Volume 16 Blood Wall Chapter 1 Blood Wall (1 more, collection)
"Well, no, don't, don't!"
In a bedroom, there was a man lying on the bed, this man was Yan Lin, Yan Lin was lying here to sleep, and at the same time, his mouth was faintly visible, shouting some dream words, which people couldn't hear too clearly, but it seemed that he was having some nightmare!
"No, don't!"
I don't know how long it took, Yan Lin suddenly sat up from the bed, a little panicked, looked around him, as if he was frightened, he was a little panicked in his heart, and he felt very scared.
"What, what's going on." I was a little shocked and said, "How come, why do you have this kind of dream again, what's going on, what's wrong with me?" ”
I sat on the bed, thinking about the dream I had just had, I was in a dream just now, I dreamed that I had come, a very dilapidated building, I seemed to live there, there were very few people in this building, basically there were no people, so at night, this building was very gloomy and terrifying.
I was very scared at night, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep, but when I was lying on the bed, I suddenly saw blood oozing out of the south wall, which made me very panicked.
"There's a lot of blood on the wall!" I shuddered and said secretly: "I, why do I dream, how much blood, I have this kind of dream every day, this, what the hell is going on, I, what the hell is wrong with me, why do I dream about this every day, this, this is so strange." ”
"Hmm."
I took a look, the scenery outside the window, the sky was already bright, I slowly got out of bed, walked out of this room, walked into the living room, I am actually a, very ordinary employees, it can be said that this house, I rent, although I want to buy a house, but how I have worked hard for many years, it is only enough to buy a house of seventy or eighty square meters.
I really want to have a house of my own, my personality is a bit independent, when I was young, my parents divorced early, so they fostered me to someone else's home, so when I was a child, I was very independent, when I was in school, I began to work and go to school at the same time, and I also rented a house with friends.
So since I went to school, I can say that no one cares, although this is very free, I don't have to look at my parents' faces, but I am still a little lonely in my heart, in fact, in my heart, I still hope to have parents to take care of it occasionally, until I go to work now, and I also take care of myself alone, eat when I am hungry, don't eat when I'm not hungry, and eat when I'm hungry.
When my parents were seven or eight years old, they divorced because of the discord in the relationship, at that time they quarreled every day, and even sometimes, they would fight every day, and finally the two divorced, and my mother was going to hand me over to my dad to take care of, but my dad had his own things to do and didn't have time to take care of me, and my mom, divorced from my dad, of course, had to form his own family, so it was impossible to have children.
Overnight, I became an object, discarded at will, and finally they put me in foster care, somebody's house, and every year they would come to see me and give me child support, until I went to the first grade, they never looked at me, just sent money back as my child support.
......
Maybe they think that they can get a little comfort in their hearts and feel at ease!
So when I was a child, my personality was very independent, and I didn't cry, I felt that my inner emotions were completely closed, the more I grew up, the more I resented them for abandoning me, other people's children, are growing up in, parents are in the environment, very happy and harmonious, and I have been an orphan abandoned by my parents since I was a child.
Even my impression of them now is getting weaker and weaker, I don't even have any impression now, when I grew up, I began to work in a big company, work to earn money, to support myself, because I am now twenty-four years old, I am already an adult, so I have to support myself.
I worked hard to make money, and rented a house that was not too big or small, but the rented house was never my own home, not a harbor of the soul, so I kept saving money, hoping that one day, I could buy my own house, I wanted to think about it, but I always felt that it backfired, and the current rate of housing price growth is really too fast.
Now every square meter needs 8,000 yuan, this is still a house with a bad location, if it is a house with a good location, it will cost tens of thousands!
So I can't afford it, my current savings, at most in a bad location, buy a house of seventy or eighty square meters, now these houses, are not for ordinary people to live, it is really too expensive, ordinary workers can only sigh, they can't afford it at all, I can only helpless.
"Hey, the current housing prices are really too expensive." I shook my head and sighed, "If I buy a house in a bad location, it is very far away from my company's place, but if I want to buy a house in a good location, I can't afford it now." ”
"Hey, I don't know, what the hell should I do?" I said helplessly: "How can I have a home, have a home of my own, don't ask how big, as long as I can shelter from the wind and rain, no matter how difficult it is?" ”
I slowly walked to the kitchen, in the kitchen simply made a little rice, I actually breakfast, eat very simple, a glass of pure milk, a bread, an egg is enough, I was busy in the kitchen, soon cooked a meal, I simply ate a little.
I glanced at the watch hanging on the wall and said slowly, "Well, it's time to go to work, by the way, I have to go to work early today, no matter what, I have to go to work to earn money." ”
After I finished speaking, I stood up, walked to the door, opened the door with one hand, put on my shoes, and walked out of the house, I took a look, and walked downstairs, I walked out of the community, took a taxi, and walked in the direction of my company.
In the workshop of a large company.
I'm working absent-mindedly.
"Well, well, you just do it." A man in a suit walked over and inspected someone else's work.
This person is the leader of our workshop.
"Well, Yan Lin!" Suddenly, the man, looking at me with a frown, said, "You stop." ”
"Ugh." I heard the man's voice and stopped what I was doing.
......
I turned my head to look at this man, this man slowly walked over, I saw this man's face, there was an angry look, the man walked in front of me, stood here, looked me up and down.
"Well, me, what's wrong with me?" I looked at the man curiously and asked.
"What's wrong?" The man frowned slightly and said, "What do you think you do?" I know that the work you do is very dangerous, how can you be absent-minded just now, do you want to die, if you want to die, go to another place to die, don't die in our company. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I hurriedly bowed and apologized.
"Hmph, I've been watching you for days." The man said: "You have been absent-minded for several weeks, and when you almost worked, you hurt yourself, how can you work here with your work attitude, I think you should leave!" Go home! This is not for you. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you give me a chance." I looked at the man nervously and said, "I'm alone at home, and I need this job very much, working to earn money to support myself." ”
"Although, what do you say." The man shook his head and said: "But it's still not good, the company can't have one, absent-minded employees, besides, the work you do, are very dangerous, a little careless, you will accidentally hurt yourself, although you are injured by mistake, the company will give you money, but think of you as an absent-minded employee, it is really too dangerous." ”
"I, I'll never again." I bowed.
"Forget it, it's not been a day or two since you've been in this situation." The man said, "I think you'd better leave!" I'll let the finance advance your salary for half a year in advance, okay, you leave now! ”
After saying that, the man ruthlessly turned his head and left, leaving me alone, standing here stupidly, not coming back to his senses for a long time, all this is really developing too fast.
I wasn't even mentally prepared, I stood here in a daze, looked at the people around me, many people around me, were looking at me with sympathetic eyes, which made me feel very uncomfortable, and finally I walked towards the outside of the workshop, I walked out of the workshop, and my heart was still a little unresponsive.
"I, how did I, why was it like this, I was fired?" I walked here puzzled and asked, "Why, why, I want to work hard, why was I fired like this." ”
I was really sad in my heart, this kind of thing was really too hard to accept, I didn't even know what happened, I came to the finance room, and after receiving half a year's salary, I silently left the company.
I just walked out of the door of the company, I couldn't help but take a look, the door of the company, I was still a little reluctant, after all, I want to buy my own house, I want to support myself, these all need money, and the funds in my bank card are only enough to buy a small house.
And now it's been opened again, isn't that even worse? This really makes me a little breathless, how difficult it is to find a job now, I am being fired again now, which makes me how to live in the future!
"Hey, forget it, I don't want to." I glanced up at the sky and forced a smile: "Now that it has happened, I can only learn to face everything with a smile, even if I am making a lot of noise now and it has been opened, what else can I do." ”
I shook my head and walked forward.