12. The way you look disappears into the vast sea of people

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I'll never forget the excitement and joy I felt when I saw my face for the first time. It was the first time in all the years we've known each other that I felt that he was finally no longer treating me as a child, but as a woman.

The rest of my life has been a bittersweet one.

Even though he still has to have frequent follow-up examinations and injections after surgery, these are nothing compared to being able to be with him hand in hand.

After my situation stabilized, he bought a villa in the suburbs, the air was good, it was quiet, and there were few people living around.

Exactly what I wanted.

Every day, I waited at home for him to come back, and after cooking and eating together, I walked hand in hand in the jungle together. He told me about work, and I told him I saw a book or a movie today.

Xiao Jue's attitude towards me has never been more gentle than ever.

It's just that a lot of the time, he looks at me blankly, but I think he has something else in mind.

Women are perceptive after all. Especially for the man you love the most.

I vaguely felt that behind this face of mine, there seemed to be something hidden.

Even so, in order to continue such a dull and happy life with him, I chose to ignore it.

I naively thought that with the passage of time, I would eventually become the most important existence in his mind.

Half a year later, I became pregnant.

The moment I heard the news, I was so happy that I almost soared into the sky.

Being able to conceive the blood of the man she loves the most is really a joy for a woman.

However, that same night, he had a nightmare, in which he muttered another woman's name.

I sat up in shock, staring at him sweating profusely, almost unable to believe my ears.

After a few seconds, he struggled to wake up. Seeing that I was looking at him, he turned his head to the side and said sorry, waking me up.

I shook my head with a wry smile, and slowly lay down, pretending to fall asleep.

After a few moments, I heard him call me softly.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he shouted again.

After pausing for several seconds, he cautiously got up and entered his study lightly.

The study was next to our room, and I crept up, opened the door a little slit, and looked out.

The door to his study was only half hidden, and I could see him pounding heavily on the computer.

Then, he stared blankly at the screen for a long, long time, without moving.

Just as I wondered what he was looking at, his shoulders jerked, his head lowered, and tears rolled down his cheeks.

Seeing that he seemed to look at this side with some concern, I quickly closed the door.

Fortunately, he didn't come, he just ...... After pressing my ears to the door, I still heard suppressed cries.

My heart ached.

Xiao Jue, Xiao Jue, what kind of secret are you buried that makes you so sad?

That night, I also cried silently until dawn.

In the morning, he pretended to be okay and kissed me lightly on the forehead, saying that I went to work, you have a good rest, and closed the door.

It wasn't until I heard the sound of the car starting and faded that I quickly got up, rushed into his study in three or two steps, and turned on the computer.

While waiting for the boot, I touched the computer host, and it was still hot. It looked like he had been staring at something on his computer all night.

What exactly?

I'm going to have to find out!

His computer was the same as before, and there was no password for turning it on. There are no encrypted or hidden files on any disk. I was able to grasp this information quickly, thanks to the computer that I had been learning for a while.

So......

Open your browsing history and take a look!

It wasn't until I wanted to log in to his QQ that I remembered that I didn't know his password at all.

At first I tried his birthday and it got an error. I tried my own again with a fluke mentality, and it was also a disappointing ending.

After doing it one after another, it still can't be opened.

I remember when I was learning computer programming, there was a guy who seemed to be very good at number theft and the like.

Maybe that guy, please?

The idea was immediately dismissed.

No way! In this way, Xiao Jue may doubt me. It's one thing whether that person is reliable or not, and Xiao Jue's vigilance must have been stronger after the number theft, and after that, I want to know more about the situation, and it will be difficult.

So how on earth am I going to steal his login password without him knowing?

Nothing was found that day. When he came back, I continued to greet him with a smile. But he couldn't smile at me anymore.

Of course my heart hurts, but I don't dare to show it.

I was afraid that he would break up with me after he knew that I had already seen everything.

Right! Just continue to pretend innocently in front of her, so that he will continue to walk with me because he can't bear it.

Even if it's sympathy, it's no love.

Xiao Jue, I just beg you not to leave me.

I don't know anything else in this world that I can rely on but you.

I kept talking about the baby in his ear, asking him if he liked boys and girls, and he replied thoughtfully, girls.

I just said, I also feel that I am pregnant with a girl, a sour girl.

So, I rarely eat spicy food, so I started to eat chili peppers in front of me.

Many times I vomit after eating it.

Crying while spitting.

I thought that my humility would be able to redeem some of his heart.

But then I realized that his heart had never been stored with me.

That night he called the woman by name again.

Yiyi.

I didn't get up again, pretending to be asleep.

He woke up in a trance, seemed to look at me, and then went into the study again.

Even if I hadn't listened along, I could have roughly guessed what he was doing.

The heart has changed from the pain at the beginning to the anxiety and unwillingness it is now.

The next day, I started trying to crack his code with some of my previous programming knowledge. The result ended in failure.

I didn't give up and kept trying, again and again.

Finally...... I opened the Pandora's box that made my eyes water.

There are only a few people in his QQ, and most of the avatars are gray.

Including that Yiyi.

When I saw that QQ nickname, my hands and my heart trembled.

But I didn't hesitate to click on that cute smiley face pattern.

After entering her space, I went straight to the space album. I was disappointed as a result. Not a single photo. Most of them are reprinted logs and innocuous talks.

It can be seen that this account has been used for many years, so what kind of woman is it, why is there not even a photo in the space?

So what is Xiao Jue watching these nights?

Just when I was disheartened, a flash of inspiration flashed in my head, and I quickly opened up his own space.

As soon as you open the space, you can see a lot of carefully written log lists. My heartbeat seemed to miss a beat, so I didn't dare to look at it, but clicked directly on the album.

There are three folders with dates: 5 years ago, 6 years ago, and 7 years ago.

I was stunned for a moment, swallowed with difficulty, and clicked on the album from the last 5 years ago.

Dense pictures popped up.

Just looking at the small picture, I was already dizzy.

It seems that they are all the same woman, and most of the angles are taken secretly.

I chose a fairly positive photo and opened it, and my eyes froze.

It was as if a thunderbolt suddenly exploded in my heart, and my internal organs were completely shattered in an instant.

I touched my face, and in disbelief I ran to get a small mirror and looked at it.

After careful comparison and comparison, I finally came to a desperate result:

This face is now...... It's according to this woman!

Tears rolled down in large numbers.

I kept shaking my head, reassuring myself that something must have been wrong, or that it was just a dream.

But one photo after another cruelly reminded me:

All that I had walked with him was truly a dream, and now, it was time to wake up.

Just then, I heard the sound of a door lock ringing outside the door.

I know, he's back.

What about me, where should I go?