326:Lu Jinnan (34)
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My relationship with Lin Tang has temporarily stabilized, and the company's work has gradually become busy, and the auction site is used as housing construction after the survey, and the construction company is recommended by Song Yan, and it has also taken the campaign steps, but what I didn't expect is that Chen Bingying came to this company after leaving Hyatt.
At first, I was a little hesitant to use her, but both Song Yan and Yan Zhi advised me to think about the current interests, and the construction plan given by Chen Bingying's construction company was the most in line with our current needs.
After thinking about how convenient it was, I also acquiesced.
I didn't intend to hide it from Lin Tang, but she knew that it was not from my mouth, but from the mouth of others.
She only asked me a few words, and she couldn't tell whether she was angry or awkward, and the atmosphere between us was as usual.
On the day of the groundbreaking ceremony at the construction site, I took her with her, but the little steamed bun was uncomfortable and she was absent from the groundbreaking dinner in the evening, and I thought that if she hadn't left, then there wouldn't have been so many things later.
At the end of the day, it's my fault.
At the dinner, I drank a lot of wine, basically all of which were paid tribute to the other party's company, and it was not good not to drink, Song Yan also topped a lot for me, he drank too much for a project some time ago, and his body has not recovered, so I can't let him drink it all.
I don't remember when it ended, and I don't want to remember what happened later, but I know that when I woke up from the bed, the person around me was not Lin Tang, but Chen Bingying.
She sat next to me with her hair draped and in her bathrobe, and my upper body was naked, and we were each other's clothes on the floor, everything gave me a headache, and I kept my face calm and didn't say anything, I just kept responding to what happened last night.
But I can't think of anything.
After a long time, Chen Bingying, who saw that I had not spoken, said in a low voice: "Anan, what happened last night, if you mind, we can act as if nothing happened, don't worry, I won't say anything, except for this door, let's forget about it." ”
After speaking, Chen Bingying no longer looked at me, but bent down to pick up her clothes and turned around and walked to the bathroom.
I sat up, rubbed my head vigorously, drunk... This kind of thing shouldn't have happened to me, I think that after so many years in society, my alcohol consumption is still good, and basically what happened after getting drunk will be more or less clear, but I basically don't remember what happened last night.
Could it really be that I drank too much and was drunk and unconscious?
Of course, I'm not trying to sell responsibility, and if it does happen, then I'm definitely responsible.
But what should I do?
When I hesitated, Chen Bingying, who had changed her clothes, walked out, she glanced at me, and saw that I was still indifferent and no longer spoke, but turned around and walked out, looking at the back of her leaving, I still couldn't help but speak: "This matter, I will explain it to you, Lin Tang's side, I will tell her in person, as for us, I can only compensate you with compensation." ”
"I don't want it, Anan, I volunteered last night, although I know that you were drunk, you pulled me and didn't allow me to leave, I obviously had the opportunity to leave, but I couldn't bear it, so you don't have to blame yourself, I am also responsible."
"As for Lin Tang, it's your business or not." After speaking, Chen Bingying didn't stay any longer, until the sound of the door closing pulled me into reality.
I just sat still, my mind was so confused, I panicked, I didn't know what to do?
I asked Song Yan about this later, and he said that he also drank too much, I didn't say much, and I didn't tell Lin Tang immediately, I don't know how to tell her, if I do, it will definitely be over between us.
I know.
Although Lin Tang didn't say it, she couldn't accept this kind of thing, if it was before me and her, she could not care, but now, our relationship is in a sensitive period, and I do this kind of thing that makes people gnash her teeth, she will definitely stay away from me.
The feeling of loss immediately welled up in my heart and made it difficult for me to digest.
I didn't tell Lin Tang, not because I wanted to deceive her, but because I was afraid.
I've never felt so panicked.
It was an indescribable feeling.
Because of this night's events, I didn't dare to stay with Lin Tang longer, I didn't even dare to touch her, I arranged a full job for myself, and the time I spent with her gradually became less.
Chen Bingying and I are also rare, and I basically don't care about the construction site anymore, and everything is left to Song Yan and Yan Zhi to deal with.
I know very well that my current approach is to avoid and not solve any problems at all.
The only solution is to confess to Lin Tang.
But can I do it?
I do not know.
A few days later, I was socializing, and Linda suddenly called me to tell me that Lin Tang had come to the company to inquire about how many self-operated enterprises I personally owned, and had a great sense of curiosity.
Song Yan and I expected that Lu Chengxuan would start from my self-operated business, he originally hoped that I would not be able to get through the difficulties of the land, but I didn't expect me to get through, he couldn't find out how many assets I had in my hands, so I could only arrange Lin Tang, the person closest to me, to start.
I asked Linda to tell Lin Tang what I had ordered in advance, and the information in the computer was all sorted out by Song Yan by disrupting the data.
Song Yan and I have been busy thinking of a foolproof way to deal with Lu Chengxuan for this matter these days, but I didn't expect Lin Tang to know about me and Chen Bingying at this time.
When she asked me personally, "Did you go to bed with Chen Bingying?" I panicked and didn't know how to respond.
The disgust and disgust in her eyes made me feel inferior, and for the first time I felt that everything I was doing was wrong.
I couldn't continue to hide, I told her all the facts, I hope she can forgive me and don't leave me, but I know Lin Tang's temper, how can she?
Her rejection made me not know how to remedy, and she also confessed that she would not remarry me, and I was very distressed to see her red eyes but stubbornly not allowing tears to fall.
She told me that Chen Bingying was pregnant, and she said that she didn't want to be the one who did evil, that she couldn't let an unborn child lose a father, and that she couldn't have a man with others.
She kicked me out of the villa and stopped contacting me, and although I came to the door every day on the pretext of watching my daughter, she was very cold to me.
Although I was a little shocked to learn that Chen Bingying was pregnant, I didn't go to her, all my thoughts were on Lin Tang, sometimes I really felt exhausted, but I still couldn't get the response I wanted.
Chen Bingying called me to say that she was not feeling well, it was a few days later in the evening, it was raining heavily in Jiangcheng that day, lightning and thunder, and I received a call from her just after the company meeting was over to go to see Lin Tang.
Chen Bingying has not been looking for her since she told Lin Tang that she had a relationship with me and was pregnant, many things are unnecessary, and since they have happened, it is impossible for me to use my identity to threaten people not to say it.
I should give an explanation to Chen Bingying, and I should also give Lin Tang and me an explanation.
I drove to Chen Bingying's residence, she bought a new apartment, and Song Yan arranged the apartment for me in the same place, when I felt somewhere, her face was pale, I frowned and asked, "Are you okay?" ”
"Anan, I'm really embarrassed to call you so late, I'm a little uncomfortable, so can you please accompany me to the hospital, I'm worried about ....."
"Let's go!" I interrupted her and agreed directly, after all, she was pregnant, and I couldn't let it go and pretend not to see it, even if I didn't care about it.
I accompanied Chen Bingying to the hospital, and the doctor gave her a simple examination, probably because she was worried about eating unclean food and causing gastrointestinal discomfort, she was pregnant and inconvenient to take medicine, just ordered to eat something light.
After making sure that we were okay, we walked out of the doctor's office and were supposed to leave by elevator as we came, but Chen Bingying insisted on walking to eliminate food, and I didn't refuse, so I walked downstairs with her.
We walked downstairs, and when we passed through the emergency room, we unexpectedly saw Lin Tang, she also saw me and Chen Bingying, I immediately walked towards him, Chen Bingying came up at this time to hold my hand, I was stunned, glanced at her coldly, she just whispered: "My feet are a little tired." ”
What her purpose is, I am not unclear.
But seeing that Lin Tang had already withdrawn his gaze and was not looking, I was left to her, could it be that in the eyes of that woman, there was no place for me?
I did it so obviously, she couldn't see what I meant to make her jealous?
She was very cold to me, and it was only at my insistence that she agreed to let me see my daughter, and I insisted on sending her back, but she said nothing, as if I had a plague, and that I didn't want to go near it was like a pinprick.
Chen Bingying and I came out of the hospital, and I drove her back to the apartment, and along the way, I didn't want to say a word.
When she arrived at the door of the apartment, she took the initiative to mention what had just happened: "Anan, I ..... just now"
"I hope this is the last time." I stared ahead, holding the steering wheel with both hands: "Since you are pregnant, I will not stop you from giving birth, but I can tell you clearly that I can't give you anything except money, and I won't recognize the child, in my heart I only recognize Lin Tang's birth." ”
"Anan." Chen Bingying sobbed, "Why are you so ruthless to me? ”
"There are some words, I said it very clearly from the beginning, it is the distance that you don't understand, you can say that I am ruthless, or you can say that I am cold, I can let everyone down, but I can't fail her."
I said it clearly enough with Chen Bingying, if I was still at a loss before this, then tonight when I saw Lin Tang take a small steamed bun to the doctor, and when I looked at her back alone, my heart felt like something was twitching.
Of course, this was just my decision, and Lin Tang did not accept it.
In order to enhance my relationship with her, I asked Lu Qing and her mother to trouble her every once in a while, and she gladly accepted it without complaint.
I knew she had me in her heart, but she just couldn't accept me.
I originally planned to take her to Sanya with me, without anyone else to disturb and explain everything to her, even if she didn't agree, I had to try my best to make her comply, and all the preparations were put on the agenda, but I still couldn't change the changes.
Lu Chengxuan did it, I had to let Lin Tang and my mother leave at this time, I used my mother to go to the doctor to send them away, and then started the next action.....