Hello cuties!

Thank you very much for your support and encouragement to Chef Shen, I have been really exhausted lately, and I am tired and tired.

People are tired is a lot of things happened at the end of April, my grandfather left at the end of April, the whole person is depressed and lifeless, I have briefly said it before, but I still hope that everyone will cherish the time with the elderly. Although he doesn't have a deep relationship with his grandfather, the blood is the same. I also have a quarter of his blood in the eternal flow, so the mood is really bad and I dragged out the manuscript, but I am really trying to make up for it back for everyone in the later stage.

Secondly, what also happened at the end of April was that I was dumped, and the male ticket who had been in a long-distance relationship for almost five years finally thought that I was unreasonable and I was not qualified to like him, or that there was a huge difference between me and him, and he felt that I was holding back, so he broke up with me. At first, I was reluctant, but after a few days and nights of thinking, I really found that the problem between the two was only caused by my blind accommodation before. That's why I've developed myself into a people-pleasing personality, which is really too tiring for anyone. Even now, when I look back on this relationship, I want to reconcile with all my might, but reason tells me that I can't go wrong, and I can't let myself step into this strange circle again.

I think a really powerful boy will use his knowledge, cultivation, talent and love to tolerate your little shortcomings, tolerate the gap between you and him, and love you more when you resist temptation, instead of making you unconditionally obedient, unconditionally forcing you to do anything you don't like, unwilling to do, and even pulling out the seedlings to promote change, pretending that you are an excellent person like him, saying this, everyone should also know what I experienced, so I am really tired. Faced with this endless love, he asked me to wait for him, but I didn't want to wait any longer. Lofty ideals but not seeing reality, blindly letting others accommodate, obedient and obedient boys, will really make people tired......

But I'm also grateful for the joy and companionship he's given me for almost five years, and now I think I need to set sail here alone, no longer docking for him. Thanks to youth for allowing me to experience the fruits of my first love, I will work harder to cultivate myself and make myself better.

Finally, I want to say that the Divine Chef will really update, and will do his best to update, and will not be a eunuch.

Love your little black ghost.

mua