179. Girlfriend

Finally, Li Zi broke in. She looked at the pastoral song sitting in front of the window, frowned and asked, "You give others a closed door, do you know what those people say about you behind their backs?"

"The grass on the wall is shaken by the wind. I don't need them. Madrigal said, clutching the beads.

"What are you doing here?" Li Zi was very incomprehensible, leaning over to look at him, "Why don't you want to see me?"

"I want to sit alone for a while. Pastoral said.

"What are you doing sitting?" asked Lizi.

"Think about things. ”

"So what are you thinking?" said Li Zi Shun Teng.

"Nothing. Pastoral's hand holding the beads began to sweat.

"Tell me. ”

"I can't tell. Pastoral felt a little tormented. He just wanted to be quiet for a while, but Li Zi's questioning overwhelmed him.

"I want to ask but I don't want to ask, I don't say what I want to say, I can't tell you what you want to do?" Li Zi felt lonely in her heart, but she didn't say it, she had to question the pastoral.

Pastoral can't answer.

Li Zi bit her lip, stared at the pastoral song silently for a long time, and finally asked the suppressed words in her heart:

"Isn't it okay if you don't have me?"

"No......" Madrigal thought to himself, this is why I told Yang Ji to guard the door. He is powerless to explain, so he is running away from it.

The prostration after bravery, the grief behind the exploits, the trauma behind the funeral, the loneliness that is alien to the Federation—the madrigal has too many pent-up emotions that he is inconvenient to deal with in the life of the mask. If you can't return to tranquility and release stress in solitude, Pastoral may be sad. The problem is that now that he has a girlfriend, even he needs a convincing reason to be alone.

"You don't like me anymore. Li Zi looked at the pastoral song in front of Yang Ji and said his guess.

"Commander Li, let me be fair......" Yang Ji was shocked and tried to turn the tide.

"What's the matter with you!" Li Zi pushed Yang Ji out of the door, twisted himself to close the door, leaned against the door, and looked at the pastoral song from a distance: "No matter what you do with me, it seems to be perfunctory." The text messages sent are like work reports, and the questions that come and go on the phone are those few sentences, and you don't tell me when you're lost, and you don't complain to me when you're sad. Obviously, people have taken the initiative to ask you, why do you feel that we are still so far away?"

"Distance produces beauty. "Madrigal felt tortured. He talks nonsense perfunctorily.

"You don't like me anymore. Li Zi looked at Pastoral Song wistfully, but he always lowered his eyelashes and refused to meet her eyes, which made Li Zi gradually bite her lip and become more and more sure of the guess in her heart.

"How can you not like it, there are so many people who like you when you reject people for thousands of miles, and you will only like it more after closing the distance. Madrigal's desire to survive gradually awakened, and he realized that he needed to coax.

"You used to be honest...... You'll tell the truth to Hana, you'll tell the truth to Dieyi, but you'll put a mask on me. You know I want to hear what you say, but you don't. If you still like me, you won't perfunctory me with high-sounding words. The door behind Li Zi was slammed by Yang Ji, but she stubbornly leaned on the door with her back hand, and formed a single knife with the madrigal, even if the short skirt was shaken by the hatch, she turned a deaf ear.

Pastoral Ge felt that Li Zi was unreasonable, and felt that she was pitiful. He looked up and came into contact with Li Zi's unrelenting gaze, and found that her serious expression with tears in her eyes was even more touching. Pastoral clenched his fists, and finally weakly released his palm, holding up the pearl left by Dieyi: "I'm thinking about how to resurrect Dieyi." I feel guilty, so I don't want you to know. ”

Li Zi burst into tears and laughed, lowered her head and wiped her tears with her little finger, and her long hair hung down next to her face, like a beautiful string.

"I thought you found out you were gay. So shut myself up. Li Zi said and laughed again.

"Aren't you angry?"

"I'm angry. You are very cold to me, very cold, these two days, I have no idea what you are thinking, when I eat with you, when I talk to you, when I hold your arm, I ask 'what are you thinking' every minute, and your answer is always three words, 'nothing'. Do you know how lonely I am? I never felt so lonely when I was single. Li Zi wiped away her tears, brushed her long hair, leaned against the door, and looked up at the pastoral: "You almost lost me." If we do break up, will you miss me as much as you mourn Dieyi?"

Pastoral walked over and pressed Li Zi against the door, the distance between them was infinitely close to zero, Li Zi raised her head to look at Madrigal, and the makeup she had cried was still good-looking.

"Do you know that I killed Tan Hua?" obviously used the posture of the wall knock, and the atmosphere was in place, but Pastoral asked about it.

"Hmm. "Lizi's nasal voice is particularly pleasant.

"Why don't you report to the Judge Advocate General's Office to arrest me?" Madrigal felt that the terrible thing about Li Zi was that as long as she didn't say it, you would never know that she was forbearing.

"Because I trust you more. Li Zi counted down in her heart. Five, Four, Three,...... He should be holding me.

Pastoral Ge was really moved, reaching out to wrap his hand around her thin waist, and the slightly stiff uniform came with a delicate feel. Li Zi's breathing was disturbed, and she exhaled the hot air of incense.

"I want to resurrect Dieyi, aren't you angry when you hear it?" Madrigal always couldn't guess what Li Zi was thinking. Dieyi was obviously incompatible with Li Zi before her death.

"I'm angry because you're wearing a mask. Li Zi said softly, "I really still like your honest appearance." It's probably a plus or minus, but the resurrection of Butterfly makes me feel nothing. ”

"After resurrecting Butterfly, you will still quarrel with her. Madrigal couldn't stop talking to Li Zi, and he pressed it against her forehead.

"You can't ask me to let her, can you?" Li Zi said as a matter of course, but as soon as the words changed, she deliberately said something that pastoral songs love to hear: "But then again, without Dieyi, you wouldn't be alive and kicking around me." Therefore, if someone dares to bully her, I will also uphold justice for her. ”

Li Zi said naughty things seriously, and she couldn't be more cute. Madrigal couldn't help but look down and peck at her tears, finally sealing her warm lips. Li Zi's body began to writhe, making a nice panting sound, and after a while, she suddenly pushed away Muge's lips with her index finger and asked curiously, "Do men have to touch their breasts when kissing?"

Pastoral thought to herself, I haven't done statistics, how can I know. But he really didn't want to remove his right hand, so he said, "Yes." ”

When Li Zi was suspicious, Madrigal pressed her against the door and resumed her old business. She gradually felt that her body did not belong to her, and in the midst of muttering and wheezing, she quickly forgot about it.