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Qi Jin slowly ate his own food, he was a little confused, because he didn't know what to do after eating.

This is rare for him, his daily life is fixed, training, studying, and training, of course, he will also have leisure, such as watching movies and playing games, but he has requirements for movies, and he will not watch any movie - he doesn't know if he wants to thank his wife for this.

In the past, movies were just a thing to pass the time for him, but his wife always despised him and forced him to watch some good movies with business cards - not necessarily blockbusters, on the contrary, many times blockbusters were complained about by his wife, saying that they had no connotation.

To be honest, he didn't like those films at first - too tired, but at that time he and his wife were in a good relationship, so he hoped that he could meet her ideas, and forced himself to watch them with her, watching and watching, but he also saw some feelings - of course, this is also because his wife still liked to tell him at that time: "You look at that person's hand, you look at nothing, in fact, it reflects his inner struggle." ”

"Look at that person's gaze, in fact, he is reluctant to play the female role."

"Do you see he's laughing? In fact, he felt very uncomfortable. ”

……

After listening to these things a lot, he felt different when he watched those movies again, but what really fell in love with this kind of film was the "Farewell My Concubine" that his wife asked him to watch.

In that, it should be said that homosexuality.

In fact, about this topic, he first knew about it from the famous singer known as the Golden Boy, and when he first found out, he was shocked - how can a man still like a man? And then it's disgusting, doesn't that keep going bad? And then, that's how he feels about homosexuality, and his wife has a different view: "It's a culture. ”

"Is this still culture?" He was shocked, liking men can still be culture?!

"Yes, it's a subculture."

“…… What is it? ”

"A subculture is a culture outside of the mainstream culture. Homosexuality is a kind of culture, and there are people who like the second dimension, which is also a culture, and there are teddy boys, teddy girls, the Beat Generation, etc., etc., there are many subcultures at home and abroad, in this regard, there are more foreign countries than us, in fact, there are many trends of thought in China, but they may not necessarily form a culture, or many times they are formed, but everyone does not know that this is also the sadness of the country. ”

His wife talked eloquently, and he could only listen stunned, this was not the first time, but he still had a sense of powerlessness.

"Actually, it's true that liking football can also be a subculture."

"Can you love football or be a subculture?" He was reluctant, "Do you know how many people like football? Not to mention that China is the world, in Europe and South Africa, in the ......"

"I know I know, so I'm talking about it. Do you understand? Now I like more, it's the mainstream, if I like less, it's a subculture, such as hip-hop rap, in the beginning, it was actually a subculture, but black people kept fighting, constantly bringing their own ideas to music, and then slowly more and more people recognized them, so it became a cool music - if there weren't so many people insisting on it at the beginning, it would be a subculture. ”

He wanted to ask what hip-hop was, but he didn't ask, so he could only emphasize again that he likes football a lot.

That conversation ended like many times in the past, and this kind of conversation should be very common in couples, and what makes them different is that this kind of conversation has left a gap in their hearts......

He could feel his wife getting farther and farther away from him, and his wife, I'm afraid it was the same......

But at that time, they were far from having nothing to say, so it wasn't long before his wife brought him the movie, and after watching it, he was stunned, he felt that in that movie, he knew more about human nature - he didn't expect that one day, the word would appear in his mind, but he thought so, and he thought about it more than ever before......

And the two most direct changes that that movie brought to him are, first, he no longer rejects homosexuality, he seems to suddenly understand that kind of people, although he still doesn't agree, he no longer thinks it's disgusting; Second, he began to really find those films interesting, and he also began to agree with his wife's arguments, some blockbusters, which are really not interesting.

In contrast, he didn't have any requirements for the game, at first he played Tetris, then he played matches, and then he pushed mahjong, anyway, all he could hang up without thinking was his weapon to pass the time - there was always something to do when waiting for the plane and the train.

And his two hobbies are also caused by the fact that he has nothing to do now......

Now I don't have to wait for trains and planes, so naturally there is no need to kill time, as for the movie...... He couldn't think of any suitable films for a while.

Over the years, first with his wife, and then with himself, although there will be many classic films every year, there are many films that are not in Chinese, and there are some that he can't find, in short, he can find almost everything.

He took a sip of water and exhaled slowly, trying not to make himself look too depressed, in fact, those were all reasons just now, and the most important thing was that today, he was in the base......

When the mall team has a game, he is in the base;

He was in the base when he was not seriously ill;

He was in the base when the national team didn't call him up......

In the past two years, his position in the mall team has been getting worse and worse, but no matter how bad it is, he is always on the squad, maybe he won't play at all, but he is always in the squad, and this time, he is not there.

He can find many reasons to comfort himself, for example, that the coach's style of play is not suitable for him, for example, that it is now the world of young people...... People can't disobey old age, how many great generals have to retire, let alone him?

But just like the ones just now, it's also a reason to fool people.

Who better suited the style of play of the mall team than him?

How many players have the mall team changed over the years? How many coaches? How many managers?

He is the only one who has always been here!

Even if he goes from the core to the main force, from the main force to the bench, he is so familiar with this place......

What's more, they haven't changed coaches yet! He hasn't changed his tactics yet, and his state is ...... It's really not bad!

Maybe he can't run fast in a big area anymore, but his experience and his awareness can still help the team!

He's still fine!

But this time without him......

He forked a piece of cabbage into his mouth, the reason why he prefers chicken breast with broccoli is not because broccoli is now an anti-cancer star, but more importantly the taste - even he likes to eat something more tasteful, although he will give himself a vacation every half a month, or eat something very oily and watery by himself or with his son, but the remaining half a month is not too good.

Although you will get used to eating too much, this habit does not mean that you will not be disgusting.

Compared to green vegetables, broccoli will taste better, and it will not be too difficult to swallow when paired with chicken breast, and today, he only has cabbage......

He didn't want to let himself think too pitiful, in fact, this time the small kitchen would not be so aimed at him, although this time the list has come like this, but as a chef in the small kitchen, it is unlikely that the news is so smart, and then, still move so fast...... There is no need for this.

The cabbage was also crispy, but at this time neither the color nor the taste gave people a good feeling, and he had to drink more water than usual to eat it, and eating it like this, there was inevitably a ridiculous feeling - what was he still insisting on now? Even if he didn't have this time, how long would he be able to play? Could it be that Greentown can still take him in for ten or eight years?

No kidding!

Yes, Greentown.

He actually knows very well why he is not in the squad this time.

There is no impermeable wall in this world, and the manager of Greentown may not be a big mouth, and he will not say anything to people casually, but this kind of thing is not something she can decide alone, and once there is a person who has a lot of mouths, the news will be leaked, and this circle is so big......

He is still hesitating, and the mall team, does it already have a choice?

In this way, he can leave without burden?

Thinking about it like this, my heart is uncomfortable...... Although he said to think about it, in fact, he didn't really want to think about it, he has been, been here for so many years, no matter how many ups and downs in the past, he has always been here, no matter what happened, he ......

Suddenly, he couldn't eat anymore, but he was still eating, not to mention the cashier and the chef, and there were two little children over there - a player of that age, of course, was a child for him!

He didn't know those two children, maybe he had seen them, but he didn't remember them anymore - there were too many such children in the mall team, some children could stay here for years, some only for a few months, and some of them might not be able to stand it for a few days.

And among them, most of them actually can't hold on to the end.

Many times, when he sees those parents sending their children over, he wants to persuade - if your child is not very willing, forget it, go and study, but in the end he didn't say anything, that's not what he should say, in fact, in the beginning, he also persuaded many people to play football......

Thinking of this, he shook his head and continued to eat his own chicken breast, in short, he couldn't just leave.

Maybe the two children won't pay attention, but if he left the chicken breast, maybe someone would think more......

Although this may have been his own self-inflicted feelings, he still didn't want that to happen.

He thought he might be able to talk to the manager of the mall team......

Although he didn't know exactly what he was going to talk about, he felt that he could still talk about it, after all, he had been here for so long......

"The ......"

There was suddenly a dark shadow in front of him, he raised his head, and saw a very strong child, he squinted, and suddenly found that this child was still a little familiar - is it the first team? He thought, tilting his head.

"That, I'm Ding Yang, yes, it's the second youth team."

"Hmm." He nodded, put down his chopsticks, and waited for the person opposite to say what he wanted, and then wondered why he felt that a teenager from the second team was familiar - not that he looked down on the second team, but that they had little intersection compared to the first team. But now that the kid arrived, he didn't think about driving people away, so he waited quietly for him to speak.

But the child on the other side blushed and didn't speak again, he thought about it and said softly, "Is there something wrong?" ”

Ding Yang took a deep breath, and then said in a tone like a strong man cutting his wrists: "Is it delicious?" ”

"Huh?" Qi Jin was really stunned for a moment, "What?" ”

"Well, is it delicious?" Ding Yang pointed to the things on the table, "I heard...... I heard that you eat these all the time, if it's not these it's milk and eggs, and rarely eat anything else, so, so I'm curious. I—I've actually eaten! ”

"And then?"

"I ate it for two days...... Ding Yang gritted his bad teeth and said in an angry tone, "I ate it for two days!" Then, I can't eat it anymore! You...... You...... How did you eat it? ”

There was a kind of unceremonious meaning in his tone, as if he was questioning, Brother Xiao almost fainted when he heard it in the back - Qi Jin! That's Qi Jin! You're just talking to Qi Jin! How can you just talk to Qi Jin like that? Let's just say that Qi Jin is different from the past, even if there are such and such rumors in the team now, but that is Qi Jin!

Qi Jin is not too impressed with Ding Yang and Brother Xiao, but they are very familiar with him, not only familiar, but also heard all kinds of gossip, although the most popular in the team is Ye Xiaotian, but Qi Jin has always been a popular object of discussion, after all, there are too many legends about him, this is like now teenagers generally pay attention to Luhan Li Yifeng or the three little boys and the like, but they don't necessarily know about Andy Lau and Jacky Cheung, and for some young men and women who follow their parents to listen to songs, And it's quite possible to get hooked.

In the mall, not everyone admires Qi Jin - this proportion is even decreasing year by year, but there has always been, Brother Xiao is one of them - maybe not the kind of fans who are obsessed with idols, but they respect him very much, especially for these details of Qi Jin's life, he knows very well that he can't do it, so he respects him more and more.

In a way, he convinces Ding Yang as a captain, also because Ding Yang has done what he can't do......

And now, Ding Yang actually spoke to Qi Jin like this, which made him feel disrespectful...... At the same time, it was also a little strange, he remembered that Ding Yang was also ten respectful of Qi Jin, why did he talk like this now?

Really, too nervous?

That's not it......