"What? Relented? I said!

Fluttershy's face flushes slightly, and she turns her head to the side. "Who said that I was soft-hearted, as a killer, would I still be soft-hearted?"

I laughed twice and said. "Don't kid yourself, Fluttershy, your eyes have betrayed you, and you don't want to kill me."

"You talk nonsense, do you think I really don't dare to kill you?"

I said. "Or else? Why not get your hands dirty? Just now you swore that you would kill me, why did you hesitate now? ”

"Who said that if I hesitate, I can kill you now, just because you are too strong now, and I am not your opponent."

I said. "You're not my match, but that's probably not why you didn't kill me, Fluttershy, and if you're willing to kill me, then I'm going to stand in front of you right now and never fight back, and I'll let you slaughter me."

After saying that, I closed my eyes and looked like I was at home. "Come on, let's kill, I said it, if you don't fight back, then you won't fight back."

Fluttershy looks at me in surprise. "You...... Are you really willing to die at my hands, are you willing to die like this? ”

"What's the difference between being dead and being alive, don't talk nonsense, kill if you want to kill, this is your last chance."

Fluttershy pulled out a shiny dagger and unceremoniously placed it down my throat. "Shi Wuxin, don't force me, don't think that I really don't dare to kill you. Don't forget, I'm a killer, and killers are cold-blooded. ”

I'm sure Fluttershy won't kill me, and although she's a killer, she has the softest part of her heart, much like Plum Blossom.

With that, Fluttershy will definitely repeat the same mistakes and follow the path of plum blossoms. Of course, she's met me now, and I'm not going to let her end up like that.

I was convinced that Fluttershy wouldn't kill me, and I was testing her feelings for me.

"Kill, don't talk nonsense, don't kill too much, as long as you gently force, the dagger can cut my throat, and it's all over." I said!

"Okay, that's for the best." There's a hint of determination in Fluttershy's tone, and then I feel the strength of her hand holding the dagger.

In fact, it was really easy to kill me at this time, as long as she used a little more force, she could directly cut my throat.

However, the force slowly decreased, and I felt Fluttershy's hands tremble.

This process lasted about a minute or so, when suddenly I felt the dagger around my neck disappear, and I snapped open my eyes to see Fluttershy's eyes staring at me with fine beads of sweat on her forehead.

Look at the hand she held the dagger, it had slowly fallen.

A smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, and I was relieved in my heart, and I knew that this girl was reluctant to kill me.

"What's wrong? It's not good to take advantage of the opportunity given to you, I'll say it one last time, if you don't kill me now, you won't have a chance again. ”

Fluttershy gasps for air, as if she is struggling, and finally she suddenly yells at me. "Get out, you get out of here, I don't want to see you again."

When she shouted this, I didn't get angry, but I sympathized with this girl, and even felt a little sorry for this girl.

"I still can't do it, I still can't do it hard as iron, do I really want to repeat the fate of plum blossoms? Isn't it just killing someone? Why can't I do it? Fluttershy mutters to herself.

At this time, she looked like she was in pain.

I said. "Fluttershy, if you don't like to hear it, people like you and Plum Blossom aren't suitable killers at all. You're right, the profession of a killer must require people to be ruthless, in the eyes of the killer, it's just a life, there is no trace of emotion at all, but you and Meihua can't do it, so the road of the killer is doomed, and the two of you can't go long. ”

Fluttershy jerks her head to look at me. "You're not going to get out yet?"

I shrugged my shoulders and said. "Even if I get out now, it won't be long before I'll be in front of you, and we'll meet again."

Fluttershy slowly straightens up, trying to calm herself down, and it takes about a minute for her to calm down.

"Shi Wuxin, your words reminded me, I originally wanted to kill you and let this matter be over, but now I can't kill you, I am neither your opponent, nor can I be ruthless, so now there are only two ways left."

"Huh? Is it? There are still two ways to go? Let's hear what are the two paths? ”

"Shi Wuxin, you can't be with Lin Yue, because you are not Lin Longtu's opponent now, his scheming is too deep, and now he is using your relationship with Lin Yue to complete a huge conspiracy, so you must leave Lin Yue, otherwise it will not only harm you, but also her."

Fluttershy took two steps forward to me, looked me in the eye, and said earnestly. "If you leave Lin Yue, then this matter will become simpler, Lin Longtu will not blatantly use you, nor will he use you to plot anything, as long as you break up with Lin Yue."

I shook my head and said. "If you want me to leave Lin Yue, it's impossible."

Fluttershy froze.

She looked at me with complicated and sad eyes for a long time, and then suddenly sighed and said with a wry smile. "I knew it was impossible, forget it, I was too self-righteous, you didn't say what I said just now. You've fallen in love with Lin for the most months, and no matter what happens, you're not going to leave her, are you? ”

"Yes!" I spat out a word resolutely.

Fluttershy's face is filled with disappointment, even despair, in addition to sadness, but she struggles to suppress her emotions.

"Okay, then there's only one last way left."

"What?"

"I'm leaving." Fluttershy spits out three words, then turns and walks forward.

Fluttershy...... "I chase after her and stop in front of her." I know you can't control your feelings, but it's not your fault that you're in love with me, because there's nothing inherently wrong with loving someone, you don't have to go into pain. I know that you, as a killer, shouldn't be easily emotional about men, and you don't want to follow the old path of plum blossoms, but you are no longer a killer, you have broken away from the killer organization, and you can love someone openly. ”

Fluttershy's eyes light up with hope.

"You think I can love someone in the open? Can I love you openly? ”

I was dumbfounded and didn't know how to answer Fluttershy.

She is indeed out of the killer organization now, can live a normal life, and can love a man openly, but that man is me.

What can I promise her? I can't give her anything, because I only have Lin Yue in my heart.

"Fluttershy, I ......"

"Don't say it, I understand." Fluttershy interrupts me, revealing a hint of bitterness again.

"You can't give me a promise, because you only have Lin Yue in your heart. It's just Shi Wuxin, can you give me a definite answer, even if you can't give me a promise, can you give me a little love? ”

Fluttershy looked at me expectantly, and to be honest, I was very uncomfortable.

I really didn't want to hurt her, but I didn't want to cheat on her even more.

Seeing Fluttershy's innocent love for me, I wanted to tell her that I could, that I couldn't promise her, but I could give her love.

However, I couldn't say these words, and Lin Yue's shadow always flashed in my mind.

Fluttershy continues to look at me expectantly. "You tell me, I know that you love Lin Yue deeply, I don't expect you to love me like she loves, nor do I expect you to give me a name and commitment, I just want you to say a word, whether you have a place for me in your heart, even if it's a little bit."

My heart hurts even more.

After a painful struggle, I lowered my head and spoke in a deep voice. "I'm sorry!"

I only said three words, but Fluttershy was smart enough to understand what I meant, and her eyes dimmed, and the glimmer of hope in them was shattered.

Then tears flowed from her eyes.

However, she did not let herself dwell on this emotion for too long, and soon she wiped her tears and said. "I see, you don't have to say anything, it's really me who is self-inflicted, and it's my wishful thinking from beginning to end. In the future, I won't say this again, since you chose Lin Yue, you will not leave her no matter the sword mountain and the sea of fire, then I bless you. ”

"Bless you!" With those four words, Fluttershy turns and walks forward again.

"Fluttershy......" I shouted, but Fluttershy said suddenly. Don't come here, don't call me by my name again, that's it, it's the last face for me. ”

Speechless, I stood there as I watched Fluttershy's figure disappear into the darkness.

I hurt her anyway, because rejection itself is a hurt, and no matter how gentle it is, it hurts inevitably.

I'm sorry!

It dawned on me that Fluttershy's departure was a foregone conclusion.

Like she said, this is the last way to go.

Maybe from now on, we will never see each other again.

The thought of never seeing Fluttershy again suddenly tingled with a tingling pain in my heart.