Chapter 48: Four: I just can't do -19
I think Angel may have had a nightmare.
Fools, who don't sleep in a bed, no wonder they have nightmares.
I want to give this fool a kiss.
I did the same; But unfortunately, I was caught by Angel.
"You steal my tofu!" Angel's sleepy eyes were hazy, and her face was full of grievances. It is only at this time that his maturity and steadiness far beyond his peers are less obvious.
I was a little embarrassed, but I forced my composure: "If you find out, it's not stealing." ”
"No, I'm going to eat it too!" Angel, who is not fully awake, is childish and cute.
"Come on." I leaned close to him.
"Forget it, I'll keep a certain distance from you." Angel moved her swivel chair and threw herself on the bed, "I'm sleepy." ”
I covered him with the quilt and went to wash up. Back in the bedroom, Angel got up again.
While he was changing his clothes, he asked me, "Do you have a lot of homework?" Is it okay not to write? ”
"......," I blew into my bangs with a wooden expression, "Angel, I finally know what the insurmountable gulf between us is. ”
"What?"
"Class. Class antagonisms are irreconcilable. I pretended to be distressed, "Young Master An, you can skip class and homework as much as you want, and I have to be willing to be tortured by the sea of questions." You and I are destined to have no part. Leave. ”
"Poof...... Angel's T-shirt was halfway through, and she quickly took it off and threw it at me, "Why do you have a fever like this?" Believe it or not......"
My head was covered by his clothes. I remembered the scene in the locker room on the edge of the playground, and suddenly my limbs were weak and my head was dizzy. I didn't even have the strength to take off my clothes.
"Kang Rong? Kang Rong? Angel's voice came through the T-shirt, "What's wrong with you?" Why are you shaking so much? ”
I shook my head, trying to catch my breath.
Angel helped me remove my clothes, "Does it remind you of something?" ”
He stretched out his arms and I thought he was going to hug me. But he just tapped me twice on the shoulder, "Look, Kang Rong, you need time to recover." ”
I couldn't help but be frustrated.
"Tell me if there's anything wrong, physical or mental." Angel continued, "If you don't deal with it now, you will leave hidden dangers. It will be more troublesome later. ”
"You seem to be very experienced with this situation...... "I wondered," I said.
"I don't have any experience, I checked a lot of information." Angel asked me to sit in his comfortable swivel chair, "Kang Rong, seriously, I'm a little worried about you. You're so boring, who else but me...... No, no, we all care about you. Me, your mother, and my parents. Kang Rong, you are not alone. ”
I don't know what a psychiatrist would do with a patient. However, there should be no more competent than Angel.
I looked at Angel's abstract draft. Am I wrong? Am I really just using him as a lifeline?
"You don't have to go to class next week, just stay at my house," Angel said naturally, "You can leave the physical education teacher's affairs to me." ”
"Why can't I even go to school?"
"It's not that you can't go. Kang Rong, many people don't pay attention to the impact of some things...... I don't want you to be able to walk out after many years. ”
"I didn't. I've come out. "I justified it with a humble heart.
"I thought so before, but I can be sure of your reaction - you didn't. Kang Rong, admitting that he needs help and admitting that he can't forget his trauma is not a sign of weakness. The more you hide it, the easier it will be to backfire later. ”
I replied to him in despair: "I want to go home." I don't want to be in your house. ”
"No, I can't. Your home is not suitable. Angel refused my offer to go home, "I can't accompany you all day these days, and I'm not at ease at your house." ”
"Anqi, why are you more annoying than my mother?" I couldn't help but complain about him.
"Where does she look like a mother?" Angel's voice was cold.
His words made me subconsciously resist. "Don't say that about her."
"Well, I won't talk about her. But you're going to be at my house this week. Angel's tone hardened.
Actually, it's not that I don't want to stay. But Anqi's opinion of her mother really displeased me. I was a little angry: "You can't restrict my personal freedom. ”
"Calm down, Banyan Kang. You're in this state...... The scientific name is hysteria......"
"Hysteria? You say me? "I felt my face burn with anger.
Anqi was worried: "That's right, not only are you weak and helpless, you are also hysterical." You think you can calm down by suppressing negative emotions, but in fact you are just consuming your ......"
I fell into a hazy state again, and I began to lose hearing Angel's words. It was as if I was being dominated by some dark force.
When I came to my senses, Angel was pressed against the bed by me, frowning at me. His T-shirt was tucked aside, and the crescent tattoo on his chest gave me a headache.