Chapter 264: Heavenly Phoenix Dynasty (31)
"Ahh The pain of being used and betrayed came head-on. When the bloody facts were in front of her, it hurt like scratching her heart. In the end, only a low and mournful cry remained. muttered about the encounter with the Tanglin Domain, and said it without settling, as if he was repenting of his mistakes.
Seeing her so out of control, Qin Fengwu couldn't bear to turn her face, listening to her story, she knew that Mingyue really liked that person. made her think of such a sentence, a mistake for life at a glance, it was probably Mingyue.
Although Qin Fengwu had never tasted betrayed by someone she liked, she could still feel that kind of pain. At the beginning, between her and Jimo Zhantian, there was a misunderstanding because of Tanglin Zhisu, and they all made themselves heartbroken. What's more, Mingyue is such a scene.
Mingyue's mind was in chaos, and the smile of the Tanglin Domain kept flashing in her mind, as well as Qin Fengwu's miserable little face. Alternately appeared in front of their eyes. All of this is because of himself, if it weren't for that encounter and deep immersion, he wouldn't have sunk like this. The feeling of being used by others makes my heart ache. Qin Fengwu almost lost his life because of himself, and this guilt made him unbearable and unforgivable.
She thumped the ground hard, again and again, the blood on her hands and the piercing pain that invaded her. Rao couldn't alleviate the sin in her heart like this, and when she raised her head, she said with tears in her eyes: "Princess, Mingyue is wrong, it's Mingyue who deserves to die." I am willing to die to apologize. ”
As soon as the words fell, he was about to start putting into action, and he raised his hand and prepared to hit his head. Jimo Zhantian was quick with one eye, and when he took a step forward, he grabbed Mingyue's wrist and grabbed her wrist painfully.
"Mingyue, you have disappointed this king too much. You're damned, but you're not allowed to die until Mai'er speaks. The dance you killed almost died of blood, and the child of the king you killed was forced to give birth prematurely. If you want to do nothing, you die. You're thinking too beautiful. Jimo Zhantian was full of disappointment and said viciously. However, he was more distressed.
They are very heartbroken, but none of them are more heartbroken than Mingyue. There was no one to share her pain with, and there was no place to vent it. She didn't even have a chance to question him.
Did that person like himself, did that person have the intention of using himself from the beginning, and why was that person so cruel. A true heart is full of holes that are stung by him.
Mingyue, she seemed to be able to see herself holding her bloody heart and weeping. That person, the one who always thought he had found the love of this life, betrayed and used himself so quietly. that he was guilty of condemnation of the Lord.
Heartbreak, heartache, heartache is nothing more than this. There is nothing more heart-wrenching than being pushed to the death of a loved one.
"Bright Moon. I don't blame you. Qin Fengwu spoke softly. Weakly, she was still smiling, her eyes full of reluctance and distress.
Mingyue looked up at Qin Fengwu in disbelief, her smile was like a warm sun. But the more tolerant she is, the more it makes it difficult for Mingyue to forgive herself.
"There is nothing wrong with love. It's just that I love someone who shouldn't be loved, someone who doesn't deserve to be loved. Damn it's not you, it's the Aventurine Domain. He took advantage of your love, and He doesn't deserve your love. She said softly.
"Princess, don't say it, don't say it. You make Mingyue feel guilty. Mingyue shook her head, almost pleading. My heart seemed to be pressed by a 10,000-ton boulder, and there was no way to breathe. She would rather she scold herself and punish herself. Don't want her to be so considerate of herself. That will only make your sins worse.
Qin Fengwu couldn't suppress her tears. This is her bright moon, her most heartfelt bright moon. If she gave up her master for love, I am afraid that she would not hesitate to kill her. However, at this moment, she was so sad and uncomfortable that she actually made herself feel distressed.
Aventurine Domain, a good Aventurine Domain. I, Qin Fengwu, will one day see who you are sacred. I have called my bright moon impossible to extricate yourself from you. Qin Fengwu looked ahead fiercely, and his gaze seemed to have penetrated the river valley road and saw the Donglin Domain in the enemy barracks. She hated him to the core.
"Mingyue, it's okay!" Suddenly I realized that there was nothing more to say. With difficulty, he reached out and pulled the sleeve of Jimo Zhantian's coat and said to him, "Zhantian." The child is fine, I'm fine, and Subai is fine, that's enough. ”
What else can Jimo Zhantian say? But Mingyue can't stay by her side anymore: "Mingyue, you can leave the barracks tomorrow." ”
Is this to drive yourself away? Mingyue looked at Jimo Zhantian in horror. It's worse than letting yourself die. She pleaded and said, "Lord, lord, please, don't dare me to go." I'm wrong, I will, I'll ...... the "hand blade of the Aventurine Domain." But she couldn't say anything. It's like a fish bone stuck in the throat, you can't swallow it, you can't spit it out. She used to treat each other sincerely.
Qin Fengwu sighed helplessly. How could she not know what Mingyue wanted to say, and why couldn't she say it. It's hard enough to hate someone who betrays you, and how can you kill her herself, so how can she do it at this time. But if she didn't leave, wouldn't it be sad for her to see the Tanglin domain again.
"Mingyue, you go back first. It's not to drive you away, you're no longer fit to stay here. How sure are you that the Tanglin Domain will not waver? ”
Qin Fengwu threw the problem on the bright side. Mingyue had to face it.
"Good!" Mingyue got up slowly, she didn't know how to get out of the camp.
Looking up at the clear blue sky, the weather was very good, but even the brightest sunlight that fell on her eyes was as chilling as ice. Feet rubbing against the ground, making creaking sounds, dragging the ground to walk. Like a shell without a soul. Three steps and one look at the camp tent with nostalgia. She was reluctant to leave. She would rather suffer her own punishment than just leave.
When he returned to his tent, he lit candles during the day. The flickering flames seemed to laugh at her stupidity. Mingyue's cheeks were full of unbroken tears, and the corners of her mouth were filled with a self-deprecating wry smile. I still seem to be thinking about the sweet words of the Tanglin Domain. And the sweet words that were written at this moment are like sharp knives, piercing the ground one by one on his heart. It's hard to breathe.
The things that have happened in the past few days have flashed in front of my eyes one by one. Qin Fengwu's premature birth, Qin Fengwu's heavy bleeding, life and death. The life of the fetus in the plain white belly is on the first line. It's all because of themselves. Now that I think about it, he calculated all this.
"Tanglin Domain, have you already seen through my mind early in the morning, and then approached me step by step and used me. What exactly is your heart made of? Mingyue asked at the candlelight, but no one could answer her question. She didn't even know that the Tanglin Domain was complaining about her incompetence at this moment.
"Bright Moon." An anxious voice rushed into the tent.
His blurry eyes couldn't see who was coming, but he vaguely felt his nervousness and worry. Her embarrassed appearance was so deeply reflected in the eyes of the stars.
Her tears hurt his heart like needlework. The moment he learned the news, he couldn't believe his ears. It all happened so unexpectedly. He didn't have time to blame her for her fault, and he was worried that she wouldn't be able to think about it.
When I hurried here, I saw that she had lost her soul, and sat there, motionless. The only tears like threads told him that she was awake and she was alive.
Gently, carefully walked in front of Mingyue, knelt beside her, looked up at her pale face, and said in a choked voice: "Mingyue, it's okay." The princess doesn't blame you, never blames you. ”
But Mingyue couldn't hear it, and she couldn't hear half a word. I just forgot to glance at the stars. I saw the worry in his eyes, and I saw the tears in his eyes.
She didn't know why he was crying. Is it for yourself?
Seeing that she didn't speak, Xingchen was anxious, shaking her arm in an attempt to change her consciousness: "Mingyue, Mingyue." You don't want that, it's not your fault. Everything is bad for that hateful aventurine domain. ”
Suddenly heard the three words of Tanglin Domain. Mingyue went from silently weeping to crying. "Poof" fell to his knees in Xingchen's arms, crying uncontrollably.
Xingchen reached out to support her trembling back, and her heart was like a knife. He likes Mingyue and has always liked it. But she never thought that Mingyue would like someone else, let alone the Tanglin Domain. If I had known that this would happen, I should have explained it to her earlier. In that case, there would be no more today's events?
"Mingyue, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I should have snatched you today. Xingchen told his feelings in chagrin.
But Xingchen's words did not bring any comfort to Mingyue, but made matters worse. She pushed the stars away at once, looking at them in disbelief. How can he be worthy of him now, he is a sinner, not to mention that he has never had him in his heart.
"You get out, get out." She screamed in horror and shouted at the stars. She's embarrassed enough and doesn't want to be any more embarrassed. If she could, she would rather never know what the stars were thinking. Now, she didn't even know how to face him.
"Bright Moon ......" Her loss of control frightened the stars.
Xingchen wanted to reach out and hug Mingyue, but she pushed her away.
"Xingchen, I'm ugly enough, please, please don't be here, you'll only make me feel more embarrassed." Mingyue begged bitterly.
"Mingyue ......" Xingchen didn't know that his intention was not comfort, but it became another blow. Hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Okay, okay, I'll go out, you have to be good." Don't get excited. ”
"Get out." Mingyue roared, almost pushing the stars out of the tent. When she pushed him out, she stumbled and fell to the ground.
Qin Fengwu's understanding and tolerance, the betrayal and exploitation of the Tanglin Domain, and the worries and friendships of the stars made him unbearable. "Bang" brain is like a river that is dead, completely collapsed.
"If there is an afterlife, I don't want to love Mingyue!" She muttered to herself and got up to pick up the dagger by the candlestick. Gently cut his own wrist.
Watching the blood drip down her elbow to the ground, Mingyue only felt relieved: "Just let me atone for my sins in this way, let me be liberated in this way......"
The candlestick that had been knocked over rolled to the ground and gradually extinguished......