139:No Love for Yeliang (2)
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I froze in a daze, my eyes staring at the man in front of me, and he said in a tepid tone: "If you don't want to be Mrs. Lu, then come and talk to me after giving birth!" ”
Lu Jinnan's words made me stunned.
I blinked slightly, and repeated in my head what he meant, what did he mean when the child was born, and our relationship was over?
So what am I now? A tool for giving birth?
I pursed my lips vigorously, my mind was in chaos, I looked at him in disbelief and asked: "Lu Jinnan, what you mean now is telling me that when the child is born, we will divorce, and then the child will belong to you, right?" ”
Lu Jinnan's eyes froze, and his voice sank: "I didn't think so. ”
"Didn't you? But that's not what you mean? I laughed self-deprecatingly, gritted my teeth and said coldly, "Then tell me, what do you mean?" ”
"Lin Tang, haven't I done enough? Do you have to mess with me over this? He furrowed his eyebrows and said in a voice of displeasure.
Am I making trouble again? I laughed.
The whole person was on the verge of collapse, and I said, "Lu Jinnan, why do you think that I have to give birth to this child?" I raised my eyes to look at his expressionless face and pursed my lips: "The child is in my arms, I don't want it, don't want it, do you think you can control my wishes?" ”
My words made Lu Jinnan stare at me tightly, his eyes were deep as if he was going to strangle me to death, he looked at my face, stared motionless, his thin lips moved slightly, and his cold words carried a sharp breath, he said: "Lin Tang, I said it, I didn't think about it like that." His voice was like the cold winter weather, which made people feel piercing, and he said, "I advise you to dispel such thoughts." ”
"You didn't think so? But you said it yourself, why don't you admit it? My emotions became more and more excited, and I sneered: "Lu Jinnan, let me tell you, the more you are like this, the more I will not leave the child." ”
"Then you can give it a try." Lu Jinnan looked at me indifferently, and he said lightly: "Lin Tang, don't force me, if you are obedient, I will be good to you, if you have to do it to the child, then I don't mind letting your closest people accompany you to the funeral." ”
Lu Jinnan's words made me completely ignorant of what to say.
I stood firmly in front of him, looking at the cold man in front of me, my lips were pursed tightly, the corners of my mouth were raised, and I said indifferently: "Lu Jinnan, you are so ruthless!" ”
My mood at the moment can't be described in words, I only know that I don't want to see this man, his seemingly gentle appearance, but in fact his heart is extremely cold-blooded.
I bit my lip tightly, my nose was very sore, and I was worried that I would cry in front of his eyes in the next second, so I turned around and walked out of the bedroom.
I walked downstairs, and the whole villa was filled with his scent, and I was so distraught that I felt that I had no choice but to leave.
I walked towards the gate, and Zhou's mother saw that my face was wrong and came over: "Young grandma, are you going out so late?" ”
The voice was blocked in my throat and couldn't come out, so I simply didn't respond.
I didn't even change my shoes, so I left the villa in my home slippers, the drizzle in the sky gradually became heavier, and something kept flowing down my cheeks, I couldn't tell if it was raindrops or tears?
Lu Jinnan's words kept repeating in my ears, making my heart ache faintly.
When I came out of the mid-level villa, I didn't bring anything, so I walked to Wu Yanran's residence not far from here.
When Wu Yanran opened the door and saw me like a chicken in soup, she stared at me with a shocked face, she must have felt that I had been robbed, she asked, "Cousin-in-law, what's wrong with you?" ”
I looked at her, I was weak and weak, and said in a light tone, "It's okay, it's just a little rain." ”
Wu Yanran brought me a set of clean clothes for me to change into, and then boiled me some ginger soup.
We sat on the sofa in the living room, she looked at me, and after several pauses, she slowly said, "Cousin, did you quarrel with your cousin?" ”
"It's not a quarrel, it's just a disagreement." Although Lu Jinnan didn't quarrel loudly with me, his cold violence was more hurtful than loud noise, I lowered my eyes, exhaled deeply, and said to Wu Yanran: "I'm pregnant." ”
"Pregnant?" Wu Yanran was extremely surprised, but she quickly reacted, and joy appeared on her face: "Congratulations, congratulations, then I'm not going to be an aunt?" ”
Wu Yanran's words made me smile bitterly, I frowned, and spit out a sentence without thinking about it: "Maybe it will disappoint you." ”
"Huh?" Wu Yanran didn't hear what I meant, she wrinkled her eyebrows and looked at me, and I smiled: "I may have to pick you up for a few days." ”
"Welcome!" Wu Yanran clapped her hands and asked tentatively, "But cousin ......"
"Please hide it for me, I don't want to see him recently, I think, he doesn't want to see me." I opened my mouth to interrupt Wu Yanran's words, I thought, even if Lu Jinnan will look for me, it is just for the child in the womb, right?
In fact, I didn't want to have this child, because in my opinion, this child is not easy to come by, when the doctor said that I had a blocked fallopian tube and it was difficult to get pregnant, I was even a little desperate, although it was just a false alarm, everything was Xue Shanshan's plan, but I really experienced the feeling that a woman can't be a mother, and only those who have experienced it will know the pain and sadness.
So I cherish it.
Even I, who have always liked freedom, for the sake of my children, I was willing to give up my job, and I always obeyed Lu Jinnan's wishes to stay at home and never go anywhere, but when I saw the photos sent by Lu Dye and heard what Xue Shanshan said, my heart felt like falling to the bottom.
I gradually discovered that Lu Jinnan may have an ulterior secret about my pregnancy, if it was speculation before, then today's words of Lu Jinnan made me sure.
Wu Yanran promised me not to tell Lu Jinnan, but she also said that Lu Jinnan would know sooner or later, so she couldn't guarantee that she could hide it for a few days.
Before going to bed, Lu Jinnan made a phone call to Wu Yanran, who pretended not to know anything and successfully concealed it.
This night, I didn't sleep well, before dawn, I felt that I had a fever, my resistance has always been good, and now I am pregnant and have a fever after a little rain.
I didn't dare to take medicine indiscriminately, so I endured it for two days, and finally I didn't have a fever anymore, but my throat was inflamed again, and I even had a slight pain when I ate and drank water.
I was worried that it would affect the baby in my belly, so I still asked Wu Yanran to accompany me to the hospital.
In the past two days, Wu Yanran has been with me, she said to the outside world that she was not in Jiangcheng because of her work arrangement, and even said the same thing to Ji Shuo, and Lu Jinnan never found me, because my mobile phone was not brought out, so he couldn't contact me.
When I came to the central hospital, I didn't go directly to Dr. Le, worried that Lu Jinnan would know, so Wu Yanran asked her assistant to register for me, and then saw an outpatient clinic.
After the doctor's examination, he said that there was no major problem, so he did not prescribe medicine to me, and asked me to drink more water and eat lighter, and it would be fine in two days.
Coming out of the doctor's office, Wu Yanran's mobile phone suddenly rang at this time, it was Lu Jinnan calling, neither of us expected Lu Jinnan to call at this time.
Wu Yanran was a little nervous, and I soothed: "Take it first, see what he says." ”
"Okay." Wu Yanran nodded, then connected the phone and put on the speakerphone, she asked softly, "Cousin, is there something wrong with you?" ”
"Where are you?" Lu Jinnan's voice didn't have a trace of warmth, and without waiting for Wu Yanran to answer, he asked in a low voice: "Are you really not with Lin Tang?" ”
"I'm at home.... Of course ....."
"Wu Yanran, you'd better tell me the truth, otherwise let me know that you're lying, and I'll throw you abroad and not be allowed to come back." Lu Jinnan didn't give Wu Yanran a chance to finish, so he interrupted her sharply, Lu Jinnan's words were full of threats, Wu Yanran was silent for a while, and could only purse her lips and look at me pitifully.
I snatched the phone, turned it to normal mode, and I said to Lu Jinnan on the other end of the phone: "Lu Jinnan, you are so reluctant to me?" Even if you threaten your cousin, you want to find me? ”
I suddenly spoke, so that Lu Jinnan on the other end was silent all of a sudden, and after a few seconds, he said flatly: "If you don't want to bother others, just come back obediently." ”
"Why should I listen to you?"
"Lin Tang, my patience is limited, I have something to do today, so I won't pick you up, but I want to see you before dinner."
"Lu Jinnan, didn't you hear? I said, I won't listen to you. ”
"You have a choice." Although he said that I had a choice, there was a threat in his words.
I chuckled, hung up the phone, and then walked towards the elevator, Lu Jinnan asked me to go back, but I didn't go back.
Wu Yanran followed beside her, and she asked, "Cousin-in-law, what's wrong with you?" ”
"It's okay, don't worry, don't worry, he won't really send you abroad, even if he will, isn't there still Ji Shuo!"
"I'm not worried about that, I'm just worried about you both."
I smiled faintly, looked at Wu Yanran without blinking, stretched out my hand to hold her, the elevator door opened at this time, I walked in with Wu Yanran, and took the elevator out of the outpatient building.
Coming out of the outpatient clinic, we walked towards the gate of the hospital, and before we could get to the door, I stopped, my eyes looked straight ahead, Wu Yanran looked at me, followed my line of sight, she said in a low voice: "Cousin! ”
PS: Old time, guess what Lu Jinnan is doing here? Do what? Catch Lin Tang? It doesn't seem to be!