Chapter 110: Affectionate Self-Knowledge

Wan Ying's eyelashes moved slightly, and suddenly two tears flashed, she wiped them away gently with her hand, and then took Chu Ying's hand, her eyes were gentle and promised, "Let's go." ”

"Wanying."

She felt the strength in Chu Ying's hand loosen, and gradually let go of her hand, she was stunned, "Lord Wang......"

Chu Ying looked at her, her eyebrows were full of indescribable shame, "Luoyang is your home, you don't want to leave here, Lingnan is in a bad environment, and it is not the place you should stay." ”

Wan Ying was stunned by the deep meaning in Chu Ying's words, she was shocked, and her eyes were hazy with tears in an instant, "What does the prince mean...... Do you want to divorce your wife......"

"It's not about divorce of wives, it's about letting wives go." Chu Ying raised his head slightly, his face was as heavy as a mist, and gradually dispersed, "You have been married to me for three years, and not a single day has been happy, this king has others in his heart, and he can't treat you as one, this king will write a "Letter of Releasing Wife" and allow you to marry on your own." ”

"Lord Wang!" Wan Ying suddenly dropped the package in her hand, grabbed Chu Ying's sleeve tightly, and said with a sad face, "From the day the concubine married into the palace, the person who was born as the prince was also the person who died as the prince, and the concubine was willing to follow the prince for the rest of his life, and the prince wanted to release his wife, which was absolutely impossible......"

Chu Ying frowned deeply, and couldn't help crying, "But you know that the person I like is Shen Changan......"

"I know, I know it all." Su Wanying held back the infinite sadness in her heart, and said heavily, "From the day of our wedding night, I knew that you liked others, and you refused to even touch me, and from then on I knew that you must like others...... But later, since the concubine was snubbed by the emperor, you suddenly became kind to me, I thought you had a change of heart, but in the end I realized that you did this just to reassure the emperor and no longer be angry with the concubine Niangniang......"

By the end of the words, Wan Ying was speechless.

Chu Ying let out a long sigh, his eyes flashed, "You know everything, but are you still willing to follow me......

Wanying lowered her head and was silent for a moment, and suddenly a faint smile appeared on her face, "I said, I, Su Wanying, have been the people of Chu Ying, the king of Jiangling, in this life, whether I live or die, I am willing to accompany me." ”

Chu Ying's heart was sour, he knew that Su Wanying had paid too much for him. He was really fortunate to be able to marry such a virtuous woman in his third life.

If he hadn't met Shen Changan, if he hadn't had the hurried side at the Queen Mother's birthday banquet, he might have liked Su Wanying too.

But he met Shen Changan first, and the moment the burning peach blossoms at the corners of her clothes flashed in his eyes, they left traces forever.

He is destined to live for Shen Changan in this life, and he has spent his whole life all his life and joys and sorrows because of her.

The way she laughed was really like his mother. He lost his mother at a young age, and he could only stare at the portrait of his mother to reminisce about the past.

He used to think that his feelings were closed. How can you fall in love with someone else. But every time he gets along with Shen Changan, he feels a burst of peace of mind, and he likes to watch her smile, as if as long as she laughs, everything in this world will be beautiful.

Because of this, he is willing to give up his life to protect her.

Chu Ying stretched out his hand and gently helped Wan Ying up. Wan Ying thought that he had changed his mind, and was about to rejoice, but suddenly heard a sentence in his ear, "I have already written the "Book of Releasing Wife", you only need to write your name, and you will have nothing to worry about in the future." ”

She was immediately stunned, shocked beyond measure, she had too much to say, but when the words came to her lips, they stopped abruptly. She silently watched as Chu Ying bypassed the guards, walked into the room, took out a thin piece of letter paper from the wooden drawer, and put it in front of her.

"Here."

Wan Ying shook her head indifferently, she only shook her head at this time, tears kept flowing down her cheeks, but she couldn't say a word.

"It's my fault alone, I can't cause you to suffer with me, if you take this, the imperial brother will allow you to stay in Luoyang, you can choose your own husband and live a peaceful life of husband and son."

Wan Ying's face was pale, and there was infinite compassion in her heart, but she didn't know where to start. After a long time, she just said in a deep voice, "I want this, is our fate as husband and wife already over......?"

Chu Ying lowered his eyes slightly, but he was already lost and melancholy, "You will be better away from me." I have not fulfilled the responsibilities of a husband, let alone a father. It's my fault that our child was lost. ”

Wan Ying almost burst into tears when she heard this, she lowered her head and said in a warm tone, "How can I blame you?" The miscarriage was caused by my body, not through your fault......"

"If I hadn't made you suffer so many grievances, you wouldn't be like this." After finishing speaking, Chu Ying suddenly smiled lightly, but the smile was full of sadness, "I was in the palace just now, blaming the imperial brother for losing the concubine, in fact, if you think about it carefully, why am I not like this?" Even if the royal brother is married, I will marry you. I once wanted to use you to forget Chang'an, but I couldn't......"

Speaking of this, he was already in tears, he reached out and shook Wan Ying's slightly trembling hand, with endless compassion and sorrow, and said in a deep voice, "Wan Ying, forgive me, I am not your lover after all." Even if I can't stay together, I, Chu Ying, can only like Shen Changan in my life. ”

Wan Ying took a deep breath, listening to his long breathing, and couldn't help but tremble in her heart, "But she is a concubine, the emperor's concubine, and she is also the biological mother of the fourth prince, you will never be with her." ”

Chu Ying nodded weakly, but her clear face was full of yearning, "Of course I know that our identities are destined not to stay together, not to mention, she doesn't belong to me, she only has the imperial brother in her heart." But even so, as long as I look at her, I am happy. ”

Wan Ying listened, only feeling that one of her hearts was opened by life, and Chu Ying's words fell on her ears, which was too cruel.

Chu Ying is in Shen Chang'an, and Su Wanying is in Chu Ying, they are the same feelings.

She understands too well what this relationship means, and she also understands Chu Ying's state of mind at this time.

If she loves him like that, she has to accept everything about him, accept that he loves others.

If you want to blame it, blame fate for letting them meet too late. From the beginning, Chu Ying, who she fell in love, had Shen Changan in her heart.

So, Wanying didn't hesitate at all, she took out the pen and ink from the package, leaned under the corridor, and quietly mentioned the three words "Su Wanying", and at the end, she put away the paper and handed it to Chu Ying, and a little warm smile suddenly bloomed on her face, "Lord Wang, don't go over." ”

Chu Ying held the thin piece of familiar Xuan, and felt a lot of emotion in his heart.

And in the end, all the emotions turned into a hug at the time of parting, he hugged Wanying and sighed deeply.

There is too much content mixed in this sigh. But at least for this moment, he felt relieved. Even if the road is far away, he knows that he has nothing to worry about. He, Chu Ying, the king of Jiangling, can finally be worthy of everyone.

Wan Ying leaned on Chu Ying's arms and said with deep tears, "Lord Wang, you have to be good." ”

"Yes."

She finally smiled when she heard his reply.

She stood up and looked back at the Gangneung Mansion for the last time.

This is the place where she has lived for three years, and now this last glimpse is the desolate appearance of its doors and windows closed.

There are two flowers, one on each branch.

When Chang'an woke up from a deep dream, he found that there was no one around him.

She smelled the faint smell of ambergris, she knew that this was Mingde Palace, and for a moment, she had indescribable joy and surprise.

She left the Chonghua Palace, and she finally got out of the cage.

I hadn't seen her for three years, and Mingde Palace had been much more magnificent since the last time she saw it. This is such a big palace, and there is not a single person.

Who brought her here? Is it Chuluo? But where are the others now?

She looked around, feeling lonely and lonely.

At that time, in the side hall, Shen Changle was holding a handful of melon seeds in his hand, knocking them one by one, until the skin of the melon seeds fell all over the ground, and she didn't realize it, only the little palace maid Yixiang next to her cleaned the ground one by one. Obviously in the cold weather, Yixiang was tired and sweaty, she glanced at Changle's leisurely appearance, couldn't help but bow slightly, and reminded in a low voice, "Little master, should we go and see how the concubine is doing......

"What are you going to do with her?" Shen Changle sneered coldly, "If she wakes up, someone will naturally come to inform us, so I won't stay in front of her and wait for her to open her eyes." ”

Yixiang buried her head deeply and said in a low voice, "The noble concubine is the little master's own sister, and the little master also agreed to the emperor, or let's go and have a look......"

"Sister?" Changle's slender fingers were slightly raised, and there was a sneer on his face that couldn't be hidden, "Her sister, when she became a concubine and enjoyed Qingfu in the palace, did she ever think about my sister?" ”

Where did Yixiang dare to accept such words, she was so embarrassed that she didn't even know where to put her hands, so she had to murmur twice in a low voice, "Little master......"

Changle glanced at her lightly, she thought of Shen Changan, and there was alienated indifference between her eyebrows, "When I was ten years old in this palace, I saw her once in the palace. At that time, she was still pregnant with the fourth prince and was quite favored. As a result, guess what, later, she actually married the second sister of the palace to a doctor casually, and at that time, the palace was thinking, when the palace grew up, maybe she would be casually pointed out to a guard. ”

Yixiang was shocked when she heard this, and immediately raised her head, "Little master, I can't say this......"

"What is there to say? If Bengong doesn't plan for herself, I'm afraid she will be dragged to death by her eldest sister. It's really ...... that if you don't use yourself, you have to cause our family to suffer with her."

Before Changle's words fell, the bead curtain at the door suddenly moved, and then a little eunuch flashed in, Changle was immediately silenced, and his face was slightly displeased, "What's the matter?" ”

The little eunuch was so frightened that he quickly knelt down and said, "Concubine...... The concubine woke up......"