Zhao Wei and the nurse walked out of the ward together.

The nurse held an iron plate with a hill-like pile of gauze soaked in shocking blood and pus.

My mother let me in alone.

I don't quite understand. It was as if she had suddenly become dependent on me overnight.

But I'm not a person to rely on.

Or rather, I don't want her to depend on me.

"Kangkang, do you still like that Angel?" My mother asked me bluntly.

"Hmm."

Our mother and son have been avoiding this question before.

I was scared of the reaction she might make.

I'm also afraid that I won't be able to be honest.

But at this moment, I felt a sense of relief.

It's finally time to open up and talk.

"You ......," my mother was visibly angry with me. She sneered disdainfully, "Don't you feel disgusting? ”

I tried to explain something, but I couldn't get a sound out of my throat.

"Kangkang, you don't have feelings for girls, I'm your mother, I understand you." The mother's tone suddenly took on a serious meaning, "You're too young to understand any of this......"

"I didn't understand ......," I tried to argue, "not ......"

"Have you ever seen a mother fall in love with a woman?" Mother suddenly asked.

I shook my head. I have the impression that my mother's objects are all kinds of people.

Man.

"I've had a crush on some women...... "My mother combed her loose hair with her fingers, "but love, even marriage, and affection are two different things." ”

"It's not like that......"

"Kangkang, I don't interfere in your relationship, but I'm your mother - I don't care about anything else, only this ......"

I don't want to hear her continue.

This kind of thing, as expected, it is better to avoid talking about it.

Really, how could I be naïve enough to expect her forgiveness?

She wouldn't change her mind – I should have understood.

Because we are mother and son, we are the same selfish and stubborn people.

The mother continued her harsh words.

My mind went blank for a while, until a word got into my ears and swirled in my head—

"Something that is against human nature...... I don't allow my son to do this kind of thing......"

"Human nature?" I bowed my head and said to myself, "Everyone's nature should be the same...... Is it true that everyone who chooses their favorite person must first get the consent of the others......"

"Kang Rong! Do you understand me?! My mother seemed to be annoyed by my obsession and yelled at me, "Don't you know who I'm trying to do for my child?!" ”

Her voice was intertwined with grievances, anger and unwillingness.

A chill swept through my tail vertebrae.

I really don't want to hear her say any more.

I'd rather I didn't understand her. I'd rather I couldn't guess what happened.

If only I could be a little more stupid.

"Mom, you can have a good rest." I walked up to the door, trying to leave her alone to calm down.

"Come back! Don't you want to look for ......" The mother suddenly pulled the needle from her hand and jumped out of the hospital bed barefoot.

I was a little worried that she would choke herself more, so I held her up, "Mom, don't do this...... The body is important......"

The mother smiled sadly, "Do you still know that you care about me?"

"Mom, for you, don't you know how much she has sacrificed over the years? What have you done for me?

"I am guiding you now, to bring you back on the right path, and I do everything for your good......

"Even if I'm not as good as someone else's mother, no one in the world cares more about you than I do......"

She pulled out the needle and put it on my shoulder, and blood gushed from the needle hole, staining my shoulder.

Perhaps, everything my mother said was right.

But so what?

I'd rather make the wrong choice than make a choice that would hurt Angel.

"Kangkang, for so many years, my mother is the person who cares about you the most. Mommy now only has you as a child. If you ......"

A feeling of disgust rose in my heart.

Finally, my long-pent-up emotions converged into one sentence-

"Mom, when I need your attention the most...... The one who accompanies me and cares about me is Angel...... So, don't push me. ”