094:Does anyone know what I'm in love with (1)
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Lu Jinnan's words made me stunned, the hand holding the mobile phone was stiff and couldn't move, looking ahead with a blank look, as if the air around me had been evacuated, I felt a little difficult to breathe, but I still had to force myself to pretend to be calm.
The call hung up after he finished speaking, but I still kept holding it, I felt that in this quiet atmosphere, my heart was beating very fast, I could even hear my own heartbeat, holding the phone tightly, faintly slightly painful to spread to other senses.
It was as if it was about to suffocate.
Maybe some things won't happen after all, just like today's wedding photos, which were not planned in the first place, and even if they were forcibly pulled in, they couldn't be realized.
There are some things that cannot be escaped, and some things that have to be faced.
I put down my hand, lowered my eyes and took a deep breath, and the old lady asked on the side, "Did Jinnan finish calling?" Why don't you come in, I'm in a hurry. ”
I pursed my lips, my stiff face squeezed out a smile, I felt that my originally good-looking smile must be extremely ugly at this moment, turned sideways, looked up at the old lady, I tried my best to keep a calm tone, I said: "Grandma, there is a little urgent matter in the company temporarily, and Jin Nan needs to deal with it personally, so ......"
"With such a big company, does he have to do everything himself? This stinky boy, today's matter is the most important, I'll call him and ask him to come back immediately. The old lady looked angry, and as she spoke, she reached for her phone.
I hurriedly stopped me, and I said, "Grandma, don't be angry. I helped the old lady to the rest area and sat down, and I continued: "Jinnan manages Hyatt, and if things are done well, everyone will not necessarily praise, but if something goes wrong, you will definitely be blamed, so grandma, don't worry about it." ”
"Xiaotang, you know what you said about grandma, I just can't hold grievances for you." The old lady held my hand, she frowned, and looked at me with cloudy eyes: "Xiaotang, when dealing with men, you also need means and eyes when necessary, blind obedience can't solve the problem, you don't say grandma also understands in her heart that there must be a contradiction between you and Jinnan, but you don't care about each other, grandma hopes that you can be well." ”
It wasn't the first time the old lady had said something to me, but every time I listened to it, I felt differently.
After appeasing the old lady, I asked the driver to send her back first.
She is older, and the tossing and turning is also quite tiring, I said to her, next time I have time, Lu Jinnan and I will come over to take pictures by ourselves, take a good photo and send it to her, no matter what happens to me and Lu Jinnan in the future, but she is sincere to me, and I can't stand the old lady.
I took off my wedding dress and put on my own clothes, and the old lady asked me to take it home, but in the end I still didn't bring it, not because I wasn't impressed, but because I didn't think it was necessary.
Coming out of the bridal shop, I took a taxi back to the villa.
The door of the villa was hidden, and it opened with a slight push, and as soon as I walked into the entrance, a voice came from inside: "Hurry up and call Lin Tang back and tell her that her mother is here." ”
Hearing the voice, I walked in directly without even changing my shoes, and Zhou's mother was the first to see me, with an embarrassed expression: "Young grandma, Lin Shuang is here again." ”
"Mother Zhou, you go and get busy first, and I'll deal with it." I comforted Zhou's mother slightly, and only after she left did I go to the living room.
Lin Shuang and my mother sat on the sofa, one person occupied a place, and the peels of the eaten fruits were thrown everywhere on the coffee table, and when my mother saw me, she immediately stood up and pointed at me: "Lin Tang, you white-eyed wolf, you don't even tell your family about marriage, do you still have me as a mother in your eyes?" ”
I glanced at her, looked away at Lin Shuang who was cross-legged on the sofa on the side, I stared at her coldly, Lin Shuang gave me a stupid look, and finally put my feet down: "Lin Shuang, I said, this is not where you should come." ”
I've already instructed the security guards before, I don't know what method Lin Shuang and my mother used to get in, but I know that they must be embarrassed.
Seeing that my mother ignored her, she simply walked up to me, and she pointed her finger at me: "Lin Tang, I'm talking to you, did you hear it?" You're married now, and your wings are hard, aren't they? You live in such a good house as a young grandmother, and even your own sister is driven away, are you still human? ”
"Mom, ask Lin Shuang yourself, what did she do?" I was a little helpless, knowing that my mother wouldn't do anything to Lin Shuang, but there were some things I still wanted to say: "Did she treat me as a sister?" Tricked me into taking her in, I was sincere to her, what did she do behind her back? ”
"Lin Tang, don't talk nonsense." Lin Shuang got up from the sofa suddenly, she turned her head to look at my mother: "Mom, obviously she doesn't want me here, because her man is good to me, and she is jealous, so she deliberately drove me away." ”
Lin Shuang's ability to reverse black and white is getting better and better day by day, I am a little speechless, I can only laugh self-deprecatingly.
My mother listened to Lin Shuang, and she yelled at me with a hideous face: "Lin Tang, do you say that about your sister?" Your man is good to Lin Shuang, that is Lin Shuang is beautiful and sensible, you should be happy as a sister, besides, now there are many two sisters marrying a husband, you live in such a big house, let your family still live in a dilapidated house, do you have a good conscience? If Lin Shuang marries your man, I'm afraid this house will already be our family. ”
I wrinkled my eyebrows and stared at the woman in front of me who was talking, is she still my mother?
Even if you are eccentric Lin Shuang, you have to have a degree, right?
I took a deep breath and asked with a sneer, "Mom, what do you want me to do?" Let my husband take Lin Shuang too? Or do I give way to her? ”
"It's not impossible for you to have this self-knowledge." My mom shook her head and looked at me with an arrogant look on her face.
"Since Lin Shuang is beautiful and sensible, let her work her own, strive to climb into my husband's bed as soon as possible, and I, as a sister, will buy firecrackers for her to celebrate." I smiled faintly and said disheartenedly: "But before she climbs, I will have the final say here, you leave immediately, otherwise I will definitely not show any feelings, and call the police to ask you to leave." ”
With that, I didn't stay a second longer, turned around and went upstairs.
Behind me, my mother's scolding and Lin Shuang's arrogance were all blocked out of the door as I closed the bedroom door.
I leaned my back against the door, my heart was cold for most of the time, whether it was the so-called husband or the so-called relatives, it was just a title, in fact, who really cared about me?
I raised my hand and pinched my eyebrows hard, feeling physically and mentally exhausted, when will such a day be the end?
At this time, the mobile phone rang, I took it out of my pocket and took a look, was stunned, and quickly connected: "Brother Far East." ”
"Lin Tang, is it?" Fu Yuandong's voice was very cold, like cold winter weather, a little faintly piercing.
I'm a little surprised, Fu Yuandong has always called me Xiaotang, why did he suddenly call me by my full name?
Thinking of that scene that night, I have more and more questions about Fu Yuandong.
I was slightly stunned, twisted my eyebrows and responded: "It's me, Brother Far Eastern, are you in trouble?" ”
"Come to the police station immediately." Fu Yuandong's voice was commanding, his tone was as cold as water, I wanted to listen carefully to whether he was Fu Yuandong, but the call had been cut off by him.
I held my phone and looked fixedly at the name displayed on the screen, this is indeed Fu Yuandong's number.
But how...... It feels so weird.
I shook my head and didn't think about it anymore, picked up my bag and went downstairs, my mother and Lin Shuang had already left, and Zhou's mother said that they took the teapot and cup on the coffee table before leaving.
I couldn't laugh or cry, and I was more disappointed and uncomfortable.
I drove to the police station, Fu Yuandong's secretary Zhao Luoxun was waiting for me at the door, and as soon as I arrived, she took me to the office of the police station director.
Pushing open the door, Fu Yuandong was chatting with the director inside, and Zhao Luoxun reminded: "Mr. Fu, Miss Lin is here." ”
Fu Yuandong glanced at me lightly, his eyes were like a deep well that could not be picked up, he was wearing a dark blue shirt today, a handsome face with a hint of coldness, he said: "Come in and sign." ”
I looked at him and walked into the office.
The director handed me a chapter of paper, which was a transcript made for me on the night of the incident, and after inquiry, I really hurt people in self-protection, and the person who was injured by me will no longer be held responsible, and now I sign this record to be invalid.
After signing, I listened to Fu Yuandong indifferently say a few words to the director, then glanced at me coldly, and took the lead in walking out.
After I thanked him, I hurriedly went out and walked out of the police station together, Fu Yuandong's eyes fell on me, and he said: "If something like this happens again in the future, think about the price and come to me again." ”
His tone was extremely cold, and there was a faint distancing between his eyebrows.
I was stunned for a moment, staring at him, and before I could speak, he had already left with Zhao Luoxun.
I stood in a daze, this Fu Yuandong in front of me made me feel a little strange, and I remembered the words that Lu Jinnan said last night in the golden glory, plus Fu Yuandong's recent changes, which made me have to wonder if he really had a psychological problem?
But I've known him for so long, if there was really a problem and I didn't find it, then Fu Yi would have told me a long time ago!
I sighed and got in the car and went back to the villa.
There were a few missed calls from Lu Jinnan on my phone, although I heard it, I just didn't want to answer it.
As soon as he returned, he was questioned.
In the villa, Lu Jinnan sat on the sofa in the living room, and he looked at me lightly: "Why don't you answer the phone?" ”
I smiled, trying to keep my tone as natural and ordinary as possible: "You called me?" I'm sorry Mr. Lu, I didn't see it. ”
Lu Jinnan's deep eyes stared at me, he frowned, his knife-like outline revealed an aura of displeasure, and he said, "I'm sorry for today's incident." ”
I raised the corners of my lips and smiled shallowly: "Mr. Lu, don't be so polite, I think it's good, you think, our relationship shouldn't have wedding photos, now it's taken, Mr. Lu will have true love in the future, and it will be very troublesome then." ”
My lukewarm tone made Lu Jinnan's brows furrow even tighter.
Seeing that he didn't speak, I kept smiling: "It's just that next time in front of your grandmother, don't do this, I don't want to waste saliva to defend you." ”
I don't know where I got such a big resentment, am I complaining that he left me and the old lady in the bridal shop and left by myself?
Truth be told, yes, but not quite.
I'm also struggling with myself, and I'm asking myself what do I care about?
But I can't tell, I just feel like my brain is a mess.
After I finished speaking, I noticed that Lu Jinnan's brows had wrinkled into Sichuan characters, and he said: "Lin Tang, there are some things that I can't say, but I can tell you that now that you are Mrs. Lu, this identity will not change." His tone was a little heavy, and he added at the end: "At least not for now." ”
"Mr. Lu doesn't have to repeat, I understand, so I am also trying my best to be Mrs. Lu." I understand what Lu Jinnan means, he won't explain it to me, and he is also hinting that I don't want to ask more, in fact, in the final analysis, I am just not qualified.
Lu Jinnan stared at my face and said in a low voice, "Let's eat first." ”
"Okay." Then I turned and walked towards the dining room, and he followed me, and we sat facing each other, neither of us saying a word.
Lu Jinnan went out again at night, and he didn't come back until I went to sleep, and I wouldn't call him.
When he woke up the next day, there was no shadow of him around him, and the seat next to him was very neat, which meant that he did not return overnight.
I washed up and went downstairs for breakfast like I was nobody, and then drove to work.
When I arrived at Hyatt, I was standing at the elevator door on the first floor waiting for the elevator, when I suddenly heard someone call me: "Secretary Lin." ”
I looked back and saw Xue Shanshan walking towards me, she was wearing the latest suit of this quarter, with light makeup and long hair draped over her shoulders, I looked at her fixedly and nodded slightly: "Good morning, Miss Xue." ”
"Good morning, Secretary Lin." Xue Shanshan smiled.
At this time, the elevator door opened, and we walked in side by side, I don't know if it was a coincidence, there were only two of us in the elevator, and the floor she was going to happened to be where I was going, Xue Shanshan spoke first: "Secretary Lin, why did you leave suddenly last time?" Is my secretary slacking off? ”
"Miss Xue misunderstood, but there was something to deal with temporarily, so she left first." I said unhurriedly, and looked at Xue Shanshan from time to time, she was quite beautiful, her every move was full of elegance, and her dress and makeup looked very ladylike.
Xue Shanshan nodded and responded: "So that's the case." Xue Shanshan looked at me: "Secretary Lin has been by Jinnan's side for a long time, right?" ”
"It's not long."
"I'm sorry, I'm talking a little too much, because I've been away for almost two years, and now I'm suddenly back, and I want to know more about Jinnan." Xue Shanshan said softly and softly.
I nodded politely and didn't speak, because I didn't know what to say, from Xue Shanshan's words, I seemed to be sure that she didn't know about my marriage to Lu Jinnan, so that is to say, Lu Jinnan didn't tell her, or even concealed it.
Lu Jinnan did this, which made me wonder if Xue Shanshan was the person he cared about?
Otherwise, why bother to hide it!
I sneered in my heart, maybe this is the gap between people!
I breathed a sigh of relief, pursed my lips, and finally couldn't help but ask: "Miss Xue and Mr. Lu seem to be very familiar?" ”
Xue Shanshan lowered her eyes and smiled, from her expression, I seemed to see a woman's shyness towards men, she whispered: "I have known Jinnan for many years, I left for some unavoidable reasons, this time I come back, I don't plan to leave again, I think, Jinnan will definitely not let me go." ”
Looking at Xue Shanshan's smiling expression, I actually felt a little guilty, I withdrew my gaze and looked ahead, and heard her ask, "Secretary Lin, can I ask you a more private question?" ”
"Miss Xue, please speak."
"Is there a woman around Jinnan?" Xue Shanshan's words asked, I immediately turned my head to look at her, only to see her eyes looking at me with curiosity, seeing that I was expressionless, she quickly explained: "I'm just a little curious, a man like Jinnan is an excellent man, there are many women who like him, but he told me that there has been no woman around him, although I am very happy, but I am also a little guilty." ”
I could only laugh at Xue Shanshan's words, and I responded: "These are Mr. Lu's private affairs, and I don't know about them as a secretary, but since Mr. Lu said so, then Miss Xue should believe it." ”
I couldn't help but recall Xue Shanshan's words in my heart, he said, there has been no woman around him, so am I a man?
PS: There is still a shift in the evening, old time