The painful expression on Angel's severed finger lingered in my mind, and I didn't know how to face my mother's criticism.

"How much are you hiding from me?" Mother let out a deep sigh.

I don't want anyone to know everything that "I ......" hid from Ye Mengjia - my mother is no exception.

"Let's go for treatment." Mother's slender fingers tapped irritably on the table.

"Treatment?" My heart twitched - it wasn't going to be the kind of treatment I was hoping for......

"You still like men, don't you?" Mother's gaze was sharp and vicious, "I can see that you are ...... to that Angel Hum. ”

"I didn't." I seriously denied it, "Mom, I have nothing to do with him anymore...... I'm not gay anymore. ”

"Whether it's that kind of person or not, it's not up to you to decide." The mother's tone could not be refused, "I will talk to an expert in two days." ”

"Mom......" I was angry at her distrust.

"I'll go the day after tomorrow." Mother became serious again, "Kangkang, Mom is also good for you." ”

“……”

"You're still young, it's still too late to correct yourself. Later, when you enter the society, when you get to work, if you are still like this, you will be looked down upon by your boss and colleagues. ”

I can't help but wonder if my mother really cares if there is always one thing that is the opinion of others.

"I won't say anything about you if you don't graduate from high school, and that's the only thing I won't agree to-" The mother's eyes were a little painful, "My son of Conyin must not be a deformed person." ”

I felt so hot and uncomfortably that I almost suffocated.

For the next two days, my mother would exert invisible pressure on me in her behavior whenever she was at home.

She refused to eat at the same table with me and didn't even allow me to be at her "safe distance."

"There is discrimination everywhere. Don't think your classmates didn't say anything......" My mother sat on the sofa with deep emotion, looking at me half a meter away sarcastically, "You won't want to know what they really think of you." ”

I also know this in my heart.

But what does it matter to me what they think?

The mother continued her heart-wrenching remarks, "The atmosphere in the school is a little simpler. After leaving society, others will not worry about tearing their faces. People who discriminate against you will embarrass you in front of you and slander you behind your back. If something happens at work, everyone will be the first to think of making you take the blame. Because you're the only one who's deformed. ”

Cold sweat broke out on my back, and my head was buzzing, "Not everyone is like this......"

"Most of them will be. No one will want to come near you – who knows if you have HIV or not? Who would dare to bring you to a colleague party? ”

"I'm not sick." I put my hands on my forehead impatiently, "I'm not gay, and I don't have AIDS. ”

"The results of the expert's examination will come out." She went back to where I was rooted.

At the same time, she would also give me brainwashing lectures.

Men and men violate the natural way of heaven, violate the norms of human ethics, and are reasonable, individual, family, and society...... It's all a disaster.

I took the trouble to reiterate that I don't have that tendencies anymore.

But my mother just didn't believe it.

"Kangkang, you have been like this since you were a child, and you will never admit what you like." The mother stood on the balcony, her hands around her chest, and her tone was helpless, "Even when I ask you if you like your mother, you always shake your head." ”