Chapter 43: A Command Not to Grieve
Quiescence!
The silence as if dead instantly froze the air, and a suffocating depression could not help but spread through the room. The three of them froze completely, and for a moment, no one knew what to do.
Especially for Qin Feng......
If possible, he would rather be dreaming......
However, the reality is always cruel, the beautiful woman in front of her who lowered her head and let her long bangs pull out heavier and heavier shadows, and hid the expression on her face is really Li Jinhui-
The hero's widow he didn't know what to face.
The brain began to spin rapidly, trying to piece together a decent sentence of comfort to break the depressive atmosphere in front of him, but all the words seemed so weak at the moment.
"I'm really sorry to disturb your two-person world without permission, I just came in and got some penicillin." After some time, Li Jinhui was the first to break the silence.
The shadow on his face has long been swept away, and the smile that froze at the corner of his mouth once again exudes vitality......
And as always, the tone is more apt to express the embarrassment of a light bulb......
Even the footsteps of walking into the room and rummaging through the medicine are just as light......
As if nothing had happened and nothing had been heard......
"Hui, Sister Hui." Haruka Ito is like a dream, "You ......"
"Yikes! Got it. Li Jinhui stuffed the medicine bottle into the pocket of her white coat, then turned around and winked at her, "Then I'll go out, you two continue to do what you love." ”
"You...... Is it really okay? Qin Feng could hardly believe his eyes.
The impeccable expression, the utterly ordinary tone, and the kind teasing that makes people smile knowingly......
So it really means that I haven't heard anything?
So those occasional fluttering shoulders......
In fact, is it just that the heating in this room is too insufficient, and that's all?
"Huh? Am I ...... Should there be something? Li Jinhui asked inexplicably.
"Sister Hui, don't be like this!" Haruka Ito bit her tender red lips with her fine white teeth.
Finally decided-
Cut to the chase!
After all, that's already how it is. Even if this is an unexpected, worst result......
But since that's already the case......
You have to face it! Just pick everything out......
"I know you must have heard ......," she said, "believe me, we are saddened by Major Ma's sacrifice, but your words are even more worrying." ”
"Oh, that's what you said." Li Jinhui showed an expression of sudden realization, "I know about that matter."
"Got it?! Is that all?! ”
Sure enough, he still couldn't let go of taking a step forward, staring closely into the other party's eyes, as if he had to dig out a little sadness from those watery pupils.
Even the Li Jinhui in front of her is exactly what she wants to see: "Don't you be like this, okay?" ”
"What's wrong with me?" Lee Jinhui asked rhetorically.
"Don't put your grief in your heart!" Haruka's tone, with obvious distress, was ......
"Well, did you misunderstand something?"
Li Jinhui stretched out to his ear, brushed his hair, and gently brushed it away.
"There is no misunderstanding, as a close friend, I am the one who knows you best!"
"There must be a limit to misunderstandings, otherwise it will be annoying."
"Sister Jinhui!" Haruka raised her voice suddenly, as if she was determined to tear the other party's mask, "Do you dare to say that you won't be sad at all?" Can you really not care at all? Doesn't it matter if you lose your husband?! ”
And then......
The gentle lips, but the words and sentences that spit out, finally completely broke through all strong pretenses and pierced the other party's heart.
Finally reminded her of the wound in her heart that had been hidden with a bright and energetic enthusiasm.
Lee Kim Hui ......
I don't know when I lowered my head.
Whether it was the gaze that looked at Haruka, or the hand that reached out to the ear, it was now hanging to the ground.
And then......
"Since you must know. So ......"
The face was raised again, with a loud voice, full of strong expressions as if he had given up on something, as if he had swept away something.
"How can you not be sad, how can you not be in pain, you have lost your husband but you don't feel it at all, such a person doesn't exist at all."
That expression, it seemed that he was stunned by Haruka's words and deeds, as if he was moved by her persistence......
It's like I've finally given up on pretense.
"Jin, Sister Jinhui ......"
"So...... To say that it is not sad, not to be sad, it is absolutely deceitful. Jinhui's eyes were replaced with deep grief, "After all, I'm also a woman." ”
The kind of person who is sluggish, no matter how nervous he is, will not be misunderstood, and he will be lonely with a little abandonment.
It's just that......
"But it's not as serious as you think......"
"Huh?"
"Because after all, I'm a soldier's wife. No matter what kind of person you were before, if you fall in love with him, you must learn to be strong, solve difficulties by yourself, learn to call him with a smile after crying, and don't forget to greet him when you are tired and busy. ”
"Hmm!"
"'If necessary, seize air supremacy through various channels, risk your life to complete various tasks, and be ready to sacrifice at any time.' Since the day I married Lao Ma, I have known about such things for a long time. ”
"Sister Hui, ...... you" Qin Feng's eyes widened.
It's entirely possible to imagine the current situation, but maybe it's also because of ......
"That's why I've been mentally prepared for this for a long time." Li Jinhui raised her head, as if she was holding back tears.
Followed by......
The sadness that was deep to the extreme, but it rebounded with dazzling, dazzling pride.
"But Lao Ma sacrificed himself to save the 'Ark' and all of our talents, so I feel very glorious rather than sad."
"You ......"
"And I still have you, and Xiaobao, and life has to go on, don't I?" Li Jinhui continued, as if she had given an order to herself, not to be sad......
And it revealed, the expression of painful happiness.
Bitter happiness......
What a contradiction.
However, it all came together perfectly......
Bonded to the wife of a military man.
Perhaps, only such people, only those who are engaged in "this kind of profession", can have such a perfect contradiction......
"Sister Hui......"
Qin Feng and Qingxiang looked at each other.
I can't say anything.
Because all the words have been said by her.
There really is nothing to find fault with this kind of textbook-like reaction.
In fact, isn't that exactly what they want?
But......
Faced with such a natural answer, and a too normal attitude, Haruka ......
"You're a doctor too! Suppressing yourself too much can be very damaging to your body, but you taught me this! ”
As if he refused to believe it no matter what, he stubbornly wanted to prove that what he saw was only an illusion after all.
"Please, I've said it all......"
"But it's definitely more than that!" Haruka shouted loudly, "Like you said, you still have Xiaobao to take care of, Major Ma is no longer there, if you also fall ill, what will Xiaobao do?" ”
"I don't know what you're talking about in every sense of the word." Li Jinhui sighed helplessly, and then laughed evilly, "Okay, don't worry about me, I'm really fine." You should have more important things to do than that, right?! ”
"Sister Hui!"
"Oh, speaking of Xiaobao, Xiaobao is about to get out of school later, and I almost forgot about it after being busy today, so I have to hurry up and pick him up. So I'll leave first, and Ito will trouble you to take care of it at the hospital. ”
Leaving this last line, Li Jinhui seemed to suddenly remember something, stepping on the "puff" footsteps, stepping a little harder than usual......
Far away.
"Sister Hui!"
Haruka, who was still a little worried, hurriedly shouted, and was about to chase it out desperately, but when she took the third step, she was gently stopped by her husband.
"Forget it." Qin Feng said, "Let's let her go......"
"Qin Jun, you're too negative!" Haruka Ito frowned, containing a thick reproach, "Really, didn't you still accept Major Ma's trust to take care of their mother and son." ”
"There are many ways to care......
"But what she needs most now is our comfort and support, how can we just leave her alone......"
"That's right. But Qingxiang, you're too positive......" Qin Feng sighed, "Everything we can do has already been done." ”
"That's my dear friend and senior, and I don't think I've done enough." Qingxiang clenched her fists tightly, "Obviously, Sister Minghui has always been just running away......"
“…… Well. ”
"Can't you see that she just doesn't want us to worry about her, that's all?"
"I don't know, after all, we're not familiar with each other." Qin Feng shook his head, "But I know: she is also the wife of a soldier......"
"Qin Jun ......"
"The wife of a kind, indifferent, tolerant, strong, patient soldier......"
"But ......"
"So she's like this, she's a person with such an identity, she'll definitely stand up again, give her a little more confidence."
"I ......"
"So, let her calm down alone." Qin Feng touched his wife's head and gently took her into his arms, as if he wanted to use a warm embrace to appease the entangled girl......
But the eyes only looked at the empty aisle outside the cabin: "Some things still have to be done by herself." ”