke next time." ”