Proverbs, she is the indelible white moonlight in my heart, and it is also an unspeakable wound.

Every time I mention her name or think of her as a person, I feel more pain in my heart.

I don't know why I mentioned her to my brother today, because I was so drunk and bold, and I really wanted to share it with those close to me about the fact that I liked her.

But I also knew that from the beginning of my love with Proverbs, to take her to my brother and sister, and to the people I cared about, to have Master officiate the marriage for us, to see her in her wedding dress, to see her become my bride, that was my greatest wish at that time.

It's a pity that now, it has become a luxury buried in my heart, a hope that can never be realized.

Although it was the first time I had drunk, I was probably a very good drinker, and after my brother got drunk, I drank alone for a long time, and finally I drank it empty, and then changed to another wine jar, and poured it, only some remaining wine stains dripped out, so I threw the wine jar on the ground, stood up, and stumbled out of the corridor.

Due to drunkenness and lightheadedness, when he went down the steps, he accidentally fell, sat on the ground, looked at the epiphany not far away, as if he saw the person in his memory, and smiled stupidly.

I held on to the ground, and once again I was able to stand up, staggering towards the blooming epiphany.

I don't know if it's because of the moonlight, or because I'm drunk, I always feel that there is a layer of holy white light around those epiphany.

I walked over, stood in the middle of the epiphany, took the jade flute in my hand to knock on the petals of the epiphany, and knotted my tongue stiffly: "Do you think you are very good-looking?" It's not good-looking at all, it's ugly to death, if it weren't for her liking, I wouldn't have raised you, and I would have consumed energy to continue your life, so stupid......"

I remember that when I was in Shimen, my brother rescued a puppy from the bottom of the mountain, but after a few days of raising it, the master sent him out to do things, and my junior sister, who is very different from ordinary girls, is a person who is completely impatient with living beings, since my senior brother brought the dog back to the mountain, he has been thinking about how to make it into a dish, and naturally he will not raise it for him.

Therefore, my brother can only turn to me for help.

I have never liked to raise anything, because once raised, it will inevitably produce some kind of bond, birth, old age, sickness and death, and there will be more pain and concern in life, and animals such as dogs, all have sticky problems, just give it a little food, it will follow me pitifully, can't drive away, I am very disgusted that people follow me, and animals are the same.

But there is no way, the place where the senior brother is going is the Western Regions, and there is a desert in the middle, so it is not good for him to hold a dog to congratulate the master's best friend on his birthday, so he can only reluctantly raise it, and beware of the senior sister who will turn it into a pile of leftover bones one day, so I probably have the fate of raising these things that I don't like.

Because I was drunk now, the strength of my hands was very weak, and those epiphany flowers were not injured even a single petal, but they swayed back and forth with the branches and leaves.

When I turned around, I saw a person.

The body is long and jade, the dust is in the immortal, the black hair and silver crown, the white clothes are better than the snow, like a petal quietly falling in the epiphany bush where the breeze passes, like a white shadow left by the light flood between the lakes and mountains, like a glacier flowing in the cold spring under the snow abyss, and like a touch of clear light that unintentionally pours into the world under the bright moon of nine days.

Carrying an inky ancient sword, he quietly watched my absurd behavior, expressionless and motionless, and where he stood, the dust around him seemed to be isolated from the ground.

If I put it in normal times, I will definitely be able to recognize that he is the young man I saw on the Bihai Chaosheng Pavilion that day, but unfortunately, now, I am drunk, the whole person is dizzy, it is good to be able to stand, who still remembers that he was flat or round that day, and even thought that it was the epiphany in this yard that became a essence, and transformed into a human form to deceive me.

So, he picked up the jade flute in his hand and pressed it against his chest: "Where did the evil goblin come from, and he dared to be presumptuous in the Red Wen Pavilion?" ”

My current virtue, in his eyes, is estimated to be similar to that of a drunken scoundrel on the street, who catches other people's girls and plays scoundrels, with a red face and squinting eyes, and he almost can't even stand on his feet.

His eyes, very shallow and faint, looked at me, he was silent for a moment, then raised his hand, as if he was afraid that the turbidity of my body would be transmitted to him, and with only one finger, he pushed me away from his jade flute.

Seeing this, I was a little angry, and moved the jade flute back, still against him, and asked: "What kind of evil are you, see if I accept you later, and don't teach you to show your original form......"

If he looked at me just now, it was no different from looking at a grass on the side of the road, although I used the jade flute against him, it was a very rude thing to look at, but he didn't put it in his eyes, but now, my actions obviously made him a little unhappy, plain as watery eyes, containing cold emotions, frowned slightly, and used his strength to press down, stretched out his hand, and pushed my jade flute away again.

If I am sober, I will probably feel that this person is quite self-contained, and those people on the street, just pull one over and change places with him, I am afraid that they will scold me for being sick and slap me awake.

But he didn't even say a word, just stood in front of me, his face like frost, cold and cold.

He didn't answer me, and he didn't react, I thought that a mere monster was evil, and he actually looked down on me and disdained me.

So he blocked his breath and raised his hand: "You, don't run ......"

I wanted to raise the jade flute to hit him, but my feet were weak, and I actually fell into his arms, and it seemed that I vomited on him......

When I woke up, it was already dark, and although I was half sober, my mind was still drowsy.

Sitting up on the edge of the bed, he saw a teapot on the table, so he wanted to walk over and pour a glass of water to drink, but because he had just woken up from drunkenness, his legs and feet did not obey the call, and he could not even walk steadily.

As soon as he sat down in his position, he heard a knock on the door outside, but it was Liu Bozhou's voice: "Master Gu, are you awake?" ”

I poured the water and took a sip before asking, "What's the matter?" ”

"There's a newcomer in the hall, Lord Xue, please go and have a look."

Lord Xue is the head of our Hongwen Pavilion, an old minister of Seventy-Eight Nine, who has no connection with the warlock, and is only under the orders of the emperor's eldest grandson to control us.

Hearing this, I'm a little strange, there are newcomers in the Red News Pavilion, what are they looking for me? But thinking of the young man I met last night, I suddenly felt bad in my heart, and quickly drank the water in the cup, stood up and opened the door, the oncoming smell of wine made Liu Bozhou wrinkle his face, stretched out his hand and fanned the air in front of him, and when he saw me, he felt rude, so he slowly put his hand down.

Cautiously suggested: "Master Gu, the origin of that newcomer is not simple, do you want to go to the shower and change clothes first?" ”

I snorted, very dissatisfied: "It's just a hairy boy, I see that he still has to change his clothes?" ”

"It's not."

Liu Bozhou was a little embarrassed, clenched his fists and coughed lightly, and said, "It's not entirely like that, last night...... Lord Gu vomited that person's filth, he is still cleaning it, Lord Xue is afraid that Lord Gu has not woken up yet, and he will miss the time to meet later, so let me wake you up and notify you in advance. ”

If he hadn't mentioned the events of last night, I would have thought I was dreaming by myself, but now that I talk about it, my memory is gradually becoming clearer.

Thinking of the stupid things I did when I was drunk, and the stupid looks I showed in front of people, I regretted it so much that I wanted to hit the wall.

However, in retrospect, when I met him, it was not yet dawn, and it should have been two hours by now, and he was just filthy, so it was a bit of a fuss to let him wash it until now.

With a look of shame, I arched my hand to Liu Bozhou, retreated into the room, and began to think about the young man.

That person, who has not practiced lightly, and is obviously Xiao Zhuo's person, came to the Hongwen Pavilion this time, did he just want to serve in the Hongwen Pavilion, or did he come for me?

As I was pacing in the room, the servant brought the boiling hot water, and everything was ready to stop, I closed the door, and was about to untie my clothes, and just loosened my belt a little, when I suddenly remembered that during the day, in order to ventilate the room, half of the windows were not closed, so I turned around and tried to close the window, but I saw a figure standing outside through the gap.

I was frightened for a moment, and shouted in a trembling voice: "Who! ”

I've lived in the Red Smell Pavilion for a few days, and I've never heard of any special hobbies for any adults in the hall, but when I settle down, it's an expressionless face.

He seemed to be standing outside just now, and only when he heard my shouting did he look over, and when he saw me pulling my belt with one hand and my clothes were loose, he realized what I was doing, and quickly turned his head, and his face was as cold as ice, and a little embarrassment flashed in an instant.

Hearing my shout, Liu Bozhou pushed the door and barged in and asked, "Master Gu, what happened?" ”

I stretched out my hand and pointed to the person in the gap in the window, he was still standing there before he left: "He he ......"

But when I thought about it, they were just standing outside, and I didn't close the windows properly, and for a while, I didn't know how to continue.

Liu Bozhou walked over, poked his head out of the window, and when he saw the person, he smiled politely: "It turns out that Lin Gongzi is here, and Master Xue is looking for you." ”

As he spoke, he also looked at me, and when he saw that I was holding my belt and looking disheveled, he said tentatively: "Master Gu, why don't you slow down first, and then come back to bathe when you see that Lin Gongzi." ”

“……”

Hearing this, I suddenly became angry, dare to love Since this person came, I have become a sour pear that no one wants, which can be called by people and left immediately?

"Lord Liu, where did that person come from?" With a gloomy face, I looked at the person outside the window, and although I was told that Lord Xue was looking for him, he had no intention of leaving.

"This ......" Liu Bozhou hesitated for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, "I don't know, I only heard that it was introduced from the Emperor's Grandson's Mansion and is an old man of His Royal Highness." ”