Chapter 79: Night Talk
Xia Yang was awakened by the sound of the door opening, although the sound was not loud, but her sleep has always been very shallow, so she woke up when there was movement.
I picked up the phone on the bedside and looked at it, it was already twelve and fifteen.
The footsteps outside were very soft, obviously Wang Jianguo was afraid of waking her up, but Xia Yang still turned on the light.
"I woke you up anyway."
Wang Jianguo said as he took off his coat with apologies on his face.
"It's okay, have you had dinner? There are still vegetables in the refrigerator, if you don't eat it, I'll give you hot water. ”
Xia Yang is very calm, just like before, Wang Jianguo has to execute the case because of work, he and his colleagues want to find the case people, those people know that they are looking for them, they are not there during the day, and they will sneak back at night. Wang Jianguo and his colleagues squatted in the cold wind, and every time they came back, it was very late, Xia Yang was very distressed, helped Wang Jianguo warm his hands, helped him cook, and helped him fetch hot water.
Wang Jianguo was stunned, his eyes were a little trance-like, and he seemed to think of the past, but now Xia Yang didn't help him warm his hands, and there was no love in his eyes.
After all, it is different, Wang Jianguo sighed in his heart.
"I've eaten, don't get up and get busy."
Wang Jianguo had already taken off his clothes, only his shirt and pants remained, and he sat on the bed.
Xia Yang put the quilt over and covered Wang Jianguo's waist down, although there was heating in the house, but Wang Jianguo had just come back from outside, and his body was still cold, he was wearing so little, Xia Yang was afraid that he would be cold.
This kind of Xia Yang made Wang Jianguo very uneasy, when he left, Xia Yang was still a little indifferent, and he was angry with him, he knew that it was Xia Yang's disappointment in himself.
But now that Xia Yang has completely calmed down, is she not even disappointed, is she completely dead to herself?
Wang Jianguo felt that someone grabbed his heart with his hand, and the grip was so tight that he couldn't breathe.
"Sister Zhao, how is she?"
Seeing that Wang Jianguo didn't speak, Xia Yang took the initiative to ask.
"Oh, oh, she's already asleep, she's been making trouble for a long time, and the doctor says she's hit her head quite badly, which will make her worse."
Wang Jianguo felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, to be honest, he saw that the bag that was hit on Xia Yang's head was so swollen and high, he felt a little strange in his heart that Xia Yang was too ruthless, even if Zhao Ting was wrong, but Zhao Ting was not Xia Yang's enemy, how could he treat Zhao Ting like this.
Zhao Ting kept crying at her, she didn't say anything, but Zhao Ting's sister went and scolded herself, and said that if something happened to Zhao Ting, she would not let Xia Yang go.
He knew that Zhao Ting's sister had just died, and her husband was in a bad mood not long after. Besides, he is Xia Yang's husband, and there is nothing to say about being scolded for Xia Yang, so he didn't say anything.
Zhao Ting also persuaded her sister to come, and asked her sister to say that Zhao Ting's sister also said that if he didn't divorce and wasn't good to Zhao Ting, then he wouldn't want to live in peace.
He knew that Zhao Ting's sister was a more unreasonable existence than Zhao Ting, and besides, she died of her husband, I am afraid that her mood is more extreme, if she is added again, then his family will have endless trouble, and Xia Yang and Wang Xue will not think about peace in the future.
Zhao Ting's sister still has to call Wang Yu, if Wang Yu is added, Wang Jianguo has a big head, and now it seems that she and Xia Yang are divorced, so that Xia Yang and Wang Xue can have a peaceful birthday.
Looking at Wang Jianguo's gloomy look, Xia Yang's heart was not uncomfortable.
"Jianguo, let's talk?"
Xia Yang thought for a long time, and she finally spoke.
"Oh, oh, okay, what to talk about, you say."
Wang Jianguo came back to his senses, he didn't expect Xia Yang to be willing to talk to him.
"Do you remember when we first met?"
Xia Yang only asked a simple question, but whether it was her or Wang Jianguo, their expressions were full of yearning memories.
"Why don't you remember, I remember that it was August, and it was about to be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and you said you were going home for the Mid-Autumn Festival, but I said I wanted to see you. I said many times that I wanted to see you, but you didn't agree, but that time you promised me. At that time, I didn't want to mention how happy I was, I said I would go to your city to look for you, but you said that you just took a leave of absence, and you should come over. At that time, you didn't know how surprised I was, and I waited every day from the moment you said you bought a ticket. ”
When Wang Jianguo spoke, his tone was excited that he didn't even notice.
"I went to pick you up at the station, although I saw your photos, but I was still shocked when I saw your real person, and at that time I realized how unphotogenic you are, your real person is many times better than the photo. The moment I saw you, I thought I was so lucky, I didn't expect you to be so beautiful, so pure, so gentle, your eyes are like a puddle of clear water, which makes my heart beat hard, but I am so hesitant, you are so good, how can a man like me be worthy of you. ”
After Wang Jianguo finished speaking, he went to look at Xia Yang, Xia Yang also looked at him, and Xia Yang smiled at him.
"I took you to dinner, I ordered expensive dishes, but you stopped me, so I ordered two very ordinary dishes, you said that as long as you are full, you don't have to waste so much. At that moment, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, I knew that you were for me, and you knew that my financial conditions were not good, so you didn't want me to spend money. ”
"I want to buy you clothes, and you won't ask for anything, and you won't want anything, and you won't spend my money. That's when I knew that you were a kind girl with a good heart. ”
"I took you to my parents, relatives, and they objected to us being together in front of you, saying that you were too young and too good-looking, and that you would not take a fancy to me at all, and that there must be some purpose, and it would never be because they liked me, so that we were separated. I was angry at the time, but you pulled me and didn't let me say anything. I asked you later, why don't you get angry, I remember you and I said to me: see people's hearts over time. If you say anything now, no one else will believe it, so you might as well do it. ”
Wang Jianguo grabbed Xia Yang's hand when he said this, his emotions were a little excited, yes, Xia Yang has never been a person who likes to talk and play tricks, she has been doing it all the time, doing everything silently.
Xia Yang didn't break free, and Ren Wang Jianguo grabbed her hand.
"We want to get married, my parents don't agree, my relatives don't agree, Xiaoyu doesn't agree, and your parents don't agree. At that moment, I was a little desperate, I love you, but everyone disagrees, so can we still be together? I'm afraid you'll back down, and I'm afraid you'll regret it later. But you asked me......"
Wang Jianguo stopped at this point.
"What do I ask you?"
Xia Yang asked rhetorically.
"You say: Jianguo, have you thought about being with me? If you're going to be with me, we're going to face a lot of difficulties in the future, have you really figured it out? ”
Wang Jianguo said with a very solemn face.
Xia Yang didn't speak.
"I said, of course I want to be with you, I want to dream about it. Being able to marry you is the blessing of my Wang Jianguo, as long as you are willing, as long as you are not afraid, in this life, my Wang Jianguo will love you, protect you, will be good to you for the rest of my life, and will never be sorry for you. ”
Wang Jianguo said the words, his eyes were red, he let go of Xia Yang's hand and clenched his fists tightly.
"Do you remember what I said?"
Xia Yang knew that Wang Jianguo was very excited now, but she didn't stop asking.
"I remember, you said to me: Jianguo, I am not afraid of hardship, I am not afraid of being tired, I know that if I marry you, I may suffer a lot of grievances in the future, and I am not afraid of these. As long as you love me, as long as you are really good to me, as long as you give me a warm home, then I will follow you in this life, as long as you live up to me, I will live and die, this is my Xia Yang's promise to you Wang Jianguo. ”
After Wang Jianguo finished speaking, his body trembled slightly, he understood what Xia Yang was going to say to him, he had failed her, so the promise they made at the beginning no longer existed, did it?
Thinking about the beginning, Xia Yang was so determined to be with him, regardless of everyone's opposition, he resolutely married him. Looking at the present, Wang Jianguo felt that someone had gouged out his heart and made him hurt, but he was powerless to scream.
Xia Yang looked at Wang Jianguo, tears flashed in her eyes, she gently put her hand on Wang Jianguo's clenched fist, Wang Jianguo's body trembled, and looked at Xia Yang in disbelief.
"At the beginning, I also said: hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son."
Xia Yang's words shocked Wang Jianguo, he hurriedly held Xia Yang's hand, and nodded again and again, yes, Xia Yang said this, he also held Xia Yang's hand at the beginning, he swore that he would be good to Xia Yang in this life and never let him down. If he fails Xia Yang, he Wang Jianguo will not be able to die well.
"Xia Yang, I remember, I remember, I still remember how moved I was at that time, how happy I was, I felt that with you at that time, I was willing to let me die. You went to convince your family for me, although they were unwilling, but because of your insistence, they still agreed. I didn't even go to see your parents and family, and I just married you. I only know how much pressure I have, but you are under more pressure than I am, daughter-in-law, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”
Wang Jianguo's eyes couldn't help but fall anymore, Xia Yang was not only under pressure from everyone on her side, but also from her mother's side, she bore it all alone.
At that time, he had no money, and because of the opposition of his family and Wang Yu, he and Xia Yang did not have a wedding, and Xia Yang did not even wear a wedding dress. Wedding, wedding dress is every girl's dream, the most beautiful moment in her life, but he didn't give it to Xia Yang.
His parents gave Xia Yang 2,000 yuan to change his mouth, and Xia Yang knew that he still owed a friend 2,000 yuan, so he gave the money to himself without saying a word, so that he could return it to his friend.
Xia Yang's mother's family sometimes asks for a bride price, and if there is no bride price, Xia Yang's parents and family will be laughed at. Xia Yang knew that she had no money, so she gave her parents the salary she had saved, saying that it was the bride price she had given.
In order to embarrass herself, Zhao Ting asked Wang Yu to come and ask her for money, clothes, books, this, that, and so on. And she hadn't paid her salary that month, and she had more than 100 yuan left in her hand, and when she saw that she was embarrassed, she gave all the only 3,000 yuan on her card, which was her only remaining deposit.
She said that husband and wife are one, hers is his, and they have to face difficulties together and run their home together.
In the past, Xia Yang liked to eat snacks very much, but after she married herself, she was reluctant to even eat a bun of melon seeds.
There are many more such things, one by one, one by one, one by one.
She had sacrificed so much for herself, but what about him? In the end, he actually failed her, and he really deserved to die!
Xia Yang took a deep breath and patted Wang Jianguo gently, at this moment her mood was fake if she was not excited, but after so many years, she learned to control her emotions.
"Jianguo, to be honest, I have no regrets about marrying you. Follow you, I'm not afraid of hardship, and even I think that when we first got together, we had a meal and a dish, and both of us were reluctant to eat, and we wanted each other to eat, and we didn't eat enough, and I was very happy at that time. I'm not afraid of being tired, no matter how hard and tiring the work at home is, in my opinion, it's all sweet, because it's for our family to pay, and for our future life will be better. ”
Xia Yang took Wang Jianguo's hand, her voice was very soft, making people feel warm from the heart to the outside.
"Over the years, our days have been getting better and better, and the relationship is a little dull compared to the original, I think our relationship has long been integrated into the bones, I thought we were the closest people, and we would go through this for the rest of our lives."
"Zhao Ting's incident happened, I'm very uncomfortable, it's not that I can't quarrel, it's not that I can't cry, maybe you think I'm too calm, I don't think I fight, I don't care about you, I don't care about our family."
When Xia Yang spoke, she paused and swallowed her saliva.
"No, no, I know you're not."
Wang Jianguo shook his head again and again. How could Xia Yang not care? If she didn't care, she would have divorced herself a long time ago, she cared, but she didn't want to make noise or vent, didn't she know that in this way, she was hurt even more.
"I just think you won't give up on our home, you won't choose divorce. I told myself in my heart that as long as you don't get divorced, no matter how difficult it is, no matter what you face, I will go on with you, and I will face it with you. As long as you choose to stand with me, then I will choose to stand with you all the time. ”
Xia Yang said it very hard, she once thought that she would understand these words if she didn't say them, but she felt that she might be wrong.
As soon as Xia Yang's words came out, Wang Jianguo was stunned, his body trembled slightly, Xia Yang said that as long as he chose to stand with her, did not choose to divorce, and did not give up their home, no matter what happened, she would be with him.
He understood, Xia Yang didn't care, she wasn't sad, but she had always given herself the choice. It's because she never thought about divorce. Even if she had such thoughts, she was still unwilling to give up on him and their home, so she endured everything and let him choose, as long as he chose her, then she would face it with him.
However, he finally said the divorce, and he chose to give up their home temporarily. No matter how unwilling he was, he chose Zhao Ting at that moment, so Xia Yang would have endless disappointment, that kind of blow was huge for Xia Yang.